Journals
Sunday,Jul 10 2005, 07:13:22 AMmeeehhhhhhhhh
All within my hands
Squeeze it in, crush it down
All within my hands
Hold it dear, hold it suffocate
All within my hands
Love to death, smack you 'round & 'round and
All within my hands
Beware
Love is control
I'll die if I let go
This is the cloud that swallows trust
This is the black that uncolors us
This is the face that you hide from
This is the mask that comes undone
Tuesday,May 20 2003, 01:11:00 AM
seriously i'm so fucking sick of studying...
Thursday,May 15 2003, 08:06:00 AMnothing
Discontent in this life as is, our mechanisms deviate
Rust debrided inspires change, and leaves behind exhausted dreams -ignition engaged-
So save your wishes for the sky, diluted and disguised, as a perfect fuel that won't ignite
But hope will heal us all
Set to action our forward thought ...
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Monday,May 12 2003, 06:34:00 AM
This one is for Deanna Wong who ordered me to update my xanga!
Lets see... As i hang out with my friends i notice how much drama is contained within middle earth. If your causing drama then shut the fuck up and quit causing problems for other people... We have 5 weeks left together here an ME so lets have some fucking fun. I was thinking about throwing another party again like My birthday so if your down let me know. Anyways looks like i'm stuck in summer school, but it shouldn't be that bad i hear the waves are awesome in the Newport/Hunnington Beach ...
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Saturday,May 3 2003, 11:19:00 PM
looks like everyone is starting one of these xanga things, so i guess i'll jump on the bandwagon... right now i'm just chillin after a long night of talking to different people. Life's pretty crazy, dorm life is full of drama, and school work is annoying. O well thats life...
Hope unkown. Sometimes just waking is surreal. I walk right through the nameless ones. I know that hope's unknown. Sometimes the water feels so real. As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning. This day never seems to end. This pain, never. The rage I will not let ...
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