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titunthegod's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod Fri, 08 Jan 2010 01:57 EST Fri, 08 Jan 2010 01:57 EST Zorpia.com No longer blog here http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1453163 I used to swing by zorpia all the time, but now, I guess people change.I've got a new blog address!<a href="http://kokoronomai.blogspot.com/">http://kokoronomai.blogspot.com</a> I love the new layout! Come visit me!Lovetitun Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1453163 Mon, 26 Dec 2005 04:13 EST =a week of activity and inactivation= http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1139813 guess i still wasn't prepared to face the truth and tell everyone wat exactly went on in the week of my absence...failure is bittersweet. it brought to light the many dependable, trustable, lovable friends i have, but zeroed in on my inability to achieve...u might have guessed it, or you already know.. i didn't get into students' council. the ever-so-prestigious main student body representation that symbolises power, status and popularity. that's right, the start of the campaign already required the pulling of strings, making use of popularity as a tool.. or even a weapon... but i had neither the popularity nor luck! but at least it's over.. the whole week of preparation, late nights and lethargic days... haha, i can't believe i did ok for my bio lecture test despite not studying for it during that fateful period! haha, in fact, the highest in class! mmm, somehow i'm getting by now, taking my mind of council by not looking at those elected, or daydreaming about being one.. haha, it's over. all over! i'm inactivated in some ways, prevented from serving the school through this avenue...quite depressing, but life is full of its ups and downs. i should have known when i got through the interviews... it never is so easy!e week following the big disappointment, there were exco interviews, elections etc for various ccas--- entre, library, had a gr8 time doing speech for library. though looking at -some tchr's- face, wasn't quite distasteful. she had this smirk on her face, like she was belittling me of sorts.. and did i mention, she did belittle me in her lil pep talk with me abt my attitude. boy, i was intimidated then, but i realise i'm not that unreedamable! i have my good pts too, she shldn't just put everyone down lidat.. no wonder gav has some feedback abt her too; see, i'm not biased!mm, got into jap club exco.. is a publicity officer now.. not sure wad the job entails.. publicising activities? coming up with new ones?! mmm... feel really sorry for gwenlyn.. cos i really really reaaaaalllly think she's a brilliant gem, and possesses the indomitable spirit characteristic of a true leader. my dear ger, rmb, u're the best ok! i love you alot alot alot if you're reading this. all the time we feel down we shall go j8 basement to makan and make out... with food! hahaha, hope that will relieve some emotional stress...i realise i've very very very crappy jap seniors. haha, that means you, dennis, if you're reading this. cos you're damn farnie la.. haha, with your fuzzy mayu (eyebrows)...oh oh oh, i do hope everyone gets into jap speech... buji ni! =)cheerios everyone-pick yourself up when you fall- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1139813 Sat, 30 Apr 2005 10:06 EST I used to keep chicks for pets. don't ask me... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1125167 I used to keep chicks for pets. don't ask me why, but i think i was around 7 or 8 yrs of age... and obviously still a chicken-hearted gurl then, the irony! haha... anyhows, some way or another, we got hold of the fledgling chicks, all cuddly, chirping and tender... not spring chicken tender of course, don't think carnivorous. they were sooo cute, tho the memory became fuzzy, and worse, i never dared enter the kitchen where they were free to roam when they grew slightly bigger. From my memory -which is hardly trustable- it only took them a few mths to grow to THAT colossal size. As if they were on steroids. Wonder wad mama fed them haha, and that was my first encounter with kiping pets. sporadically we wud breed colourful fishes. but can say i developed phobia for them cos one fish (lanky, looked lk one of the extras on the set of spongebob squarepants the movie haha) JUMPED rite outta the tank!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, and willing itself not to die, sprang up and down, glided left and right... terrible! i was soooooo horrified!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH FISH WANTS TO LEAVE THE OXYGEN-RICH WATER IN THE FISH BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAD MAD MAD MAD fish. and so you might have guessed. it died.then i had a BIG, GOGGLE-EYED fish, and accordingly named him (i dinnoe if it was a him or her, how do u check the genitalia of fishes?!!!!!!!! interesting. anyway, looks like he was strong and lived to quite a ripe old age, that kiddo did...) GOGGLE-EYES... i recall a book of the same name by anne fine. oh but that was ages ago. haha, and my brother acty did a book review on that, sth really stupid i think.. ah, the stupid things we do when we're young! rite, goggle-eyes was fine, until one day, he started swimming backstroke! YESSSSS i'm NOT JOKING!!!!!!!!! everybody i tell this to either laff skeptically, or cast me a weird look. SO i'm REITERATING, my dear goggle-eyes bloated from his minuscule build to this super sized goldfish i couldn't recognise and perhaps, by some warped physics theory, had to swim backwards. and shortly after that, he died. :'(many other pet stories, but i never had a chance to kip a doggy. i love doggies cos they're so obedient and loyal. where can u ever find a fren who listens but never talks back? someone who looks deep into your soul and mirrors your affection for it... ah, but mommy says dog fur and crap difficult to clear... ='( someday i will... somehow...speaking of love... i guess i like him, even though i'm not supposed to, cos i want to change him. i had a long, meaningful talk with xx (the other xx haha, go figure), why am i doing this? liking him, then changing my mind, staying away, running, dodging, avoiding... guess we're too different and i'm impractical lusting after something that's so distant.. you noe... imagine a fat, untalented, unpopular, goggle-eyed, dirty old man chasing after britney spears. Only now, the roles are reversed. The ambivalence of love and hate rips my head apart. I hate him for his lifestyle, so glamorous, so unreal! WHO IS HE?! WHO WILL HE OPEN UP TO?! WHAT LIES BENEATH THAT VENEER!? i sooooo want to noe, and get beneath, to be there to understand and empathise, not to be deceived. AND LOVE, it's inexplicable. i have no idea why i feel this way. when i noe it'll get nowhere. i shall just remain celibate all my life. affairs of the heart are really unfathomable. sighs*yappari (as expected in jap), caring for someone (a person) is different from caring for it (a pet).all we need is love... sometimes. haha  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1125167 Mon, 18 Apr 2005 09:47 EST why does liking someone hurt so much? the... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1124179 why does liking someone hurt so much?the uncertaintythe doubtsthe gossip.why do you want to try?to taste the bitterness of failureor seek the saccharine taste of success?why does liking someone take so much?the guessingthe twistingthe waitingthe thinking.Why do you like him?whywhywhy Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1124179 Sun, 17 Apr 2005 11:03 EST The dim lamplight illuminated the gloomy... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1124172 The dim lamplight illuminated the gloomy streets; even the moon has lost its lustre. The still humid summer night stung the skins of passers-by like needles. It was hot, too hot after such an enjoyable night. I hurried on... not wanting to be caught...what?! haha, just musing... as i was walking home from the mrt staion just now.. many a time i have walked down the lonely road and hummed a silent tune in my heart to chase away the inner demons.. albeit my age, yes, i'm still afraid. this morning was at toilet in sph, and although i knew all the cubicles were empty. yet, instinctively, i rushed out the moment i flushed down the urea and toxic fluid (eewwww) MUST BE the jeffery deaver books i've been reading... they rreeallly spook U la... hahaanyways, as i was saying, i was strolling home, obviously NOT enjoying the still, eerie night air. it was after chorale concert... and i MUST SAY, it was overall a success! yayy, one of the best concerts i've attended so far... the em-cees were smooth and spectacular.. tts wad constitutes a successful beginning.. i liked their telepathy and their flawless co-ordination... way to go, cat and kevin!and i MUST say, the chorale was splendid. absolutely. they were like tuning forks; never outta tune. except once or twice, when someone, some black sheep, decided to stray from the mainstream, establish style of own.. haha, but otherwise, i wouldn't have noticed, or known. for one, the songs were so foreign! never in the least bit heard or dreamt of hearing them b4... and two, they were really professional... was telling teri that they really sound like they LOVE the music they sing.. and that's very impt. to let the music control your movements, your every breath and your every thought. =)the MOST memorable part of the concert, DEFINITELY is the musical. extraordinary, breath of fresh air, innovative. skit, jesters, pop songs, oldies, dance--- indian, chinese... u name it, they dish it. OMG, the audience was really ecstatic.. everyone i knew was throwing their hands up in surrender and laffing till their sides ached... me too, and must say i wasn't the gentlest gurl there! ahahaha, laaffing like there was only me there.. hahaas usual, i had a good time. why not?! why torture yourself, tell yourself e concert will be boring, even b4 it starts and then bring home only self-centred, inaccurate thoughts? mmmmmanyways, the whole week buzzed with lotsa activities. campaign. preparation for council. garnering votes. rallying support. making speeches. the last part sucked. shan't say why. but it really sucked for us. din turn out as well as we expected (prob is we din even set any goals :( )o wells, at least it was an experience. correction, it was THE experience. learnt lotsa new things. how to deal: with stress, deadlines, expectations, breakdown in comms, getting the msg across etc. when this whole thing ends, i will celebrate, no matter wad. gtg, takkaire everyone! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1124172 Sun, 17 Apr 2005 10:56 EST tired tired tired... i can't believe i got... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1109669 tired tired tired... i can't believe i got past council interview... jialun must have been really lenient.. along with the other female councillor, sorry can't rmb her name.. OOPS.. and then there's the entrepreneur thingy... omg, can't believe we got past the 1st round TOO, but, damn stressful now, cos we gotta rush out a presentation for PROFESSIONALS (quote from entry booklet) at some posh hotel.. SIGHS.. proposal, budget, marketing, development plan blablablabla AND A WEBSITE! YIKES! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESIGN WEBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WASN'T EVEN PAYING ATTN TO COMPUTER LESSONS 4 YEARS AGO.. and i said it, it was 4 yrs ago. SIGHS gotta rush again... wish. me. luck. and less. insomnia. realise i can't work well under stress. even my english sucks. don't understand wad i'm writing now.!!!!!!!. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1109669 Wed, 06 Apr 2005 09:48 EST OMG OMG OMG, there's this totally bimbotic... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1104705 OMG OMG OMG, there's this totally bimbotic cheer i wanna teach ya all! like.. it's sooo hot and cuuuuuuteee! here goes... (btw it's 1.40am. IN THE MORNING YES DUH. i've the right to be crazy) BIMBO SONG OH MY GOD, I think i need a manicure! The sun i SWEAR is scorching up my precious HAIR! 25, 64, I don't care the STUPID score! GO GO FIGHT FIGHT, Gee, I hope I look all right... *winks* Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1104705 Sat, 02 Apr 2005 12:31 EST you don't need a chemistry degree to do this. http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1104218 <table cellpadding="20" align="center" border="0"><tr><td>you don't need a chemistry degree to do this.. oh i just love silly tests!Mo... Molybdenum You scored 47 Mass, 29 Electronegativity, 57 Metal, and 10 Radioactivity! </td></tr><tr><td>I like to think of you as the miracle worker in The Princess Bride... you can do anything and you do it for the betterment of society. Just because you can raise the dead and make flying wagons and stuff doesn't mean that you show off about it though. You are capable of forming bizarre webs of relationships in which individuals are accomplices, lovers, coworkers, and so on all at once. I once saw you hanging out at the center of a cycloheptatriene... it was completely freakish and bizarre, and I'm not sure I've known what to think of you since. But hey, to each their own. Oh, and stay away from the carbon monoxide... you suck that stuff up. </td></tr><tr><td><img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/users/120/394/12139529261858594089/mt1108163621.jpg" border="0" /> </td></tr></table> <table cellpadding="20" border="0"><tr><td>My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: <blockquote><table cellspacing="4" cellpadding="0" border="0"><tr><td><table cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0" border="0"><tr><td width="111" height="20"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td><td width="39"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td></tr></table></td><td>You scored higher than 74% on Mass</td></tr><tr><td><table cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0" border="0"><tr><td width="68" height="20"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td><td width="82"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td></tr></table></td><td>You scored higher than 45% on Electroneg</td></tr><tr><td><table cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0" border="0"><tr><td width="99" height="20"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td><td width="51"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td></tr></table></td><td>You scored higher than 66% on Metal</td></tr><tr><td><table cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0" border="0"><tr><td width="63" height="20"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td><td width="87"><img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0" /></td></tr></table></td><td>You scored higher than 42% on Radioactivity</td></tr></table></blockquote></td></tr></table><table cellpadding="20" border="0"><tr><td>If you liked my test, send it to your friends! <blockquote>The Which Chemical Element Am I Test <a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=10462132396003208006">http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=10462132396003208006</a> have fun!</blockquote></td></tr></table> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1104218 Sat, 02 Apr 2005 03:26 EST oh two dinner was real fun.. but kinda... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1103580 oh two dinner was real fun.. but kinda losing the 'feeling'.. don't feel the same anymore. REALLY. the kind where u get so high u don't noe how to settle down!? geddit geddit? but mmm, no choice, it's my fault rly, i have short attention span and pretty fidgety... i need new entertainment all the time sighhs.. wad IS wrong with me... anyways, Got this webby from another online dudette's blog entry.. on zorpia duh! =) tamara seems like such a nice person and i certainly don't wanna be embroiled in the bitchings la.. it's so senseless. wad's so fun abt hurting other pple, EVEN online?! GEE. FIND OUT WHAT KINDA FREN U ARE ^^ betcha end up like my results, liansheng.. haha, i firmly believe similar pple attract.. not opposites.. haha, oh well both reasonings hold some truth =) HAVE FUN!!!! <table width=400 align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> <tr><td bgcolor=#66CCFF align=center> You Are The Group Gossip</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor=#FFFFFF> <center> <img src=http://www.quizdiva.net/bt/group-gossip.jpg> </center> You love your friends... And you love to talk smack about them And frankly, you just love to talk in general You're definitely the one to go to for the dirt!</td></tr></table> <div align="center"> <a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindoffriendareyouquiz/">What Kind of Friend Are You?</a> </div> SEE!? TOLD YOU, LIAN (haha, i'm pretending i noe your results pbbbthhhh) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1103580 Fri, 01 Apr 2005 12:11 EST helloooooooo stranger! haha in exceptionally... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1102676 helloooooooo stranger!haha in exceptionally good mood now cos i can skip school, play truant... haha, no lahs, got speech day l8r.. and then after that we have o2 dinner yahoooo!mms, cut a new hairstyle recently, and it's the talk of the town! ok not town.. and not really talk, more like joke of the town. haha, received ALOT of 'compliments' from my frens and i can see why they think the way they do...my hair looks like a mound of shit la. and it's realllllllyyyyyy straight... sooo straight it can pass off for rebonded hair. but ha, not so much time and money to rebond. bahs. so far the comments i've received:1. Junyi calls me totto-chan minus the adorability, i don't understand the last part, can you?! =)2. Huimin thinks it looks quite jap. but wad the hell, i tot it was just a haircut!i wasn't trying to stand out, or make a fashion statement (or disaster haha) but hmms, had much fun ever since the new hairstyle. haha, at least i'm different... used to have this poserish hairstyle, the quintessential eg of a butch wannabe... but now i just wanna be myself. simple, unsophisticated, blur and primary schoolgirlish =) not forgetting the giggles too hahaack just had JAP LEP interview and erps, i don't think it was bad la, but mm... nth can be for certain. still rmb my interact club interview?! YA. makes me wonder if they axed me out cos i've no compassion or leadership or wad-not. i d0uBt my abIlIties.. haha, anyways..i think i'm leaving for UK on study trip next week... details not confirmed yet, but mm, i think i will enjoy the time difference, the change in weather, the oily fish and chips, the crass humour on the streets, the learning incapabilities...GOTTTTCHHHHAAAAAAAA... happy april fools!somehow the mood has changed, not many pple played pranks in sch today.. mm, no fun and i din even rmb at all, cos as usual, i din pack my bag in the morning so had to rush. i like to procrastinate mundane stuff la... like washing up, eating, and i get sooo agitated easily when i don't get these stuff done properly.. call me perfectionist/morning bear with a sore head/lazy pig..still in the holiday mood cos it's april fools.... HAPPY APRIL FOOLS~ BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1102676 Thu, 31 Mar 2005 23:11 EST dear diary, dammit. i just wiped out my... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1097428 dear diary, dammit. i just wiped out my entire diary entry and so i'm gonna write another. a short one.o2 finally over, and these 3 days like experiencing lovesickness... feel emptiness surround me... cos it was really abt having fun fun fun fun and taking responsibilities.. learnt quite abit... how to communicate effectively, meet new pple and have fun w/o forgetting wad we set out for..i think the JAE and PAE thingy is total crap. feel so sorry for my frens who couldn't stay. it's so unfair and cruel... it's something like severing you from the womb that nurtured you and cutting off your oxygen supply... mmm, tho u get a chance to start over again, but at this pt of time, i still do not see the point. when u were doing much better b4... o wellsand it's really time to wake and smell the coffee..i don't understand enc, sigma, pi bonds and the only bond i'll prolly understand in my whole life would be the bond btn food and my stomach... i've been eating so much and putting on so much weight, i wonder wad's more behemoth of a human, lydia sum or me. but heck, my frens always assure me i'm slim. but wad the freak, they lie so well and often i dunno wad to believe ;)sighs, i'm so sad that zhiling transferred out.. haa, she's the only person aside from dezhi who's ever made me cry.. and today i cried for her la.. even though she might be only a few doors away, i'll miss her suaning 24/7, and the stupid things we do together in class.. and all 8 others who left 1so3w... wish you guys all the best, do us proud somewhere, sometime... =)council interview on thur. not too afraid. ha, quite expectant really. if minzheng would be the interviewer... ha, i'd burst out laffing... turns out he isn't helf-jap.. hearing all the wrong things la, my info is really lousy! someone update me... heh, thank god he isn't half jap.. ruin my impression of japanese... my bestest fren from dunman is half jap la! =)mm, thinking abt zhaoyu now... wad he said abt me... not popular mm, at first it hurt. but haha, who cares, council isn't just abt fame and power. it's about service. and i think they sure get to do lotsssss of dirty work... oh wells. but here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1097428 Mon, 28 Mar 2005 08:18 EST mmmmmmmmmmm....... dear diary, i'm sorry i... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1091248 mmmmmmmmmmm.......dear diary, i'm sorry i din have the time or energy or right mind to write an entry, so here i am, in a reeeally drowsy state, tuning in to power 98 for the avril lavigne contest (yes, i am a cheapo. likes to pick up cheap deals. even free ones. like, erm, who doesn't hahaha) anyways, as i was saying, been really busy nowadays...mainly cos of OH twO.. haha, orientation no 2.. planning day and night; calling pple day and night; collaborating with new faces, learning new names and imprinting in our life journals new phases of growth and maturity... sigh...the first day has just passed, and with evry ticking of the clock.. the first unforgettable start may seem much further away, yet, the bitter taste of the lukewarm response, the sweet taste of a little success at station game and the salty taste of -obviously- sweat that trickles down every part of our bodies, as we work those loose muscles during batch dance.. haha, we're ALL VERY ENTHU!!!!!! really.. i meant the o2 team la... and ya, mainly the o2 team. mm, how to really psyche things up?!the answer came quickly.. during station games.. think many pple liked the quidditch game. for explicit instructions, i've the rules of my game published in a book called harry potter.. pls feel free to peruse it at all great bookstores;) aha.. mm, station games really taught me the importance of flexibility, cos all the time, the ogs just trickled in and we were always short of competitors.. sometimes we merged the groups together, other times we just told them to move on.. mebbe that's the meaning of life too.. to move on.. to go on.. to go further.and we shall go on. create new surprises. fashion an o2 never before and never after. (haiii, no more pae ma...) and boy m i glad to stay in rj.. but gee, really need to study a lil more! hahha..mm, i feel genuinely sorry for those who couldn't stay.. that's like the worst thing that can happen to any student.. tearing him/her from where she was once happy.. severing her from the ones she will always remember... and there are DEFINITELY many memories, esp from o2 in rj right here right now.. weh, i wouldn't noe how to deal if i had to leave. or my really close fren had to leave. but thankfully, no one has to.. oh wells, wish everyone else good luck~see ya arnd! tatas Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1091248 Wed, 23 Mar 2005 09:03 EST hey dear:) results are finally out.. dunno... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1061958 hey dear:) results are finally out.. dunno to be happy or sad.. acty can say i expected more of myself.. received 8a1s.. 2 for BOTH amath and physics.. that sucks! =( haha, tho i knew i really really din study for the o's so this result took me by surprise.. thank whoever marked my scripts... sorry for the ugly scrawls and doodling... and i wanna send my love to those who din do as well, or those who wanted to do better... this is only the o's, not the end of the world (tho ya, true, i don't noe if i'd be this positive if i rcved a whole row of b's or c's.. that's another story..) there's still more mountains to scale, more milestones to erect... be the painter of the portrait of your life... be brave be strong be contented! and work harder =) i noe i will, cos i totally slackened.. which is very very bad.. but thankfully, hopefully, i can stay on at rj.. i've become so attached to it le.. =) shine, everyone! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1061958 Tue, 01 Mar 2005 08:16 EST hi dearie =) busy busy busy... results... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1058942 hi dearie =) busy busy busy... results coming out soon.. one more day!!! AHHHHHH, that's what everyone's exclaims. OF COURSE! i'm worried! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... who wouldn't be... i feel so guilty now for not doing my best, i can already foresee the disappointment on my mam's my tchr's faces... i reaaally hope that i can do well, at least by my own standards... i think all of us at least my frens, wanna achieve a1s.. that's the ultimate goal desho!? haha, but the more u think the more u fret n so the more u doubt yourself... i shall not think abt it at all. the day of reckoning will come soon enough.. mms, i had CAMP! yay.. for entrepreneur.. so currently i have 5 ccas.. like yenling drove the fact home.. it's soooo weird how in the beginning everything seemed to go horribly wrong. then l8r, the silver lining behind the dark clouds started to show itself... =) nw i'm in raffles players, touch rugby, library, jap club and entrepreneur network... =) we did LOADs of fun stuff for camp.. even watched a really weird movie, called no man's land... it's really weird cos it's a lil sadistic, pple get killed at the bosnia-serbian war (i have absolutely NO prior knowledge to that tho, yea, i'm lazy) and when the un intervenes, they manage to solve no conflict and salvage no lives... damn sadistic la, *hoot* UN lidat.. in chinese we call that an4 jian4 nan2 fang2. it's hard to protect urself against hidden arrows and crouching villains.. the lashing out at UN... i half-believed it was true! though i absolutely see no connection btwn entrepreneurship and no man's land.. haha, maybe we need to show more love and concern to the stuffs arnd us?! hahas, anyways, as i said, we played loads of team building games... those feel-good kinds to bond with new frens... haha, and boy did we make alot of good new frens =D hahs l8r the nite, went to dennis' house... argh. minzheng was there. dno wad to say to him. just let him and liheng do the flirting.. waaaa megavolts of energy transmitted! very hot! ^ ^ dammit, i shldn't have known him the first place. he's really really full of shit. aha. shan't go into details wad he wrote to his poor mortal liheng, but it was quite... horny. er hem. ha. oh wells, had a fun day. and still trying not to think abt mon. that sucks.   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1058942 Sat, 26 Feb 2005 10:43 EST hey dude!!! hahahahahahahahahaha.... i'm... http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1051091 hey dude!!! hahahahahahahahahaha.... i'm really over the moon... that's why my msn nick is also fly me to the mooon... haha, i'm really overjoyed... really expect that to happen.. i won talentime:) that's been the 2nd best thing that's happened to me since the year started... the first being my entering rj... haha. i really like the surroundings and the autonomy we enjoy... it's almost like flying w/o strings attached! haha, n i finally got thru some of the auditions tho they seem daunting enough.. i almost wanted to quit the rp auditions... one, i've nv had experience acting in a troupe, tho i'm dramatic enough, two, there were really gr8 actors in our midst that day.. so.. hahas. in the end, i got in! (prob with help from my vaginal monologue.. no one was warped enough to do that! hahas) yeps.. so, tho these few days have real hectic and suffocating, i kinda enjoyed them =) for the busy buzz always keeps pple on their feet and ALERT! have fun ya all =) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/titunthegod/journal/1051091 Fri, 18 Feb 2005 21:58 EST