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teresa01's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01 Thu, 07 Jan 2010 19:23 EST Thu, 07 Jan 2010 19:23 EST Zorpia.com new year, new start http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1469475 new year, wanna use a new blog..since my friend has asked me to blog else where and i have agreed to open a new account there, i shall try it out in this new year! hahawhat the crapz..anyway, the new blog add is at <a href="javascript:ol('http://www.xanga.com/reggal_01');">http://www.xanga.com/reggal_01</a> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1469475 Sat, 21 Jan 2006 07:28 EST a long awaited entry.. http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1334135 very very very long since i last had my entry.. some 1 month b4 camp HOSEii.. lots of preparation to be done b4 camp, you might think itz taxing.. but that's the time for some final bonding too! fully enjoyed that period of time! though alot of problems arose at the same time, those were the happy times!time flies! 1 wk of camp finished in a blink of the eyes.. HOSEii!! i believe everyone has a sense of achievement & satisfaction! i do..!! <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> but the end of camp, also marks the end of .. hummm.. not the end of us, not the end of our friendship or what-so-ever.. it marks the end of our work?! think it is best put this way! camp is over, we have no reason to feel sad.. coz we hv successfully finished our job! well done OMC 05/06! alot alot alot of things happened right after camp.. we cried, we shared our tears, but we still love one another! we've gone through so much.. 1 year of togetherness wont mark an end juz bcoz HOSEii has ended.. itz a new beginning! a new beginning for OMC 05/06 to really sit back and enjoy now!! <img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" />all the drinking sessions, all the sharings after 'drunk', all the jogging & makan sessions.. yeah! enjoy the times while pple gather! the sense of belonging makes one feel good! <img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> at least i feel good knowing that i belong somewhere.. To OMC 05/06: whoever is reading this, everyone has their own problem.. dun let this drag us down ok! be strong! nobody is alone.. we always still have each other! AND.. what is onZ after a year of work?! care about anything.. canvassing?! no more.. itz time for us to gather and enjoy! haa.. i love OMC 05/06! WE ROCKZ!! <img src="../smi/41.gif" border="0" />and To my Kyojin seniors & freshies: i love you all too!! you all make my KyoJin times @ HOSEii a memorable one!! you babes & dudes are simply GREAT!! <img src="../smi/46.gif" border="0" />more & more & more gatherings.. yeah!! haha.. mugging.. jogging.. makan-ing.. ktv.. slack.. whatever!! i want more.. i want more.. heez.. itz YOU all who are where i belong! <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1334135 Thu, 25 Aug 2005 02:55 EST 当äºº静ä¸‹来çš„时å€™ï¼Œ å¾ http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1219827 wondering if any1 actually comes in and read my blog.. it doesnt matter if nobody does.. if someone actually actually does, i wonder who will that be.. anyway, been struggling! things happen fast during this holiday! really.. at a moment, i may feel very happy but the next moment, i may feel down coz something might have happened.. wow! sounds like mood swing.. but well, i'm fine.. cant remember what exactly happened.. too many to list them all! happy~ settled the room allocation issue already! =] blk4 center.. yeah! but then alot of pple are shifting out of blk4 soon!! hummm.. timetable settled! registered my subjects already! time table isnt very good.. but at least gotten what i planned.. so things arent that badz after all.. well, acadamic warning letter got sent to home.. sighz!! at the same time, was being informed about some camp issue.. think, somehow.. this really bothers me quite abit.. i mean, at this point of time.. somehow i still dunno how should i react to this issue.. i mean.. there's still this something within myself that i think i have to overcome.. something to break through?! i feel helpless.. i feel restricted.. i feel.. i dunno.. itz hard to describe.. for the good of the big picture, for the good of the camp, this mayb be a better solution that they can come out with.. i wont go against it.. as in, even if i do, i dun think that would be of any help.. anw, that's not the point.. coz i wont! ok.. things will still work out.. i believe.. coz we are all quite close friends in the first place.. yupz.. just that something is restricting me from something now.. and i feel different.. something that i still have to overcome before we can achieve the best.. i dunno.. "当äºº静ä¸‹来çš„时å€™ï¼Œ å¾ˆå®¹æ˜“èƒ¡æ€乱æƒ³ã€‚ã€‚" dunno if i am right to say that.. but that is what will happen to me.. part of the reason why i am blogging now.. coz i sat down in my room and my mind started wandering about.. that was why i kept myself busy and high the past few days.. totally exhausted! things will get better, i will be fine.. itz my belief! itz juz a matter of time.. how long will it take..?! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1219827 Sun, 19 Jun 2005 04:05 EST the long- awaited entry http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1210508 haven't come into this page for a month!! oh manz.. 1 month & i've done super alot!! =]went "home" for 2 weeks!! had a very grand dinner - grandfather's b'day dinner!! so happy!! seeing all the relatives after dunno how long.. for once i really feel the warmth about being with family.. oopz..come back full strength OMC!! ^^ great to see everybody again! meetings, canvassings, kinds, co-ordinating, collecting, etc.. OMC main com reccee.. so FUN!! oh manz.. meeting -> cookout -> beach games -> ghost walk -> amazing race.. great! haa.. i like beach games!! amazing race also not bad.. the ghosts are good! power.. scared the hell out of me.. u know who u are.. heez.. well done! keep it up!! CPs rocks too! cluedo rehearsals.. cant believe i'm actually acting!! haha.. so FUN too!! heez.. omc opening rehearsals.. jia youz everyone!! mass dance rehearsals.. FUN.. but i cant remember the sequence of the steps.. oopz.. SP nite rehearsals SOON.. haha.. ktv today! so FUN!! so long never go ktv already.. =) thanks guys! more FUN to come!! i can feel it already!! looking forward to it.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1210508 Tue, 14 Jun 2005 09:25 EST what's going on http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1155451 somehow.. guys' blogging & girls' blogging are just different.. just not the same heh.. librans' -ve effects.. horrible! hard to explain.. itz easy to understand if u are also a libran heh.. haha.. thanks to the one who consoled me the other nite.. despite that u were really already very tired.. *.*played organ for mass last week.. exceptionally long mass.. 2hours!! OMG.. and exceptionally alot of people.. *stressed* unbelievable!! this week still have.. hopefully not so much audience heh.. LOL (what am i thinking?!)been going out.. playing a fool around.. i doubt if i've done anything really productive heh.. oh manz.. feel the HOLIDAYS!! haha..chris went overseas.. now candice is also gone.. hummm.. PA, IA, EID.. feel abit lost while everyone seems not around.. miss the people overseas!! gonna be 3wks before i see each of them again.. imagine having seen each other everyday for a month and suddenly all is gone.. the undescrible feeling strikes me.. gonna be going back to HK for 2wks.. this is the very first time i'm going back for such a short period of time.. have things to do heh.. OMC needs me.. haha.. i need OMC too.. i know i'm gonna miss you guys lots when i am away.. i can foresee.. heezeveryone, jiayouZ & take care!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1155451 Thu, 12 May 2005 19:24 EST thousand & one reasons for not blogging http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1148058 i'm always giving myself 1001 reasons not to blog.. what the crapz!! simple words describe it.. "nuah" & "lazy"!! wahaha.. even b4 examz r over.. i've been doing alot of non-sense!! LOL.. ok, not exactly non-sense.. but i wanted to play SAFE instead of playing too HARD coz i was abit worried that IF i played too hard.. i might forget that i still have 1 more paper.. <img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" /> haha.. went for OMC ktv session.. SHIIOK!! <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" /> went to attend my secondary school bio teacher's wedding.. felt good seeing alot of old friends & teachers.. and the most wonderful thing is when u realize that the teachers actually still remember your names 4yrs after ur graduation! <img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> wonderful!! went airport to send a friend off.. abit sadz.. but it feels good knowing that the surprise attack @ the airport shocked & touched her.. <img src="../smi/46.gif" border="0" />wow! i actually did that much while i was waiting for my last paper to come.. examz FINALLY finished!! few days ago.. went to watch movie DIVERGENCE, the show.. i don't know how to describe it best.. itz juz too draggy in front.. too exaggerating at times.. n too many people DIE-D!! haha.. a show isnt too nice if the proportion of pple die-d is more than the pple staying alive! lousy ending.. went back to hall one fine nite.. for what ?! overnight MAHJONG!! OMG.. haha.. we actually played from 0030 all the way till 7+, 8am!! and the FUN continues the next day late afternoon.. woohoo!! the thought of going back to hall just to play mahjong sounds a little crazy!! but there is a reason behind it.. coz.. ah swee & eyy gonna start PA next wk.. and i believe they cant freely play OVERNIGHT mahjong in those days to come.. that was my motivation for making a trip all the way down to hall to play!! =] coz i wanna play & have fun & enjoy with them! went out with another friend today.. impromtu.. no plan beforehand at all.. actually i didnt wanna go.. coz it was raining cats & dogs in the day!! ( and btw, when we woke up.. it was already AFTERnoon.. wahaha ) that gave me a very good excuse to nuah at home.. was watching INITIAL-D from series1!! shiiok!! haha.. angela is starting her PA next wk too.. sobz.. 1 more pple down meaning 1 less pple for me to JIO out.. motivation for me to drag myself out of the house! haa.. but really enjoyed the few crazy hours together.. (with s.w also) heez.. 2 super hungry people invented a word of the day: "bLUNner" meaning -> Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner *applause*alot more activities upcoming.. 1st comes JC class gathering!! long-awaited.. planned 1 month ago.. wahaha!! gonna have fun peeps!! i miss them guys & girls!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1148058 Fri, 06 May 2005 11:48 EST neglected my blog for a super duper long... http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1137818 neglected my blog for a super duper long period of time.. all thanks to my examz!! <img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" />what now?! i can't officially say that i've finished my examz.. but i unofficially declare that i've finished my examz few days ago!! wahaha.. why?! coz.. i have 1 week break to study for a 2AUs open-book paper..how great!! (better do it well.. :X ) last entry on 11th april.. few days before my 1st paper.. now is 29th april.. few days to my last paper.. been in sch for 3wks.. day-in-day-out.. i stil find myself there.. BUT.. this time round.. it feels good! <img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> coz.. 1st time i study with so many friends together and without fail.. u know they are there.. everyone might be studying different things.. nobody might be studying the same thing as you.. you might be the only one studying that certain thing.. ( don't they mean the same thing?! ) well.. yes.. somehow they do.. haha.. what i mean is.. nothing really matters much so long as there are great companions! OMC is really 1 great bunch of chaps! =] great buddies manz!gonna have a OMC ktv-session.. <img src="../smi/41.gif" border="0" /> haha.. everyone finishes their examz?! nope.. even i myself haven't.. haha.. who cares!? let's all take a BREAK!! haha..i can foresee the FUN!! heez.. so exciting!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1137818 Fri, 29 Apr 2005 00:29 EST wo@h!! long time didnt log into this page..... http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1115114 <a href="mailto:wo@h">wo@h</a>!!long time didnt log into this page.. W-H-Y?! coz i was sick!! <img src="../smi/20.gif" border="0" /> upon recovery, i have to start mugging!! <img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" /> what a life i'm leading..been mugging.. day & night.. falling asleep every now and then.. walking around every now and then.. putting things into my stomach every now and then.. every now and then.. things just cant get into my head.. oh NO!! this cant carry on..the determination is there.. but think the ability is not there.. hummm.. what am i going to do?! <img src="../smi/34.jpg" border="0" /> SOS!!15th april.. my 1st paper.. once it starts, it cant stop! april 15, 18, 19, 20, 21, 25.. <a href="mailto:wo@h">wo@h</a>!! hoseii.. am i gonna survive?! n my last paper is on 3rd may.. what an examz scheldure..itz good to know there are pple around u! <img src="../smi/46.gif" border="0" />  so even though u are struggling to mug.. struggling to squeeze in information to the brain, u know u are not alone! at least, that's what i feel.. it feels good knowing that there are pple around me, that i'm not alone!mug hard!! <img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1115114 Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:51 EST sometimes i wonder.. "why do people blog?"... http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1097824 sometimes i wonder.. "why do people blog?" one of my friend was trying to help her friend to get people to do a survey.. and some guys actually ask, "what is blog?" is it really true that "more girls blog than guys do?".. one of my friend also commented on "why women blog?".. is it really an issue to talk about?!actually i start to wonder.. why do people blog? does anyone actually read what i post online here? or does someone just wanna have some 'space' to talk to themselves? i wonder..friends envy me.. being such a "care-free" person.. friends envy me.. being so "free" most of the time.. there's a story behind everybody, i truly believe! so what about me?! suddenly feel that.. alot of things are just "beyond control!" there may just exist too many uncertainties.. people may just back out last minute on what they've agreed on earlier on.. äººå„æœ‰å¿—ï¼Œ everyone should just do what they want to according to their views.. it's beyond my control!although.. i truly will miss whoever is going to leave.. i truly hope that ALL (or at least most) could stay on together! at least when time permits.. å¤©ä¸‹无ä¸æ•£ä¹‹å®´å¸~<img src="../smi/06.gif" border="0" />为ä½•æˆ‘çš„å®´å¸ã€‚ã€‚ å°±æ˜¯å–œ欢æ¯”别çš„å®´å¸æ—©æ•£å‘¢ï¼Ÿï¼ do what you are supposed to do at the right time.. think not what you are supposed to think about at the right time.. concentrate on what you are supposed to concentrate on!! åŠ æ²¹ï¼ Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1097824 Mon, 28 Mar 2005 16:13 EST normally i dun blog so often.. but today..... http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1092451 normally i dun blog so often.. but today.. too much happened.. just far too much!! today was the last section for Lab lessons.. shouldn't i be happy?! i think i should.. but somehow i think i am not.. i dunno.. think it's time to stop thinking.. â€œ没æœ‰æœŸæœ›ï¼Œ ä¸会å¤±æœ›â€ so <img src="../smi/12.gif" border="0" />.. something real badz happened!! but think it's too sensitive to talk about this issue now.. shall talk about it some time later.. *sobz*tomorrow going for hall production.. am i expecting something?! haha.. nah, i have faith in all my acting pals.. they are great! i believe it's gonna be a real good play! <img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1092451 Thu, 24 Mar 2005 11:13 EST [IMAGE] hummm.. dunno why cannot change the... http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1091596 <img src="../smi/21.gif" border="0" /> hummm.. dunno why cannot change the color.. cannot find the button! nvm.. itz ok~ cant really remember what i have been doing.. OMG!! what have i been doing? nuah-ing.. slack-ing?! that's how everybody describes me.. itz ok! =] actually have been ZZzzz-ing very "early".. and not being able to wake up for classes.. spending my days in the library.. hoping to get something done! and i did yea?! haa.. at least i got something done.. not too bad though..anyway, finally got a chance to have dinner with.. 2 busy ladies?! haa.. itz juz so hard to arrange for a time!! i dun like pre-examz periods!! sux big time manz!! where is everybody?! while u are mugging hard with some people.. u just dun get to see other people.. i feel awkward not seeing certain people or not having meals with certain people.. they have just been part of my routines but yet.. the routines got disrupted! coz everyone is hiding somewhere to mug! <img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" />went to attend a meeting tonight.. wah! was really enlightened.. things can just be done this way?! seeing everyone coming out with a gloomy face.. really feel quite sadden.. demand is always more than supply.. not everyone wil get satisfied.. is that just the norm?! wil i ever reach that state and experience that?! <img src="../smi/42.gif" border="0" /> i only like happy ending! haa.. my 6 out of 7 examinable cores are happily giving me quizes in the upcoming week.. wish me luck!! <img src="../smi/43.gif" border="0" /> haa.. itz time to do something more productive in a more consistent manner!! *faintZ* Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1091596 Wed, 23 Mar 2005 13:11 EST havent been blogging.. had been busy mugging, http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1085256 havent been blogging.. had been busy mugging, nuah-ing, loittering around, disturbing pple.. haha! <img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" /> mug.. mug.. mug.. glad that i've gotten it started! thz those who accompany me in the past few days! =] somebody.. pls~ keep my momentum! haa.. 2 not hungry pple can actually eat alot too! chicken chop, vegetables, iced lemon tea, snacks.. almost continued..?! haa.. well, read ur blog.. do take care! felt good spending time with u that night thou! dun think too much.. "a-while" ended me in bed an hour more!! think i was really tired.. had a peaceful nap!"没æœ‰æœŸæœ›å°±ä¸会å¤±æœ›".. suddenly feel this is so true! or was i trying to run away from something?! not placing any hope wont lead me to any disappointment! =]finally gotten a little chat with my roomie.. heez.. been busy~ nice chatting with pple this wk! feeling good!saw shuYan on my way back home juz now at Bishan! such a coincidance! haa.. though was juz a short walk back from the neighbourhood back to our blocks.. nice seeing U! =] shall catch up with u real soon! take care! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1085256 Fri, 18 Mar 2005 10:42 EST hummm.. things do happen at the wrong timing! http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1080213 hummm.. things do happen at the wrong timing! <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/31.jpg" align=absMiddle border=0> skipped alot of classes and went home early last weekend.. really missed out quite abit! realized the impact today at lecture.. nevertheless, think i made the correct choice! things do get better, hopefully it'll be tuned real soon! (though i seriously doubt so) no harm placing little hope yea?! well, is everyone already in exam mode? or izzit juz that everyone is too busy? i dun like pre-exam period!! is there anyone around? dun seem to see familiar faces around.. everyone is going MIA.. <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/37.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> MIA to mugging? is anyone gonna stay? or at least bring me along? <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/30.jpg" align=absMiddle border=0> *sobz* Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1080213 Mon, 14 Mar 2005 10:35 EST wo@h!! was a member for almost 1yr.. yet, i'v http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1076232 <A href="mailto:wo@h">wo@h</A>!! was a member for almost 1yr.. yet, i've not posted any journals here b4.. <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/30.jpg" align=absMiddle border=0> decided to start writing mine.. haa.. coz.. lately, alot of pple seem to be blogging.. and alot of pple keep asking me whether i blog.. hummm.. shall get started here?! <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/50.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> not feeling too good lately.. thanks all who are with me! thanks all who specially spend time to accompany me! thanks all who try by any means to cheer me up! thanks all who show me concern! thanks also to those who didnt show but still concern abt me! <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/46.gif" align=absMiddle border=0> *touched* i know i'm not alone! u all are not gonna leave me to walk alone.. =] and haha.. itz time to buck up!! finally planned my mugging timetable for examz.. think i better follow it!?! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/teresa01/journal/1076232 Fri, 11 Mar 2005 09:53 EST