Journals
Sunday,Jan 30 2005, 01:10:28 PMBTW. i think someone hacked into my acct....
BTW. i think someone hacked into my acct. and added 'rainy*' into the heading and also changed the colour of my bg into some ugly chinese new year orange. PLS do not insult my taste. thank you hacker very much. otherwise, continue terrorising me.
ciaos:)
Sunday,Jan 30 2005, 12:54:09 PMhi diary! i'm feeling super hyper now, after...
hi diary!
i'm feeling super hyper now, after sugar rush and mad laffter all thru out the day
just had concert, tho i din perform on the guzheng, we were so laffing-ly happy! (if there's such a word) anyway. long story. so many things happened to day, my toes are still laffing in the aftermath.
firstly. abit unlucky la me, cos we had bread for break, some chicken, fish n a few veggy. i was assigned to look after the guzhengs on sale at the first floor of vch. yada yada, promote promote crap crap, so i had my break. and guess wad, i was jiggling and i DROPPED THE DAMN BREAD ON THE FLOOR. it was so hilarious! more hilarious than it was embarrassing. acty, it was a combination of both mortifying and funny experience la. then the 2nd time i stowed away the bread, it was VEGETARIAN! can u believe my luck! not to mention my grruuumbling tummy... so here am i typing away, and i even twisted my ankle. DAMMIT.
er hem, lousy luck really. but afterwards it was all fun. wuenyi, mabs, suxin and me went makan... all the way laffing like madwomen. how silly it is to laff at coconut pies from long johns, or at nothing at all. it was as if someone pressed the tickle button. we all laffed till our sides ached like anything!!!! hahahahaha. that's also why i like zheng. ALL OF us are mad when we get together.
we really craved for ice cream. hahaha, kfc -funan, bad bad fast food restaurant- ran out of cappucino ones, we decided to go on hunt for ice cream ahahahaha. quite a bit of mishaps and misadventures... like me almost bumpin into a lil boy haha, cos we chased each other arnd citilink, acting like total idiots. then me and mabel really bitching abt, throwing sarcastic crap back and forth. it was really fun! hahahaha. now bitching sounds really mild and norm to me. haha, must be sch and bad influence ~_~ muahaha.
wah, tonight was beautiful. and we took so many fotos!!! don't ever want it to end.. but it did hahaha.
mata rai nen!
Friday,Jan 28 2005, 08:54:58 AMhey diary feeling mighy depressed, no...
hey diary
feeling mighy depressed, no special reason. prolly pms. i usu have the symptoms of pissy mood and humongous pimples that plonk themselves strategically in the middle of my forehead or cheek... anyhow, feeling depressed too cos i still have no cca, and most likely screwed up my interact auds too... i can't believe this, but i think wadeva auds i try for, usu don't work out. so far, tennis, netball, drama feste.. yup, it's quite sad really, i wanted to act or sth, but then again... somethings really need a bit of luck. my luck... the bane of my life la.
anyhow, was on the bus going home. there was this bunch of guys from some neighbourhood sch i think... nv really checked out the names, but seriously, i don't think they're in any way alike refined pple... cussing, EATING blatantly, in full view and WORSE, repugnant behaviour, one guy acty littered! the cup just lay innocently on the floor, and nobody bothered picking it up. when i wanted to, this man picked it up. before i had a chance to feel relieved that he was considerate enough, he chucked e empty cup on the floor next to him... i wonder if i shld laugh or cry la.
mm, wanted to go try out for chinese drama, but got put off by the large turnout. and mainly cos dun really like some pple there la... can't help it. i'm picky and fussy.
interact aud was scary... they asked many sensible qns and as u all noe, i'm hardly mature enough to ans la i think. but then again, all the auds i go for usu fail, so i don't harbour any hope la. even if i get in, that'll be the ONLY cca i'll have.
HOW DID THINGS TURN OUT THIS WAY?!
anyway, this sun dhs' guzheng concert. big change; i must be crazy, but i'm not performing lor. hai. din wan to, i'm so lazy, think my retribution has come with a vengeance.
Wednesday,Jan 26 2005, 12:25:59 PMHIYA!!!! I'm FINALLY writing a journal entry...
HIYA!!!!
I'm FINALLY writing a journal entry at long last, and in the comfort of my own HOME!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE this?!!!!?!!! I finally have internet! This must be a miracle, I must be dreaming! SLAP ME!
Ok, i shall stop being irritating and get on with whatever that's been going on in my life... wells, i got into rjc; being part of the BIG raffles family really feels diff... sad to say this, but ever since sec sch, this has been what i've been hoping for, to experience a life that's pretty much similar to my character--- wild and carefree. Really, apart from the hard mugging everyone does *i mean EVERYONE* here, everyone leads a pretty much wild life! Feel like i'm parading in jungle, and shoving mundane life aside. Abit of a culture shock really.
If you're from dunman, u'll prob understand what i'm talking abt... dunman felt like a total prison. i was practically shit there. everything seems so new, so foreign, so unthinkable now! the lang we use now... the environment we live, eat, breathe, touch! the lectures, the tutors, the people, the canteen, the LIFT! it certainly felt like i lived in a cave for half my life... and now the liberating sunlight just blinds me. I can't feel anything real, can't really describe how i feel exactly too! my gosh!
anyhow, hope i get used to it... not that i'm totally confident that i can stay on for longer than 3 months. not too optimistic abt it either :( i'm a natural pessimist... not to mention acting too haha *hinthint*
now comes the depressing part... so depressing i don't think i wanna talk about it at ALL!!!! OKOKOK. laff if you must; i got kicked out of all the sports cca i tot of joining.. tennis -UH UH-...netball -UH UH-... so currently i really dunno what cca to crash la.
too bad joined co last time.. I CAN'T LIVE THRU THAT AGAIN! I'd really really really really cannot cannot cannot... i'd really really really rather die!!!!!!! it's a torment sitting, not able to fidget or move or talk or laugh or sing or cry or shake leg. I NEED EXERCISE! but i oso dun wan odec or canoe or softball or fencing. AHHHHH. life is difficult.
like our chem lectures... chem is try. as donna puts it. but when i try, i just die.
whatever i try, i dun wanna think too much about it. so if i DO get into SOME cca, i'll tell you.
hahah. my class is one load of crap pple. JUST LIKE ME.
ok, mebbe i'm madder. fine FINE MADDEST... i can't help it LA!...
really tired after finally fixing the computer. i was really bitchy at the customer service... i said b4 i hATE the word bitch. but the bitch factor really wears off on you when you immerse in a MASSIVE b*tch environment. so i practically clucked and made nasty lil comments... nasty as in... aiyah, just not very nice la. like i said quite bluntly it was boring to stare at the computer screen all day and do the same work over and over again. but hey, i had a long day la. brain wasn't functioning much haha.
anyways. save more juicy stories for next time! argh, my life is screwed. IT'S OVER!