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Wednesday,Aug 4 2004, 06:50:06 AMIt's my bday tomorrow! 5th august has always...

It's my bday tomorrow! 5th august has always held special meaning...it's the incarnation of age ya. i'll be sweet 16 in a matter of hours...but on the downside. the day comes and goes quickly, fashionably in a puff of green swirling smoke, and my fairy godmother will descend upon me, yet tons of hw, prelim pracs and the PRELIM itself.

upset by what dz told me. he felt i was too driven. i can hardly explain y i'm so driven. mebbe that's cos it's what everyone arnd me is doing? but then again, why should i even explain what i do? it's my choice and ultmiately, if i suffer, i suffer. if i succeed, i succeed! but yep, it's nt a fallacy that hard work and perspiration are the only ways to get to your goal. Agree wif that my dear frens?

well, bdays 4 me usu pass like a breeze. i smile, sing, eat cake, rcv presents and bla. the usu stuff. BUT... i wish someday when i grow old, w/o teeth yes, i'll get a chance to do something craZY for my bday. like strip naked and roll down the descending slopes of streets of san francisco, or eat all the weird stuff and throw up right on the spot. That'll be real fun.

was shocked when my best fren told me a gossip. Could hardly believe my ears. Mebbe cos tho sometimes we yearn for the lil excitements of other peeps' lives, in other words, gossip, i hardly bother to find out who the person is. typical egoistic, lazy leo. anyway, it's hs...sis of TAN LONG, who's got this popular guy as an admirer and she acty turned him down. WAY TO GO GURL! that's the wonders N joys of being a gurl. WE HAVE LOADS OF AUTHORITY haha...

lotsa things gonna happen this week...some japs coming over to join us in class...really esctatic this time...cos FINALLY i don't hafta host, do a speech and disgrace myself in front of the real PROs. haHA. it'll be real gr8 time to slow down and gel with them, which i haven been doing wif my guests e previous times...BAD BAD BAD~

last, a quote to end things off. i always dedicate it to frens in autographs and notes, so why not here?!

"In the bivouac of Life, be not like Dumb, Driven cattle.

Be a Hero in the Strife!"