Wednesday,Sep 5 2007, 12:59:18 PMRantings

Imagine this:

You are on a raft, looking for land. All you see is water, all you hear is the sea. You are dead tired manning the raft, yet all it does is float aimlessly on the water. You manage to tie down the sails, yet the rudder seems to swing when you're not looking. You simply do not have enough hands and time to keep all running at tip-top shape. A storm is coming, you hope that it will blow you to dry ground, yet you know you're not going to survive this storm without breaking something. Hell, there's even lightning in the air. You want the storm to come, and you don't want it to come either. You just can't seem to make up your mind. Some big ship passes on the horizon, but it doesn't see a speck like you.  You cry, but nobody hears you. You think of what you are going to do when all of this is over, and it only makes you cry even more. You realize that all of this is not funny at all. You'd jump into the sea to end this misery, but you'd leave the raft to float, endlessly. You are forced to race the waves, the only way to win is to run. Run, run and run, in the direction you set your eyes upon, without knowing ever if it is the way you want to go. So, where are you? Nowhere, for any direction is as far as the other. The only thing You can do is hold on, and wait. Wait for the sea to take you home, wait for the storm to pass, and may it forgive you for running into its path.

I want to win, but I cannot. What is more frustrating than this?

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Tuesday,Aug 7 2007, 05:06:10 PMYou

You, grasp me in your hands tightly,

though it not be Your will,

I submit willingly, ...

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Thursday,Apr 12 2007, 09:29:00 AMA Long Hiatus

I know I know... It's been what, one and a half year since I posted here? Is this place even still here? It's a wonder Zorpia didn't even cut me off their site. Hmm, sorry to everyone, even my little spot here... Ow, I think the weed growing here cut me for letting them grow here... Hah! Sorry again to everyone... The official reason for not posting is this: I don't have a good Internet connection at home, so I can't update as regularly...

So you say, I never even went online for ONE WHOLE YEAR? Well, I did, but.... Okay, Okay! It's my fault! Hate to ...

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