Journals
Thursday,Aug 26 2004, 07:45:53 PMhttp://fallenforpink.net.tf
无法压抑的无奈,写下了埋藏脑海里点点滴滴的回忆。这一幕幕的回顾,画出了银幕中最微妙的时刻。每个阶段的精彩都沉浮在我心中,让我日夜消沉、感慨万千。即使你看到了,也会感伤吗?我换来的欣赏和认同都挽回不了我失去的快乐。 这七彩缤纷的生活给我的考验太大,我开始乱了脚步。我陷入的愤怒在无人间鼓起了舞,火势一发不可收拾,在宁静中我自生自灭。后悔中还包含着怀念,就是一点点的矛盾、愚蠢。 面对是残酷的折磨,但我的逃避也于事无补。我发现许多事情我无助,原来人生中最该学习的就是放弃。
Friday,Aug 13 2004, 05:29:50 PMExplanation denied
Have you ever wondered why some friends have distanced away from you?
Everyone changes, so do you.
Have you ever done your best but still fail in everything?
Some things are beyond our reach.
Have you ever buried all problems in your mind that you just feel like crying out of sudden?
If you let go of them, you might be despised.
Don’t bother to explain. Just be true to yourself for nobody could detest yourself more than you do.
When it rains, cover yourself; when it shines, enjoy the warmth of the Mother Nature. Learn to be alone for nobody knows you better than yourself.
Let the wind be your companion and the twinkling stars be your angels. You explain to no one but you can cry out to yourself. Just get used to it.
When you wake up, everything’s going to be fine again.
Saturday, 14 August 2004
Wednesday,Aug 11 2004, 09:27:08 PM一句话都太难
为何我只能向别人斗嘴?一句话都太难吗?从前我们是无话不谈,谁晓得会如此沉默?
你是否也想起当初我们快乐?回忆与无奈折腾我整晚。我的言行举止就像是在演戏,让大家以为我心血来潮,废话连连。
为何你微笑不如往常?是我的存在让你愚蠢,还是你并不愉快?难道你已经忘了疯狂?我期盼的是你逍遥快活的从前。
为何我始终处处躲避?是否说声再见也需耗尽体力?原是深爱着,又为何窝囊在一旁?
当初的我们如今已游荡到哪儿?你是否还怀念着?
Thursday, 12 August, 2004
Tuesday,Aug 10 2004, 05:24:03 PMThe fireworks
Had you seen the fireworks with your dearest one?
How beautiful they were in various colours, seizing the dark sky, with their glowing lights enchant your sight. The sparkling beauties drew the greatest picture on the sky. How romantic it would be to admire it with your lover, where you'd be showered with kisses and hugges.
Had you heard the screaming of the celebration, yelling with cheers and fortunate? Could you feel the warmth from the people of the nation, singing excitedly for their motherland's birthday?
How many couples pledged their love under the almighty sky? How many mushy words were exchanged during the confession?
Was you engrossed by the night? I didn't even take a glance at the TV broadcasting the marvellous event.
Tuesday, 10 August, 2004
Monday,Aug 2 2004, 03:10:04 PMThe journey after
Give no excuse of the poor lighting; give no excuse of the weariness. Capabilities are limited. Let it pass.
Walking along the road with heavy pace, the cooling weather brought the day to a lonely scene. Each step deepened the thoughts as they merged into the bag, increasing the load. The future path seemed harder to walk on. Wandering like a lost child, the destination was haze.
It was yet another moment of carefree. Nobody disturbed. Luck had never been close. Why was this lonesome filling the mind?
Monday, 02 August, 2004

