Journals
Tuesday,May 16 2006, 12:27:59 PMBroken Statues
Broken statues
I can’t wait till the day that I am gone from here
They say we should make all the moments in life happy ones
I find that difficult since most of my happy times have been taken from me
There is no longer a way to turn the sadness that surrounds me upside down
Life is like broken statues
There’s pieces every where
No matter how hard I try the statues will never be put back together again
There’s always going to be some lost pieces
Tuesday,May 16 2006, 12:26:35 PMdis sucks :(
Well hey wats up i just wanted to say something bout that 50 messages a day thing it realyl sucks when did we get that on here. it's kind of annoying but anyway so wat i'll just have to talk to all of you tomorow then. it's gettin pretty borin right now anyway i'm out for now so till later. love you all :) 
Tuesday,May 16 2006, 12:26:34 PMdis sucks :(
Well hey wats up i just wanted to say something bout that 50 messages a day thing it realyl sucks when did we get that on here. it's kind of annoying but anyway so wat i'll just have to talk to all of you tomorow then. it's gettin pretty borin right now anyway i'm out for now so till later. love you all :)
Friday,May 12 2006, 02:14:06 PMNothing Good In Life Stays
Nothing Good in Life Stays well hey wats up i wrote that a while agao an just thougth i'd put it up. not bad for a first Journal huh lol hope you liked it later love Amy well hey wats up i wrote that a while agao an just thougth i'd put it up. not bad for a first Journal huh lol hope you liked it later love Amy
There’s nothing good in our lives that stays
The happiness you feel as a child and the feeling of being safe soon disappear when you become a teenager
You can’t get close to someone because you know that they to will be gone soon as well
The weightless shoulders are now held down with burdens and worries
Instead of being everyone’s friend you become the outcast
The one who is hated and always misunderstood
Wanting to be with friends and family soon turns to wanting to be left alone in the dark to cope with the pain inside that rips at your heart
Happiness turns to fear and depression
Your pure soft skin is slowly covered by bloody scares
These scares become the only memories that you can hold onto
Your beautiful eyes are full of tears now everyday and your sweet smile turns into a never ending frown
Anything that once mattered is less than nothing to you now
Now it’s just about time for you to say goodbye to this cruel dark world
The Sad thing is that you are still so young yet
But what purpose is there for you to stay anyway
Death slowly becomes your only way to escape
Knowing it could be coming soon brings you such comfort since nothing good in life ever stays
Looking for a road is just another dead end
Life to you is just full of nightmares and hate anymore 
