Started my Gold Coast Marathon training with 26km run.
It is no rest for the wicked. My left leg is causing me some anxiety, however, I have started my marathon training schedule today on my 39th year living and breathing so on my birthday I did a 16km run to visit my mother's grave she is 'the giver of life', and so I had visited my late mother's grave in the Beenleigh Cemetery after running from my home in Crestmead and headed over Edens Landing hill and arrived around 0750 at Beenleigh Cemetery. Someone has been pruing my mother's grave as well and it was not I or my sister who has not visited mum this year at all.

I have a very green man or person, also visting, and pruning my flowers, at my mother's grave. Something very strange is happening around here, I would like to ask this greenman why is he pruning my mother's flowers for? I don't have any other siblings. Someone is playing with me. To describe myself so that you know who Tim Tufuga is and I am the only surviving son of my late mother Tumema Siala Tufuga, I am 5 foot 10 and half inches tall, I am 39 years old and I weigh just under 80kg, and my waistline is 31inches. I am muscle bound, and very athletic. I ride all the time on my Specialized bike, and I run around Logan City, Brisbane, and Gold Coast regularly. I am dark brown in complexion, and I am a triathlete, and a runner, at present. Once upon a time I was a rugby union and rugby league player. I used to be a martial artist as well. I have represented regional athletics in shotput and have fought in Tae Kwon Do tournaments whilst in NZ, back in the 1980s. I am a free man!!! I am a Samoan Kiwi. I am a single man and I do not have any children of my own. I do, however, live with my sister. I am not a prisoner out on parole!!! You're just racist!!

Now, meanwhile, back to today, Sunday 29th April, 2007. After my run to mum's grave I decided to run home as well. I covered an additional 10km when I had my left leg injury recurring once again. I can feel the nerves around the saphenous venal passages on my left leg aching more. So I stopped running after the 26km mark. I stopped at Waterford West homeward bound, then walked jogged all the way home. I had covered an overall distance of 34km this morning after the Brisbane half marathon last week, I was still feeling the ill effects of that run today.

On my 'Myspace website' some audacious schmuck demanded me to return all my triathlon equipment to Australian taxpayers since they, presumably the Australian taxpayers had paid for it. Well then I am not really unemployed as much as the fact that I am underemployed as a quasi professional triathlete runner. To the point regarding taxfunded employment then we can simply look at Public servants for us to see what yu get for your hard earned taxes, as every public servant from soldiers to police officers, to doctors and nurses, and even politicians, are all taxpayer funded as well.

I am unemployed but more accurately I am underpaid and underemployed due to the fact that Australian authorities decided that I deserve to be penury oppressed and consigned to the residualist levels of society and this person has the audacity to say that since I owe Australia taxpayers for doing triathlons and anything else whilst I exist in Australia whilst I exist as an unemployed man. What an arsehole!!!

Obviously then this person assumes that since I am doing triathlons I am denying some Australian taxpayer a place in ironman triathlons. You know swimming 1.9km, or 3.8km; then cycling 90.1km, or 180.2km; then running 21.1km, or 42.2km; when some other Australian wants to do this in my stead???? I should not be unemployed and be employed inspite and despite employers disinterest to employ me to a level that I am qualified to be employed in a career wrth my qualification and expertise and to a level that I deserve. Instead, I am renderred as unemployable and deserve only to become a sportsman without any financial backing apart from Centrelink payments only.

What a Moron, this narrow minded bigot really is!!!

I am denied a equitable quality of life which I am owed due to my university qualifications, my life experiences and my sporting achievements throughout my life to this moment. I am consigned to sociological residualism due to racist and discriminatory factors which is not MY FAULT!!!

I choose to ignore the negativity factors and to channel my energies in something less criminally culpable!!! So I do triathlons and half marathons or marathons.

I am an atheist which is not my fault but this is due to my self actualisation process.

Meanwhile, back to my Brisbane half marathon, I came ahead of all other Polynesians who had done the half marathon in Brisbane, I saw them as I ran past them. The intraining.com website is really slow in uploading the results.

I am denied fairness and justice because I am an individual man. I am a graduate with a BA degree and I abhore idiots especially idots who dare to challenge Charles Darwin and the evolutionary theor especially by some crackppot from Islamic television on SBS which purportedly denies the existence of repitiles that can evolve into birds and fish into land animals but forgot what a LUNGFISH is. I hate these religious fools for their own self delusions.

GOD Does not exist. If he did and that we are made in his image, then what an ugly creature he truly is, and how impractical he is designed. Why have eyes in front of you with a vision of only 180 degrees why not place then like a bird, where the ears are so you can increadse your vision degree tpo 360? You know why is god so impractical? Something as basic as this prooves irrefutably that God is merely a figment of man's imaginings and nothing more. We need religion as an institution to control people, to inculcate cultural tradtitions, cultural values, continuity, belief systems, rituals, a sense of stability, functionality, and, above all, certainty. We need celebrants such as ministers, Rabbis, Reverends, Priests, Father's, vicars, Friars, Pastor's, Venerables, Mullah, Imams, etc for marrigaes, funerals initiations rites of passage etc, it is what community needs. So it is necessary tro have religious institutions for these very reasons. But, never ever dare to challenge 'pure science' and certainly not evolutionary theory, because, in truth, all religion is BUNK!!!! We all know it and you know deep down inside that this is true!!! So watch out for the intafada, they will try and kill out non believers and impinge upon the seventh commandment in the process, THOU SHALT NOT KILL!! Ahhh, blahh, what a load of bunk!!! There have been more deaths from religious modus operanda causes then any other war or non-war deaths throughout human history. So why delude ourselves and consider that it is convenient to justify our evil actions to religious right!! What an imperfect God we truly have. Just for that reason alone he/she or it certainly does not exist!

But really, should I really say that god does exist through some nebulous noble gas known to man as Hydrogen (H) the GIVER of LIFE!!! all stars and planets evolve from space particles emanating from this basic of all matter with an atomic number of ONE!

After all that, what is the use for religion???!!! We know the answer already!!!

Tragic heh?!!!

Now, it is no rest for the wicked, I have a marathon to prepare for. My penance for self actualisation, I suppose, not!

It is just one of my have to do things before I die type thing!! I need heaps of H2O, or hydrogen. Just to keep me charged up. heh!!

You know I have done a marathon once type thing over a jug of beer sometime in the future when I'm old and decrepit sitting in some rocking chair in some old person's nursing home?!!! Hopefully they don't decide to poison me because I owe Australian taxpayers for my existence once again!! Travesty of justice seems to perpetuate itself.

"So live and let live" as some rock star once said.

Ia manuia tatou mo lenei fo'i taimi.

Soifua

Tim Tufuga