Journals
Sunday,Jul 23 2006, 05:09:56 AMhey
whats up! nothing much here i dont even remeber last time that i wrote in this but i know that it has been a long time... and i know that alot of crazy shit has been happening to me lately. shiit. well i am not with mustafa no more he is an ass hole and we are only friends now because a lot of bull shit. well i know that he was fucking around or something because he be inviting me to arcadia to chill with him and than he would fucking ditch me to go to the fucking bar and keep me at his damn house. so i told him it was over because i was tired of the bull shit. hmm... what else? what else? yeah i got a new boyfriend which he is so sweet and nice. his name is jorge i met him at the mall and cassy originally got his phone number she never called him and i got it from her so i just ended up calling him and he told me he liked me more **surprising**. and so we have been going out for like a month now. and it is working out so great. i like him so much and he likes me too. we dont hangout everyday though because he lives in menomonie, and i live here in eau claire and it takes 1hr. but see eachother atleast once a week, which is not much but i spend the night at his house that once a week. he is coming tomo and i am going back with him to menomonie. and i am going out with "augustin" now too. but now i know his real name which is egulio but everybody calls him x. so yah know. yah yah i dont want to hear it i know that i am a player. but i only have two guys which is good for me, usually it is like 3or4. which i am getting really tired of doing that bull shit. anyways, the other night was not good. damn. was it scary as fuck. hmm... anyways i whent to mondovi to el pinche mexicanos esta con mi nueva amiga molly. and it was not good. i ended up drinking one whole big bottle of bacardi all to myself. except i poared a glass for molly. ended up drinking her glass. i poared a glass for jaime and he drank that. and than a little for antonio. but i drank the rest. and i was really fucked up i will tell you that right now, and that is not a good thing when i am that drunk. i had this one boyfriend names antonio he wasnt satisfying me and giving me what i want soo shiit i was that fucked up that i didnt give a shit and i ended up fucking his friend jaime for the second time in my life. por que el es muy muy guapo y muy bueno coheir conmigo. and after that fucking margarito came over and came in the damn room and gets on top of me and i am all crying and telling him to get the fuck off of me and he wouldnt and everyone was just standing around laughing including my "boyfriend". if it wasnt for my friend molly i wouldve been raped i bet by all of them there was about 6 of them there . they drove us back to eau claire and we crashed at mollys house even though i think that it wouldve been a lot better if we wouldve just whent back to my house because my mom wouldnt of got pist off. but her mom snapped, even though she never found out that i was drunk or else she really wouldve been pist off. but in the morning i ended up leaving because i had a terrible hangover so i just had my mother come get me. she wasnt mad and i told her everything because were close like that. and she understands. but she doesnt support my drinking in any way. so that is a good thing. ever since that i just want to drink drink drink... well i got to go because tiagos just call me and i am going to talk to him.. rachel!