Sunday,Jun 19 2005, 09:05:24 AM当人静下来的时候， �

wondering if any1 actually comes in and read my blog.. it doesnt matter if nobody does.. if someone actually actually does, i wonder who will that be..

anyway, been struggling! things happen fast during this holiday! really.. at a moment, i may feel very happy but the next moment, i may feel down coz something might have happened.. wow! sounds like mood swing.. but well, i'm fine..

cant remember what exactly happened.. too many to list them all! happy~ settled the room allocation issue already! =] blk4 center.. yeah! but then alot of pple are shifting out of blk4 soon!! hummm.. timetable settled! registered my subjects already! time table isnt very good.. but at least gotten what i planned.. so things arent that badz after all.. well, acadamic warning letter got sent to home.. sighz!!

at the same time, was being informed about some camp issue..
think, somehow.. this really bothers me quite abit.. i mean, at this point of time.. somehow i still dunno how should i react to this issue.. i mean.. there's still this something within myself that i think i have to overcome.. something to break through?!

i feel helpless.. i feel restricted.. i feel.. i dunno.. itz hard to describe..
for the good of the big picture, for the good of the camp, this mayb be a better solution that they can come out with.. i wont go against it.. as in, even if i do, i dun think that would be of any help.. anw, that's not the point.. coz i wont! ok.. things will still work out.. i believe.. coz we are all quite close friends in the first place.. yupz..
just that something is restricting me from something now.. and i feel different.. something that i still have to overcome before we can achieve the best.. i dunno..

"当人静下来的时候， 很容易胡思乱想。。"
dunno if i am right to say that.. but that is what will happen to me.. part of the reason why i am blogging now.. coz i sat down in my room and my mind started wandering about.. that was why i kept myself busy and high the past few days.. totally exhausted!

things will get better, i will be fine.. itz my belief! itz juz a matter of time.. how long will it take..?!

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Tuesday,Jun 14 2005, 02:25:44 PMthe long- awaited entry

haven't come into this page for a month!! oh manz.. 1 month & i've done super alot!! =]

went "home" for 2 weeks!! had a very grand dinner - grandfather's b'day dinner!! so happy!! seeing all the relatives after dunno how long.. for once i really feel the warmth about being with family.. oopz..

come back full strength OMC!! ^^ great to see everybody again! meetings, canvassings, kinds, co-ordinating, collecting, etc..

OMC main com reccee.. so FUN!! oh manz.. meeting -> cookout -> beach games -> ghost walk -> amazing race.. great! haa.. i like beach games!! amazing race also not bad.. the ghosts are good! power.. scared the hell out of me.. u know who u are.. heez.. well done! keep it up!! CPs rocks too!

cluedo rehearsals.. cant believe i'm actually acting!! haha.. so FUN too!! heez..
omc opening rehearsals.. jia youz everyone!!
mass dance rehearsals.. FUN.. but i cant remember the sequence of the steps.. oopz..
SP nite rehearsals SOON.. haha..

ktv today! so FUN!! so long never go ktv already.. =) thanks guys!

more FUN to come!! i can feel it already!!
looking forward to it..

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