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Saturday,Jan 21 2006, 11:28:53 AMnew year, new start

new year, wanna use a new blog..

since my friend has asked me to blog else where and i have agreed to open a new account there, i shall try it out in this new year! haha

what the crapz..anyway, the new blog add is at http://www.xanga.com/reggal_01

Thursday,Aug 25 2005, 07:55:05 AMa long awaited entry..

very very very long since i last had my entry.. some 1 month b4 camp HOSEii.. lots of preparation to be done b4 camp, you might think itz taxing.. but that's the time for some final bonding too! fully enjoyed that period of time! though alot of problems arose at the same time, those were the happy times!

time flies! 1 wk of camp finished in a blink of the eyes.. HOSEii!! i believe everyone has a sense of achievement & satisfaction! i do..!!  but the end of camp, also marks the end of .. hummm.. not the end of us, not the end of our friendship or what-so-ever.. it marks the end of our work?! think it is best put this way!

camp is over, we have no reason to feel sad.. coz we hv successfully finished our job! well done OMC 05/06! alot alot alot of things happened right after camp.. we cried, we shared our tears, but we still love one another! we've gone through so much.. 1 year of togetherness wont mark an end juz bcoz HOSEii has ended.. itz a new beginning! a new beginning for OMC 05/06 to really sit back and enjoy now!!

all the drinking sessions, all the sharings after 'drunk', all the jogging & makan sessions.. yeah! enjoy the times while pple gather! the sense of belonging makes one feel good!  at least i feel good knowing that i belong somewhere..

To OMC 05/06: whoever is reading this, everyone has their own problem.. dun let this drag us down ok! be strong! nobody is alone.. we always still have each other! AND.. what is onZ after a year of work?! care about anything.. canvassing?! no more.. itz time for us to gather and enjoy! haa.. i love OMC 05/06! WE ROCKZ!!

and

To my Kyojin seniors & freshies: i love you all too!! you all make my KyoJin times @ HOSEii a memorable one!! you babes & dudes are simply GREAT!!

more & more & more gatherings.. yeah!! haha.. mugging.. jogging.. makan-ing.. ktv.. slack.. whatever!! i want more.. i want more.. heez.. itz YOU all who are where i belong!

Sunday,Jun 19 2005, 09:05:24 AM当人静下来的时候,

wondering if any1 actually comes in and read my blog.. it doesnt matter if nobody does.. if someone actually actually does, i wonder who will that be..

anyway, been struggling! things happen fast during this holiday! really.. at a moment, i may feel very happy but the next moment, i may feel down coz something might have happened.. wow! sounds like mood swing.. but well, i'm fine..

cant remember what exactly happened.. too many to list them all! happy~ settled the room allocation issue already! =] blk4 center.. yeah! but then alot of pple are shifting out of blk4 soon!! hummm.. timetable settled! registered my subjects already! time table isnt very good.. but at least gotten what i planned.. so things arent that badz after all.. well, acadamic warning letter got sent to home.. sighz!!

at the same time, was being informed about some camp issue..
think, somehow.. this really bothers me quite abit.. i mean, at this point of time.. somehow i still dunno how should i react to this issue.. i mean.. there's still this something within myself that i think i have to overcome.. something to break through?!

i feel helpless.. i feel restricted.. i feel.. i dunno.. itz hard to describe..
for the good of the big picture, for the good of the camp, this mayb be a better solution that they can come out with.. i wont go against it.. as in, even if i do, i dun think that would be of any help.. anw, that's not the point.. coz i wont! ok.. things will still work out.. i believe.. coz we are all quite close friends in the first place.. yupz..
just that something is restricting me from something now.. and i feel different.. something that i still have to overcome before we can achieve the best.. i dunno..

"当人静下来的时候, 很容易胡思乱想。。"
dunno if i am right to say that.. but that is what will happen to me.. part of the reason why i am blogging now.. coz i sat down in my room and my mind started wandering about.. that was why i kept myself busy and high the past few days.. totally exhausted!

things will get better, i will be fine.. itz my belief! itz juz a matter of time.. how long will it take..?!

Tuesday,Jun 14 2005, 02:25:44 PMthe long- awaited entry

haven't come into this page for a month!! oh manz.. 1 month & i've done super alot!! =]

went "home" for 2 weeks!! had a very grand dinner - grandfather's b'day dinner!! so happy!! seeing all the relatives after dunno how long.. for once i really feel the warmth about being with family.. oopz..

come back full strength OMC!! ^^ great to see everybody again! meetings, canvassings, kinds, co-ordinating, collecting, etc..

OMC main com reccee.. so FUN!! oh manz.. meeting -> cookout -> beach games -> ghost walk -> amazing race.. great! haa.. i like beach games!! amazing race also not bad.. the ghosts are good! power.. scared the hell out of me.. u know who u are.. heez.. well done! keep it up!! CPs rocks too!

cluedo rehearsals.. cant believe i'm actually acting!! haha.. so FUN too!! heez..
omc opening rehearsals.. jia youz everyone!!
mass dance rehearsals.. FUN.. but i cant remember the sequence of the steps.. oopz..
SP nite rehearsals SOON.. haha..

ktv today! so FUN!! so long never go ktv already.. =) thanks guys!

more FUN to come!! i can feel it already!!
looking forward to it..

Friday,May 13 2005, 12:24:23 AMwhat's going on

somehow.. guys' blogging & girls' blogging are just different.. just not the same heh..

librans' -ve effects.. horrible! hard to explain.. itz easy to understand if u are also a libran heh.. haha.. thanks to the one who consoled me the other nite.. despite that u were really already very tired.. *.*

played organ for mass last week.. exceptionally long mass.. 2hours!! OMG.. and exceptionally alot of people.. *stressed* unbelievable!! this week still have.. hopefully not so much audience heh.. LOL (what am i thinking?!)

been going out.. playing a fool around.. i doubt if i've done anything really productive heh.. oh manz.. feel the HOLIDAYS!! haha..

chris went overseas.. now candice is also gone.. hummm.. PA, IA, EID.. feel abit lost while everyone seems not around.. miss the people overseas!! gonna be 3wks before i see each of them again.. imagine having seen each other everyday for a month and suddenly all is gone.. the undescrible feeling strikes me..

gonna be going back to HK for 2wks.. this is the very first time i'm going back for such a short period of time.. have things to do heh.. OMC needs me.. haha.. i need OMC too.. i know i'm gonna miss you guys lots when i am away.. i can foresee.. heez

everyone, jiayouZ & take care!!

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