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Monday,Jan 30 2006, 04:39:01 PM.

Once again I let off my mind about finding the technician. The exeat seems to be yet another one of those weekends where I can't set myself to work, or to remember that there is anything that needs to be done at all....

and trouble always seem to find me during the school days rather than at weekends. The frees in the morning was nothing sort of eventful until I realised that I have got this nasty pain at the lower end of my back whenever I tried to stretch a bit and bend backwards. I tried to trace this back to the stiff back I got when I woke up this morning. The thing is, I had to carry this wretched back around with me with probably way more than the standard limit of mass. It's an unfathomable miracle that I made it to the doorsteps of B1 before my bones/muscles reach the breaking point, according to all my best estimates of physics.

Then my cold came back to find me in the middle of the biology. It seemed to have come out of nowhere, since I can't ever recall quivering this badly in the morning in any Winter in Burgess Hill before. It must have started since last Friday when I spent virtually the whole morning sitting in a Chichester cathedral with their stupid big door wide open throughout the 2-hour Centenary service. Ever since that I had been feeling like my mom, sneezing like crazy whenever there is the slightest movement in the air.

So, yeah, I'll admit it if anyone found me irritable this morning. Come off it -I can't stretch, I can barely breathe (congestion of nostrils due to profuse amount of XXXXX), I can barely speak (yes, I'm stilling croaking like I'm from another planet).... I can't tell if I'm actually thinking properly when I jot down my notes on practical anyalsis since my flow of thinking (whatever that is) is already impeded by all the aforementioned physical disabilities.

Thursday,Jan 26 2006, 04:16:55 PM.

Tell you what -this isn't the first time i 嘔泡 in biology

Biology triple today as usual -it's not as if it's avoidable, though certainly not a very appealing triple option for any Thursday in my life.

Peeling the XXXX epidermis off the onion is probably the easiest part of it all, being a procedure that had probably been the scariest thing throughout my entire first term. 

That was blind panic. What's next down my list is to cut them into approx. 5 sq. mm  squares as samples, and these damn vegetbale's epidermis shivelled even when I am peeling them off. I couldn't bother how to stick them flat to the tile anymore than how the others did it. 12 squares off the tiles, then 2 each of the shivelling lot into the 6 big tubes -and even that was over and done with for the rest of the class a whole ten minutes before I can finish.

And even before that was peel, 20 minutes for razor cuts, dry clipping and all the microscope frenzy at the micro-millimillimilli meter level in a triple--------?

Chi Sin

Don't ask me whether I had finished it or not. The last thing I want to happen in coursework is when I saw microscopes coming out of the cupboards. I had NO IDEA what makes anybody think microscopes are manageable for cell observation after 4 pm in a British Winter.

Maybe an electronphoto will do the job. I had to almost cry to blink up so long counting the whole 50 or so cells, which probably won't even pass for an accuracy up to 3 in the O section.

There's an up side to it as well. All these stupid careers are gone --I'm off Biology, and Physics rocks!!!

There's never a weirder twist then this.

Thursday,Jan 19 2006, 02:18:22 PM..

I feel sad for X looking at her today in biology, explaining a turnip coursework to M.

This is just a bit too much of a push and shove

Sunday,Jan 15 2006, 01:54:29 PM..

Let's just say that I'mglad nobody is ever going to come back to zorpia anymore

sicne this is a place where I can write simply for myself