http://www.zorpia.com/thanatophobia Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:54 EST Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:54 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/thanatophobia/journal/1897293 <p>Well well well....how to kick this sucker off.</p><p> <br />my current days are filled with routine things. everything seems to be scheduled. sometimes i schedule em but most of the time my time is dictated by others. by my loving wife who loves to schedule me stuff or by my job which does not care about my personal life. </p><p> so sometimes i like to step back and see just how dull and routine most of my days have become as compared to what my life was like only 2 years ago. 2 years ago i ended everynight either blacked out drunk or asleep from dancing at clubs. now-a-days i crash around 11 pm because im exhousted from working an 18 hour workday. lol thats another big difference, i dont think ive ever worked in my life. ive pretended to work, did a pretty good job for a few years pretending. now that im being worked like a mother fuc*er im not used to it. lol but its working its way, a day at a time, becoming part of the routine.</p><p> i could go on and on about routines. but i dont feel like typing...its past 11...its 11:45 im late to go to bed.</p><p> </p><p><br /><br /><br /> </p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thanatophobia/journal/1897293 Wed, 15 Apr 2009 04:45 EST