Journals
Monday,Mar 28 2005, 08:13:00 PMsometimes i wonder.. "why do people blog?"...
sometimes i wonder.. "why do people blog?" one of my friend was trying to help her friend to get people to do a survey.. and some guys actually ask, "what is blog?" is it really true that "more girls blog than guys do?".. one of my friend also commented on "why women blog?".. is it really an issue to talk about?!
actually i start to wonder.. why do people blog? does anyone actually read what i post online here? or does someone just wanna have some 'space' to talk to themselves? i wonder..
friends envy me.. being such a "care-free" person.. friends envy me.. being so "free" most of the time.. there's a story behind everybody, i truly believe! so what about me?!
suddenly feel that.. alot of things are just "beyond control!" there may just exist too many uncertainties.. people may just back out last minute on what they've agreed on earlier on.. 人各有志, everyone should just do what they want to according to their views.. it's beyond my control!
although.. i truly will miss whoever is going to leave.. i truly hope that ALL (or at least most) could stay on together! at least when time permits.. 天下无不散之宴席~
为何我的宴席。。 就是喜欢比别的宴席早散呢?!
do what you are supposed to do at the right time.. think not what you are supposed to think about at the right time.. concentrate on what you are supposed to concentrate on!! 加油!
Thursday,Mar 24 2005, 03:13:51 PMnormally i dun blog so often.. but today.....
normally i dun blog so often.. but today.. too much happened.. just far too much!!
today was the last section for Lab lessons.. shouldn't i be happy?! i think i should.. but somehow i think i am not.. i dunno.. think it's time to stop thinking..
“没有期望, 不会失望”
so
.. something real badz happened!! but think it's too sensitive to talk about this issue now.. shall talk about it some time later.. *sobz*
tomorrow going for hall production.. am i expecting something?! haha.. nah, i have faith in all my acting pals.. they are great! i believe it's gonna be a real good play! 
Wednesday,Mar 23 2005, 05:11:00 PM[IMAGE] hummm.. dunno why cannot change the...
hummm.. dunno why cannot change the color.. cannot find the button! nvm.. itz ok~
cant really remember what i have been doing.. OMG!! what have i been doing? nuah-ing.. slack-ing?! that's how everybody describes me.. itz ok! =] actually have been ZZzzz-ing very "early".. and not being able to wake up for classes.. spending my days in the library.. hoping to get something done! and i did yea?! haa.. at least i got something done.. not too bad though..
anyway, finally got a chance to have dinner with.. 2 busy ladies?! haa.. itz juz so hard to arrange for a time!! i dun like pre-examz periods!! sux big time manz!! where is everybody?! while u are mugging hard with some people.. u just dun get to see other people.. i feel awkward not seeing certain people or not having meals with certain people.. they have just been part of my routines but yet.. the routines got disrupted! coz everyone is hiding somewhere to mug! 
went to attend a meeting tonight.. wah! was really enlightened.. things can just be done this way?! seeing everyone coming out with a gloomy face.. really feel quite sadden.. demand is always more than supply.. not everyone wil get satisfied.. is that just the norm?! wil i ever reach that state and experience that?!
i only like happy ending! haa..
my 6 out of 7 examinable cores are happily giving me quizes in the upcoming week.. wish me luck!!
haa.. itz time to do something more productive in a more consistent manner!! *faintZ*
Friday,Mar 18 2005, 02:42:56 PMhavent been blogging.. had been busy mugging,
havent been blogging.. had been busy mugging, nuah-ing, loittering around, disturbing pple.. haha!
mug.. mug.. mug.. glad that i've gotten it started! thz those who accompany me in the past few days! =] somebody.. pls~ keep my momentum! haa..
2 not hungry pple can actually eat alot too! chicken chop, vegetables, iced lemon tea, snacks.. almost continued..?! haa.. well, read ur blog.. do take care! felt good spending time with u that night thou! dun think too much.. "a-while" ended me in bed an hour more!! think i was really tired.. had a peaceful nap!
"没有期望就不会失望".. suddenly feel this is so true! or was i trying to run away from something?! not placing any hope wont lead me to any disappointment! =]
finally gotten a little chat with my roomie.. heez.. been busy~ nice chatting with pple this wk! feeling good!
saw shuYan on my way back home juz now at Bishan! such a coincidance! haa.. though was juz a short walk back from the neighbourhood back to our blocks.. nice seeing U! =] shall catch up with u real soon! take care!
Monday,Mar 14 2005, 02:35:42 PMhummm.. things do happen at the wrong timing!
hummm.. things do happen at the wrong timing! 
skipped alot of classes and went home early last weekend.. really missed out quite abit! realized the impact today at lecture.. nevertheless, think i made the correct choice! things do get better, hopefully it'll be tuned real soon! (though i seriously doubt so) no harm placing little hope yea?!
well, is everyone already in exam mode? or izzit juz that everyone is too busy? i dun like pre-exam period!! is there anyone around? dun seem to see familiar faces around.. everyone is going MIA.. 
MIA to mugging? is anyone gonna stay? or at least bring me along?
*sobz*

