Journals
Thursday,Sep 30 2004, 05:00:09 AMI'll be gone for about 3 weeks
I'll be gone for about 3 weeks from Friday 1st October. Friends staying in Singapore, please enjoy Children's Day yourself. For more information, please contact Guoxin at http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/member.cgi?AhSky . [ http://sillydumb.com ]
Saturday,Sep 11 2004, 08:21:49 PMWays ahead
Life is bored when you decide to take a break from your daily work but no one’s there for you. You sit back and recall, when your friends were in need of helps and companion, you were always there for them; but now, you’re all alone.
You’re leaving this world soon. You’ve a week of break from your forced work, so do many friends who are having holidays. They’re busy still, but kind enough to attend to other friends. They treasure their books more than you.
All your buddies have become weird. Each has their own problems but none is as unfortunate as you. Everything’s changed now that your gang is separated. You get sick of arrogance and selfishness; sometimes you just refuse to find out if you’re being deceived.
You close your eyes and scan through your brain, but you can hardly think of anyone anymore. Nobody’s really realised your existence until you’re needed. You’ve a full list of contacts in your address book but you hardly can find anyone familiar.
Everyone’s progressed so far and you’re the only one lagging behind, because of your sentimental and unplanned path. You just wander like a lost child all along and go missing ever since you’re unguided.
The greatest failure devotes his life to others but none’s shown appreciation. His tiredness has often scared thoughtless people away. Since in this world, people rarely will try to comprehend, the laziness takes them away from you.
You frown, because you’ve realised your incompetence. But you’re a kid no more and you don’t cry. You just laugh over your past ignorance and misjudgement, and then you continue with your usual work, for yourself.
It’s a good time to reflect and to reconsider friendship. You sort out who your real friends are and who are only out to make use of you. You cease the hope for faithful romance since you can’t make progress and you’re old enough to work like a man.
You look ahead for the upcoming change of life; hopefully, you can put everything behind. You want to lose your memory but you can’t, and so you’ve to start afresh with the bandage. It’s a blessing in return since you’ve no worries left behind.
Sunday, 12 September, 2004

