Journals
Tuesday,Jan 27 2009, 06:16:12 PM.
it's hard to put it in words, but bullying really do mean a lot more than what most minds could comprehend.
some say that they have never really been able to place it
i don't even know how you did it, but you simply did-
i didn't ever tried to look back in time- i swear i didn't.
i reckon you looked back at me, while i'm trying to hold my chin up for what i have ahead of me
(starting from that point onwards)
i don't even know the reality from imagination anymore
whether i really am stuck in a 13-year-old's body, or if it's just you making me feel that way
i only know, for one thing, that you are
messing with my mind
some think that the most masterful of words can put feelings
on tangible paper
words
that have never been able to get hold
of the body i am trapped in
feelings that always have a different meaning to another's mind
i happen to know that you couldn't have made me feel what i felt
without moulding me this way