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thepsychicgirl's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl Sun, 20 Jul 2008 02:46 EDT Sun, 20 Jul 2008 02:46 EDT Zorpia.com me........ http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1717792 <embed allowNetWorking="internal" AllowScriptAccess="sameDomain" src="http://images.multiply.com/multiply/horizontal-headshot-badge.swf" width="300" height="112" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="user_id=dewitheangel&enc=U2FsdGVkX19flWSSMUKr4JlQZWkQ1sCUEz.hG4I80sOsz820ekxTQG8.1mH8Fev95JHIvoqogbhBLmkvzqqg7dCYTo.qZDC4&env=PROD&base_uri=.com&badge_class=promote" wmode="transparent" /></embed /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1717792 Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:19 EDT boulevard of broken dream!!!! http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1716748 why does it rain hardest on people who deserve sun?i guess i'm a fool for thingking that you're thingking of me.it's hard to say i miss you since you've been gone it's not the same,i don't want it anymore.it hurts too much...the only person i truly cared for left me with a broken heart.i guess my feelings don't matter,a tear falls forever inside a broken heart. if you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart,a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever. someday i swear i'll forget every breath we took together sorry but i just can't turn off how i feel when you left my heart broken. i didn't expect you to step on it too.you broke my heart today i don't know what to say.. i can't feel a thing at all...i tried to be perfect i wondered if i was making a mistake can you look me in the eye and tell me that your HAPPY now??? i wonder how it feels to be loved, i wish i could forget you as easily as you have forgotten me,and everyday i look in the mirror and sees the same broken heart. i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when my heart is broken and the one that could always brighten up your day even if i couldn't brighten my own day... it's amazing how someone can break your heart but you still love them with all the little pieces.look for the girl with the broken smile.my life is just another sad love song.the hardest part about walking away from is knowing you won't run after me.just because i smile doesn't mean that i'm happy because it takes one smile to cover a million tears. maybe i was just meant to be ALONE. you was my everything waiting for my prince,a broken heart will always hurt,its the memories that kill.  i used to stand so tall i used to be so strong just once i want to fall in love and not have it hurt in the end...... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1716748 Tue, 14 Aug 2007 12:42 EDT you never know dear http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708478 You'll never know How much I loved you, How much I cared. You'll never know About my pain, About my broken heart. You'll never know How much I cried, Just lying on my bed And thinking of you . . . Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708478 Mon, 23 Jul 2007 20:16 EDT hurt http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708474 love hurt Life has no meaning for me anymore'cause  is was u where i lived for... i don't ever want to fall in love againâ€¦'cause it can hurt so much.. the only way for me to leave this all behind..is to see you just one more time..you have probably already forgotten about me..but i haven't about you can't you see??why didn't it last long? why you already gone... i can't bare to see people in love... it's make me wanna scream and throw with stuff..why are they happy and iam not?please tell me why????????i did all kind of things with you don't tell me it was a lie...  i don't regret the feel that i haveâ€¦just hoping that someday i will be somebody wife..i will always dream about it that it will be you...but i know it will  never be true... that's why i feel so much sadness..and that's why my life is such a mess...i don't want to be me any longer...iam weak and iam not getting stronger... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708474 Mon, 23 Jul 2007 19:54 EDT how lonely do you feel??? http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708112 When times are bad and you have no friends When the hopes of life lead to dead ends When all your surroundings have nothing to give And you canâ€™t imagine life the way you live When on your knees you bend and you kneel How lonely do you feel? When time goes by and you canâ€™t keep pace When the world laughs at your weary face When all that you thought had belonged to you Turns into trash, your happiness too When life takes the fruit and leaves the peel How lonely do you feel? When all those things that once were yours Go by like the ticking hours When youâ€™ve got nothing, no one to turn to When all your people have betrayed you When you are left with no joy, no zeal How lonely do you feel? When life is more of a terror than a test When you get nothing though you try your best When you are numb and you find not a wound healing When you are a bird without any wings When in the game of life youâ€™ve lost the deal How lonely do you feel? When you find a person in such a state Go up to him, do not wait Let this question go on like a wheel Ask him, â€œHow lonely do you feel? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708112 Sun, 22 Jul 2007 22:54 EDT someone out there http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708108 I saw you sitting on a bench outside you were crying I wanted to reach out to you and hug you but I knew you wouldn't let me I wished you could have told me what was wrong I wished that I had the courage to ask I wished I could have done something but I didn't I was afraid of your reaction to me so I walked on past you because you were a stranger I didn't even know you and I didn't even try to Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1708108 Sun, 22 Jul 2007 22:45 EDT you... http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704789 I always look up to you, as you are strong, During the darkest times, you always come through, (with a smile). I want you to live, knowing that I really love you, want you to be happy, and know that I am happy, Only with you, No one else, and this is true, I want you to know that I love you always, More than you know, More than I can say, We will see this to the end, In this I pray. I asked for love, and you filled my cup, Now what I ask is for you not to give up. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704789 Fri, 13 Jul 2007 23:21 EDT man in my dream...... http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704780 I dream of an embrace, to keep me warm at night. I dream of a voise, that can calm my nerves. I dreams of hands, that always find mine. I dream of a kiss, that forces a grin. I dream of a night, unlike any other. I dream of a smile, that shows true emotion. I dream of a listener, who always cares. I dream of a man, that always knows, me Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704780 Fri, 13 Jul 2007 22:58 EDT ehmmmm http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704767 What is the difference in being all alone over here by my self Or all alone over there with people who don't care And could careless if I was there with them Watching Waiting Not being spoken too Waiting for the right moment to speak Sneak a peak of what its like on the inside I am all alone where ever I go Whether I am alone in a room full of people Or an empty field all by my self I feel the feeling of wanting Need and striving to be with you With someone Anyone at all But I can't I am all ways alone In the cold On my own Whether it be in a crowed room Or in a field all of my own I am all alone What is the true difference between being alone on my own Or with people who don't care It doesn't matter anyways Why make a false invite and Try to be polite When you just turn me away I am alone whether it be in a room crowded with people Or alone in an empty field With no one around to hear me scream and bleed and cry What really is the difference between Being alone with a crowd of people who don't care And being all alone over there. Alone on a bench to cry Personal http://www.zorpia.com/thepsychicgirl/journal/1704767 Fri, 13 Jul 2007 21:18 EDT