http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow Sun, 20 Jul 2008 04:51 EDT Sun, 20 Jul 2008 04:51 EDT Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1573542 Wow, it's been a while since I've written anything. Mike and I are going strong. We have been together for a little over a year now. I'm really excited for the next few weeks. Next week I'm going to Tulsa to see my family. I'm going to Cirque du Soleil this Thursday. Then I leave for Florida Aug 30 to celebrate my 21st birthday!!!  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1573542 Tue, 08 Aug 2006 13:15 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1394710 So yesterday class wasn't the best, but I went home with Mike to see his family. It was actually for his 21st birthday, which is tomorrow. It was a wonderful nite. Then today I called into work and Mike and I spent a wonderful morning brunch with his parents and went shopping. I bought a cute outfit from Victoria's Secret.... he really like it when we got home to my place :) He is the best thing that has happened to me. He is out with his sister rite now, and I hope he has fun, but I can't wait to see him later. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1394710 Sat, 08 Oct 2005 19:34 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1385717 Life can't be any better! I love Mike! I am so happy with him. We went out to a movie yesterday and we just had fun. He bought me flowers the other day. They look so pretty on my table. I can't wait to see him after work!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1385717 Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:59 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1309086 well things have def. looked up for me. patti introduced me to her son mike, and i just love being with him. he's gone this week tho cuz he has surgery and he has to help his sister move. i hope this week goes well for him. hugo and i are still friends, we talk all the time, but i can tell that it's hard for him to see mike and i together. oh well, there's nothing i can do. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1309086 Mon, 08 Aug 2005 17:21 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1271546 So I'm doing a little better. I went to the bbq at Hugos..... That was hard. But we're going to see willy wonka sunday night so i hope that goes well. I'm really trying to be friends with him, but at the moment, it's so hard to see him and not be able to kiss him. Patti at work is so exicted that I'm single now cuz she wants to set me up with her son. In time I'd like to meet him. He sounds really nice. Well I have a long day of work today, but at least I can go to work without holding back tears.... I only cry at home now. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1271546 Sat, 16 Jul 2005 09:12 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1267067 ok... so as i'm putting hugo's shorts into the laundry basket a pipe falls out with some weed. i can't believe he brought that here, he knows how much i hate that stuff (family history, don't ask). so then i ask him when the last time he smoked weed was and he told me he didn't know. he lied right to me! so tonite, we talk, and now we're no longer together. i'm so depressed about this. i can barely type, but i need to get it out. why do i pick the guys who love drugs and can't stay away from them? i just will never win. now i'm all alone here, i move to a new place in a few weeks and the place doesn't allow dogs so my baby andy wil have to go live with my parents. i'm really going to be alone then. i dont know what to do. i just can't stop crying. damn it Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1267067 Thu, 14 Jul 2005 00:31 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1221600 Well I've been really quite busy with work. I'm glad they let me go early today. It's nice to just be here with my doggy. Hugo has of course brought me down. He tells me that I'm too busy for him and that he also needs to figure out his life. I dont know how much longer we will be together. Without him, I'm pretty much alone in this city. I don't know what I'm going to do. One day at a time tho. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1221600 Sun, 19 Jun 2005 20:13 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1196559 Well, Hugo and Ted got the dogs. They have brought my Andy back to me!!! Yay! Last nite was great. I got to see some old friends and also Hugo finally came over. It was wonderful. He has been so great to me. He even surprised me with a massage :) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1196559 Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:13 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1192894 Well I still haven't talked to Hugo. OH well. He's leaving tonite with his friend Ted to go see my parents in Oklahoma and get his dog. Hopefully he'll remember to bring my dog up here. I miss my baby so much Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1192894 Fri, 03 Jun 2005 16:14 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1188790 well, it has been a week now since i last say hugo. that's really depressing. and what's even worse, is that anytime i talk to him, he seems fine about it. and then when i ask when will we finally see eachother, he seems to get mad. i just don't know then to top it all off, i can't stop thinking about ross. this is rediculous. i wish i could just start a new life somewhere... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1188790 Tue, 31 May 2005 22:40 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1136720 Well I get to sit home tonight because Hugo forgot about me. I hope he's having fun at the soccer game. I'm just chillin here with Cathy. Perhaps tomorrow will be better. I hope someone can cheer me up tonight. :) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1136720 Wed, 27 Apr 2005 21:37 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1116122 I had the best weekend with my best friend Janelle! We stayed out all night long and just partied non-stop. It was great to be with her. I just wish Hugo could've been with us. She was with her boyfriend and all these other guys kept hitting on me. But whatever. It was still a blast! But now it's back to reality and I have to get back into the school groove. :( Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1116122 Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:47 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1097499 Well I'm about to go back home to Chicago. I've been with my parents this weekend for Easter. I have new pictures to post!!! I'm really going to miss the dogs. They are my life, but I need to finish out the school year. I can't wait to see Hugo tonite!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1097499 Mon, 28 Mar 2005 10:44 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1088905 Today started off quiet crappy, but it eventually turned up. I just finished watchin a movie with hugo.... and now its time for bed :) can't wait Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1088905 Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:59 EDT http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1084399 Well today is St. Patricks Day. It is perhaps my first sober St. Patricks Day in a long time. I have to work tonite and then study for two exams. I'm quite bummed. Oh well. Tomorrow I can make up for it :) Well i best be off to work!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/tkurkow/journal/1084399 Thu, 17 Mar 2005 16:59 EDT