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silvester's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/silvester Wed, 30 Dec 2009 09:30 EST Wed, 30 Dec 2009 09:30 EST Zorpia.com meeehhhhhhhhh http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259195 All within my hands Squeeze it in, crush it down All within my hands Hold it dear, hold it suffocate All within my hands Love to death, smack you 'round & 'round and All within my hands Beware Love is control I'll die if I let go <img src="../smi/14.gif" border="0" />This is the cloud that swallows trust This is the black that uncolors us This is the face that you hide from   This is the mask that comes undone<img src="../smi/14.gif" border="0" /> Music http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259195 Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:13 EST http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259206 seriously i'm so fucking sick of studying... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259206 Mon, 19 May 2003 20:11 EST nothing http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259207 Discontent in this life as is, our mechanisms deviate Rust debrided inspires change, and leaves behind exhausted dreams -ignition engaged- So save your wishes for the sky, diluted and disguised, as a perfect fuel that won't ignite But hope will heal us all Set to action our forward thought To allocate and stabilize The truth for so long can only hide In shadows of our own design - amend and revise - A wish will leave you empty handed (hope will provide) Shun your responsibilities (and lead an empty life) A dream alone will bear no seed (hope is alive) And wishes will leave you dead and buried Lost and forgotten With your lives   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259207 Thu, 15 May 2003 03:06 EST http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259208 This one is for Deanna Wong who ordered me to update my xanga! Lets see... As i hang out with my friends i notice how much drama is contained within middle earth. If your causing drama then shut the fuck up and quit causing problems for other people... We have 5 weeks left together here an ME so lets have some fucking fun. I was thinking about throwing another party again like My birthday so if your down let me know. Anyways looks like i'm stuck in summer school, but it shouldn't be that bad i hear the waves are awesome in the Newport/Hunnington Beach area in the summer, so maybe i can get some surfing done too. It's no San Diego but hey atleast i'm not living in like Arizona or something.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259208 Mon, 12 May 2003 01:34 EST http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259209 looks like everyone is starting one of these xanga things, so i guess i'll jump on the bandwagon... right now i'm just chillin after a long night of talking to different people. Life's pretty crazy, dorm life is full of drama, and school work is annoying. O well thats life... Hope unkown. Sometimes just waking is surreal. I walk right through the nameless ones. I know that hope's unknown. Sometimes the water feels so real. As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning. This day never seems to end. This pain, never. The rage I will not let go. I hear them calling. I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls. So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones. I fear that I alone fear those ceased to feel they're alone inside of this place. I am the misplaced. Now every face, it looks familiar... then every face would melt away until.. now everyone, do you know, I know your deception? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/silvester/journal/1259209 Sat, 03 May 2003 18:19 EST