Journals
Saturday,Feb 26 2005, 02:43:29 PMhi dearie =) busy busy busy... results...
hi dearie =)
busy busy busy... results coming out soon.. one more day!!! AHHHHHH, that's what everyone's exclaims. OF COURSE! i'm worried! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... who wouldn't be... i feel so guilty now for not doing my best, i can already foresee the disappointment on my mam's my tchr's faces... i reaaally hope that i can do well, at least by my own standards... i think all of us at least my frens, wanna achieve a1s.. that's the ultimate goal desho!? haha, but the more u think the more u fret n so the more u doubt yourself... i shall not think abt it at all. the day of reckoning will come soon enough..
mms, i had CAMP! yay.. for entrepreneur.. so currently i have 5 ccas.. like yenling drove the fact home.. it's soooo weird how in the beginning everything seemed to go horribly wrong. then l8r, the silver lining behind the dark clouds started to show itself... =) nw i'm in raffles players, touch rugby, library, jap club and entrepreneur network... =)
we did LOADs of fun stuff for camp.. even watched a really weird movie, called no man's land... it's really weird cos it's a lil sadistic, pple get killed at the bosnia-serbian war (i have absolutely NO prior knowledge to that tho, yea, i'm lazy) and when the un intervenes, they manage to solve no conflict and salvage no lives... damn sadistic la, *hoot* UN lidat.. in chinese we call that an4 jian4 nan2 fang2. it's hard to protect urself against hidden arrows and crouching villains.. the lashing out at UN... i half-believed it was true!
though i absolutely see no connection btwn entrepreneurship and no man's land.. haha, maybe we need to show more love and concern to the stuffs arnd us?! hahas, anyways, as i said, we played loads of team building games... those feel-good kinds to bond with new frens... haha, and boy did we make alot of good new frens =D hahs
l8r the nite, went to dennis' house... argh. minzheng was there. dno wad to say to him. just let him and liheng do the flirting.. waaaa megavolts of energy transmitted! very hot! ^ ^ dammit, i shldn't have known him the first place. he's really really full of shit. aha. shan't go into details wad he wrote to his poor mortal liheng, but it was quite... horny. er hem. ha.
oh wells, had a fun day. and still trying not to think abt mon. that sucks.
Saturday,Feb 19 2005, 01:58:39 AMhey dude!!! hahahahahahahahahaha.... i'm...
hey dude!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha.... i'm really over the moon... that's why my msn nick is also fly me to the mooon... haha, i'm really overjoyed... really expect that to happen..
i won talentime:) that's been the 2nd best thing that's happened to me since the year started...
the first being my entering rj... haha. i really like the surroundings and the autonomy we enjoy... it's almost like flying w/o strings attached! haha, n i finally got thru some of the auditions tho they seem daunting enough.. i almost wanted to quit the rp auditions... one, i've nv had experience acting in a troupe, tho i'm dramatic enough, two, there were really gr8 actors in our midst that day.. so.. hahas.
in the end, i got in! (prob with help from my vaginal monologue.. no one was warped enough to do that! hahas) yeps.. so, tho these few days have real hectic and suffocating, i kinda enjoyed them =) for the busy buzz always keeps pple on their feet and ALERT!
have fun ya all =)
Wednesday,Feb 16 2005, 11:03:50 AMMy GOSH! i'm twirling and twirling arnd, i...
My GOSH!
i'm twirling and twirling arnd, i can't feel the earth under my feet... i need a break too!
hahaha been sooo busy i don't noe how to describe wad i've been thru... this week esp, having returned from chinese new year... feel a bit rusty, ah, surprise surprise, wad hols can do to your organisation and memory. Certainly not alot of help!
anyways, been busy with cca... it feels like a YEAR has already passed by ya noe... like everyday we get this deluge of things to do, homework, projects, new frens to make, new names and faces to commit to memory, new facts to memorise. HAHA. i can't do SOOOO many things! haha, but somehow we've ALL got to!
Mon had touch rugby, wa, i hate mon, cos the break's only at 10am after PE(!$%#^%@) and then i have to survive thru the whole day till jap class at 4... and i usu ddon't EAT! aha, i think this helps shave off the accumulated fats effectively. can feel positively lighter already, I SWEAR! haha, yes, i'm that concerned. that happens when u're in a school with almost 99% of slim, slender and athletic BABES... u tend to veer ur hopes and aspirations (esp the figure department) in that direction.. ahha, sounds real bimbotic rite..
mms, tue, wad did i have, O YA... o2 meeting.. that's the 2nd orientation for the 2nd intakers.. that most likely will involve the old n NEW! so ooooo cooooo l! way too cool=) so me and my frens are in charge of designing some station games... so far, came up with 9... some mazes, blindfolding, active Games.. ha, shan't reveal so much, but i bet everything will be so so so fun again:)
mm, today. wed. WORSE DAY. after rushing out proposal for station games, we met oh soooo early in the morning to discuss. (but as usual, me was late=P) so sad. they scrapped my crab soccer idea, where every1 gets to play soccer while on their butt.. so fun rite! haha, played that in pe long time ago, but the ecstacy still runs in my veins! AHHH... ='( nvms, then tot of some other game. hard to explain online hahas... gotta play it to noe it! =P
hehs, then talentime rehearsals.... all i can say is, everyone is soooo special and pro in their own ways, i'm really really really wary and weary and bleary and all down and out... i don't even noe what to wear?~ rite, maybe i'll try school u... dunman's u is SO nice. haha. perfect onstage material. ANW, it isn't even a stage la! ha, we have to improvise and play arnd w the ample space in the concourse... where the acoustics and sound system is REALLY bad, cos it's really lost out in the open. OH WELLs.. there's always a challenge in everything... hope on fri i won't zao2 xia1!!!!
ahhh, i don't wanna talk abt rp auds after that.. had to read a monologue, and then impromptu acting. tho i LOVED the latter; it was SOOO fun =) fine fine. the monologue was REALLY lewd la, very suggestive essay, few dialogues, very descriptive words... about sex. and i had to read the climax... literally.. it was kinda hilarious when they wanted to ask which passage i was doing, and i said, "i'm doing the orgasm." wadeva! that was the gist of the passage anyway. climax. o**asm. s*x. censored stuff. children shouldn't read this really... ahahhaa
yawn, shall sign off to watch american idol wannabes rock their arses off, and prolly throw all their dignity out of the window... haha, BEFORE MY OWN DOWNFALL... wish me luck=)
and i wish all o levellers good luck too!
Wednesday,Feb 9 2005, 08:56:06 AMhi diary! in super good mood today, so b4...
hi diary!
in super good mood today, so b4 the ephemeral mood fades away, let's write an entry in U!
today 1st day of cny, went bai nian on the first day haha... received angbaos *weee* and ate loads of junk food, i feel soooooo sinful sinful sinful... sinking into the abyss of fat.fat.fat.
i can't stand myself la. haha, the rings of FAT -saturated triglycerides- are kukkiri to MIERU!!! clearly visible rings... in fact i think i look like a tree trunk. weathered by rains and winds and too much fertilisers haha. whoever invented all that crap for cny!!!?!!! differnt types of food have diff meanings... like pineapple tarts (197 calories/serving) , or ong lai, like wang lai... meaning prosperity good forune come ur way; peanut. peanut cookies (480 calories/100g.. AHHH), tarts, golden peanut-shaped chocolates, peanut everywhere! i think 'hua sheng' symbolises bountiful crop and harvest...; somemore snacks and finger food, really really oily and sinful and fat LADEN! but they all beckon at you... esp when the adults start chatting and the kids got nth to do.. EAT lor. hahahaha
but, saw sth on the roads that took my breath away...
on my way to another relative's house, we saw an accident. think a red sedan crashed into a motorbike. and a guy who was riding pillion on the bike, i suppose, was lying motionless under the sweltering heat of sun. it was as if the moment had frozen and time halted in its tracks. Ikinari, suddenly a chill ran through me. the festive cheer had surreptitiously rubbed off, and in replacement, a plaintive moan rang in my ears. why?! the bleeding man... my heart bleeds for him too! he could have been doing the same as any1 of us, merrily visiting his relatives with a fren... riding on the bike for the first time... relishing in a long-awaited break from work/sch/NS... then this. pray he'll get better. but i didn't want to look back. my mommy said, wad's his will be his. same applies to his life... mayybee...
ahh, but cny was gr8 fun. though this yr, there was less activity. i swear i could feel some sort of conspiracy... maybe santa claus gets jealous too! that chinese new year was so close to christmas... or isit cos everyone still recovering from the tsunami tragedy?! i'm still a lil shaken, but in the wake of the aftermath, we should all learn to let go, and move on...
happy chinese new year!!!
Tuesday,Feb 8 2005, 12:33:40 PMI GOT INTO TALENTIME!!!! GONNA SING MORE...
I GOT INTO TALENTIME!!!! GONNA SING MORE THAN WORDS!!!! OH MY GAAAWWWWWDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> < i can't explain my euphoria. haha. it's just cos... everyting's hpning so quickly, i'm just totally nt prepared for anything at all! ha.
cny tml... have fun everyone!