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Monday,Apr 30 2007, 08:32:19 AMProvoke me?
Recently, I have spoken to my Product and HR manager. Guess I will stay with R**** abit longer. According to the HR manager, some plans are lain out but not make known to me yet. There will be an outcome by wednesday or so.
Anyway, what I wanna say is about this girl at my workplace. Very rarely, I will refer someone as bitch but she really is! She is only 16 or 17, irresponsible and likes to argue her way out. It so happened that my manager was reprimanding her about some issue while I made my way to fitting room. She immediately pointed at me and said things like "I told her already" and blah blah blah. Conclusion was she's actually trying to arrow me ;/
My immediate thought ...... "never die before!" hahaha No clue what she was trying to put across, I asked her when did you tell me. After that, I replied cooly saying that I was having break at that time. Then she said she had mistaken me for someone else (T-T )
Normally, I would have not say a word cause I dont wanna stirr any trouble at all. And at the same time reflect bad image on myself as a Management Trainee. But I wasnt feeling well yesterday and my temper was not to be tested. (To friends out there, you know how nasty I am when I lose my temper! hahaha) Anyway, I did control. I told her off saying that "I dont think you need to raise your voice". Of course, she argued that she didnt. I showed her a face and said "I think you are" and walked off with the clothings.
What the hell? A young girl trying to climb over my head? She is lucky that I didnt demostrate the horror of my temper! Actually, I am a peace lover at R****. Always step out of fire line hahaha
Sunday,Apr 22 2007, 03:52:54 PMMIA (Missing In Action ~)
Ok, I know. I have been MIA for toooooooooooooo long.
I know I know, busy is not a good excuse. Received many lectures and complaints.
Guess you guys must be thinking what the hell happened to me. Conclusion is I have a shity job! I had enough of being sales girl!!!!! Many things happened and I have intention of quitting, especially due to the irregular hours. Being a new company, the Management Trainee program is not well lain out yet. There are many insecurities for me and I suspect I might get demoted after probation (if that happens I will kill myself. No. Hmmmmmmmm I will kill them first). Friends said that I am maintaining low profile. Which means not enough communication with the managers. Guess I'll try to improve on that. But my intention of quitting is still there.
By the way, the sms you guys sent, I would normally get to read it near midnight, after work. So I will tend not to reply or too tired to. Will try to reply all next time k! (^-^ )
One last thing, the job is really killing me.