Im lost and can't find my way,
No one will find me, Im all alone.
Dead to the world, No one will see,
Darkness has set in, Here is where ill stay.
Everything is different, Nothings the same,
wont you take my hand?, Try to understand?,
im real, But you cant see,
Im broken, I hate this pain.
Cant you see me, Hear my cry?,
Im calling out, But no one cares.
Look down on me, Step on my pain,
You pretend to notice,I dont understand...,
why?
Has god forsaken me?,Show me a sign?,
Pain is my only friend, Demons in my head,
This weight is growing, And I am weak.
Devils clinched this heart of mine.
Wont you help me?, Will you stay?
Just show me kindness, I cant comprehend,
Teach me love, Feel your touch, Find my soul,
Try to find me, Before I fade.
Im lost and cant find my way,
My love is wounded, Battered by pain,
Find my heart, Understand my mind,
Take my hand, With you I will stay
Maybe I’m not right for you
And maybe I’m not thinking straight
Maybe I’m trying too hard
Maybe you're not trying at all
And maybe I’m just writing to you
Because I don’t know what else to do
Maybe you hate
And maybe I deserve that hate
But I know I hurt
Even though I told myself I never would
Maybe I’ll save myself
And kill myself tonight
But I know if I took my own life
I would have to take yours first
Because I would rather see you at peace
Than to see you hurting from me
I feel the pain, how deep it is inside
Cutting deeper and deeper with each word
How could you have done this to me?
The pain explodes, leaving only shattered pieces
I look around to see my world falling apart
In your eyes I see nothing, no feeling
In your heart I feel sorrow, yet is it real?
In your soul I feel pain, but can I believe it?
In your mind I hear nothing worth hearing anymore
Hopes are dashed then washed away
No going back now, I'm in too deep
In my eyes I see pain, death, and hurt
In my heart, I don't see anything, for it is gone
In my soul I feel hopelessness and no will to live
In my mind, I hear nothing that could ever matter
I listen to your words, but can I believe you?
As days go by I become numb, unfeeling
Is this what you wanted for me?
If this is what "love" does, why do so many seek it?
I cannot take the pain again. I won't let it happen
Goodnight those I "love". Goodnight for all eternity