Saturday,Jan 31 2004, 05:04:00 AMHmm..n0w den c0me and bl0g..recently mua...

	Hmm..n0w den c0me and bl0g..recently mua family faced s0me diffculities..dad and mum kinda hab c0ld war..i 0so treat mua dad c0ld heh..he's kinda sad i guess.. bud i guess n0w alritee..c0z mua mum and dad had stuck in da r0om f0r h0urs talking..and i heard mua mum cried..sighh..family pr0blems..shall n0t talk much here.. Well..juz n0w steph jie c0red me..hmm..tml g0ing 0utt wib her heh..she asked me t0 da her s0me fav0urs..well..jie i'll d0 it f0r u..l0ls...tsk tsk tsk..cnt wait til tml heh..hmm..has been listening t0 s0me saddy s0ngs dese few daes juz t0 relax mua m0od..feeling pissed,sad..sighh..i'm s0o weakend..h0peless gurl i am.. 0h yea..last nitee c0nference wib elm0 k0r and sheena mei..l0ls..k0r was kinda t0king s0me gh0st st0rie...and i juz fell asleep..haa..can u believe it..l0ls..kinda b0red hurhur..haas..m0rning den i f0und 0utt last nitee was 0n f0nee..aww..i'm s0o dumb..was really sleepy ytd..yawns..didnt really g0 and care 0ther tinks..hmm..dearie tak heran me i guess..sighh..disapp0intment..his pr0b is n0t sl0ved yet?? c0uldnt be heh..sighh..watever.. My mind is n0w c0nfussed..family pr0b happening in mua mind..tinking l0ts 0f stuff..relati0nship pr0b happen t0o..l0ve lyk driffting?? sighh..wat t0 d0 heh...really 0utt 0f ideas..dun sae i've been tinking t0o much..well actually i'm n0t alritee..i'm n0t tinking as much as 0thers tink i am..few daes ag0..feel lyk crying heh bud c0uldnt cry 0utt..well i sh0uldnt be crying f0r n0thing..i'm s0o weak..heart is m0ving d0wnwards...n0 strength in mua b0dy..i guess i g0t t0 cry t0 make myself str0ng..mua heart is real heavy in it..breathing diffculities..0utt 0f c0ntr0l...i cnt c0ntr0l mua b0dy mind..my weakend is c0ntr0lling me..da wh0le me...i'm l0stt..t0tally l0stt...saddness hab fill mua heart wib tears...my heart may burst 0utt..i'll be laying dead..haiss..weak weak weak...am i da t0opidmui tt every0nee kn0e?? i dun tink s0o...sighh juz wanna hab a peace mind..peace me..sighh...shall n0t type much here.. Currently Listening to : Atomic Kitten ( Be With You ) Currently Mood :

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Saturday,Jan 31 2004, 03:42:00 AMHmm..am i surpose t0 be malaysia by n0w??...

Hmm..am i surpose t0 be malaysia by n0w?? l0ls.. well da trip was cancelled by mua idi0tic father can..arghs c0z mua lil`sista g0t chingay tink..sighh..was veh pissed u kn0e..ahhhhh..bud nbm dun plan t0 g0 any trip wib mua dad anim0ree....well juz n0w mua dad s0rta gib us a lil speech..wanted t0 quarrel at firstt bud i kept quiet..s0o after that he headed up t0 his r0om..den when mua mum went up t0 get her tink..dey start t0 hab abit 0f quarrelling.. i cann0t tahan dis family..especially mua dad wh0 g0t a attitude pr0b..wh0 walks in da narr0w path..arghs..he 0nli tink ab0ut himself..didnt kn0e d0se w0rds he said t0 us may hurt 0ur heart and m0od?? fcuked up..dun plan t0 stay any l0nger in here wib him..really g0t pissed by him EVERYTIME can.. i can cl0se 0ne eyes 0pen 0ne eyes bud he still c0ntinue saying..i really cann0t take it anym0re..i'll diee anytime fr0m n0w..he dun care h0w 0thers feel..keep saying us..arghs..g0t really really pissed..full 0f anger n0t talking ab0ut it anym0ree..

Well..mua sis sh0uld be 0ver at da c0mmunity centre getting 0ff t0 0rchard f0r da chingay tinky..well mua sch0ol's li0n dance tr0upe is g0ing dere t0o..wO0t..kinda excited c0z i can see mua frens in televisi0n and mua 0so mua lil sista 0n telecast..l0lsswas tinking t0 g0 d0wn t0 t0wn bud i may find it kinda cr0wded and stuff s0o muzwell stay at h0me heh..n0one wh0 squeeze wib mua..hMm..dearie hab his CSO tink t0dae den i tink he sh0uld be g0ing 0ver t0 his gan daddie da h0tel i guess.. really missed him l0ads..well..January is ending s0o s0on heh..tml is g0nna be da new m0nth 0f da year..l0ls its feburary..hees..dear and mua 1st m0nth is ard da c0rner and its veh cl0se t0 de end..l0ls..pengs..wat da heck i'm talking..kinda insane n0w..hmm..might be slacking at h0me t0dae..well m0ndae is public h0lidaee..wanted t0 g0 0utt..bud d0uno wh0 t0 g0 0utt wib..well n0t veh cfm ab0utt it t0o..staying in dis h0me can make mua pissed all dae l0ng..c0z 0f mua DAD..arghs..feel lyk migrating t0 taiwan heh..sighh..

Sighh..guess s0me0ne 0nlinee is angry wib mua..c0z he kn0e tt i g0t stead..and lyk juz knew it..sighh..s0o s0rrie..didnt mean t0 make him s0o angry bud..wat t0 d0..i g0t n0 feelings 0n him..he g0t s0o mani dear everywhere 0nlinee 0r 0fflinee..i can cfm n0 feeling 0n him has ever developee in me.. i sumpa..i swear..cross mua heart..l0ls..up t0 him t0 be angry wib mua..he's a amry guy..ab0ut 19 yrs 0ld? f0rget it..fine wib mua if he dun wanna c0ntact wib me anyway..he's a xia0 qi pers0n..veh petty..bths!~~ hEran tAk hEran

Anyway..i'll guess i'll st0p here..n0t in da m0od t0 bl0g heh..take care..

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Friday,Jan 30 2004, 05:34:00 AMWo0t..Chingay was veh nice heh..well da li0n...

Wo0t..Chingay was veh nice heh..well da li0n dance..hMm saw mua f0rm teacher walking..lOls.. he l0ok s0o sudkee heh..l0lss..tuesdae g0 sch0ol i'll suan him..hMm..didnt saw mua lil`sista 0n tv..s0b..l0ls..well its a nicee sh0w heh..

Hmm..guess dearie is t0nn-ing 0utsidee t0dae..hmm..he haben bl0g f0r 2 daes..=\ miss his bl0g heh..well well well..mua dad maked me pissed t0dae..hmm..i br0ke 0ne platee juz n0w..sighh..t0o stressed up man..might n0t be in da g0od m0od anym0re..arghs...n0t talking in all here...

I had enuff..i'm st0pping here and get t0 bath..arghs...

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Friday,Jan 30 2004, 05:23:00 AM*aHem* heyy i'm still h0mee..wahahas..waiting

*aHem* heyy i'm still h0mee..wahahas..waiting f0r mua lil`sista t0 be back fr0m chingay..well she hab her chingay performance preview t0dae heh..muz be veh nice heh..well da early entry ab0ut da chingay sh0w..is tml 8pm remember t0 watch heh ..was packing mua bag f0r malaysia juz n0w..hiak hiak..aww..g0nna miss mua bed and stuff and last but n0tt least..mua dear..hees he haben update his bl0g heh..i dun tink he's updating bl0g t0dae heh..sighh.. h0pe t0 dance para in malaysia heh..bud i scare man..c0z its a stranger place t0 me u kn0e..l0ls..mayb i'm n0t dancing dere..c0me back singap0re den dance until i happy i guess g0tta be veh careful in malaysia , kuala lumpur..*wRinKs*

Hmm..mayb n0t g0ing t0 mua uncle hse stay..c0z lil`sista n0t h0mee yet man..arghs..l0ls..ahhh..s0 b0red man s0o mani viruses hurhur..n0w g0t da chicken virus..0mg..s0o mani virus..i'm g0ing t0 faint anytime..l0ls..mua mum sae g0 malaysia dun eat da chicken..haas..s0 cute heh..l0lss..scare 0f da chicken t0o..yawns..dis is mua 3rd entry f0r t0dae heh..l0ls..

Arghs..i d0uno wat t0 sae here..i juz wanna sae take care..and tell mua dearie h0w much i misses him when i'm g0ing t0 malaysia..and h0pee he wun be veh n0tti in da sense 0f..having an0ther gurl..l0ls..*nO-oFfEnCe* i believe  la0g0ng w0nt d0 tt kinda tinks behind mua back heh hMm..mua and la0g0ng de 1st m0nth anniversary is nxt week heh..s0o quick heh..and mua wish is..we can last l0ng heh.. may 0ur l0ve be true and last f0rever.. wo dui laog0ng de ai bu hui gai bian...Laog0ng!! wO huI yOng yuAn ai zHe ni..wO dE xiN shI ni de..yaO ha0 haO aI hU wOr..haO ai nI..

aLritee!! i'll st0p mua craps here and get g0ing heh..l0ls..will be blogging after i'm backie..take care..la0g0ng..sheena mei..j0hn k0r..steph jie..pearlyn marmi..u all take care w0r..*muAckSs*

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Thursday,Jan 29 2004, 05:27:00 PMHmm..n0w faster c0me bl0g..c0z later might...

	Hmm..n0w faster c0me bl0g..c0z later might n0t be using c0m..well..i'll be g0ing 0ver t0 mua uncle hse which is l0cated at cCk..will be headed t0 KL tml m0rning 6am ..was busy writting testim0nials in frenster..l0ls..wasnt a sh0rtt 0ne can..its a l0ng 0ne heh..well hand is kinda tired..uh huh.. w0ndering where is dearie heh..was g0ing in and 0utt 0f xanga t0 read dear's bl0g bud he haven bl0g heh..h0pe he'll d0 it asap.. Well all al0ngg was lyk chatting wib elmo k0r , sheena mei and shar0n mei..gees..hmm..mua maid is n0tt c0ming wib us t0 KL s0 she'll be at h0mee and she'll l0ok after mua lil`d0ggy..s0rrie sheena mei.. w0ots..cnt wait til tml..l0lss..arghs..i will miss dearie al0t can..w0nder if he will write b0ut mua in his bl0g when i'm away n0t.. i'll be missing him a 1000 tym... Hmm..nxt week might be g0ing 0utt wib steph jie..*wRinKs* den i'll see wh0 wanna c0me al0ng..h0pee dear can..l0ls..nahs..i'll bOok dear 0n 14 feb 2004..yEaH!! its valentine's daee..l0ls *aHeMs* u all muz watch t0nitee  channel 5 \ 8 at 8pm 0kiee? its da chingay preview..0pening da li0n dance tr0upee is fr0m mua sch0ol !! yeah..l0ls..den watch 0utt da ballet gr0up..making up as cat is mua lil sista..l0ls.. supp0rt 'em..l0ls..Cheer 0utt l0udie alritee..!! *wOotS* alriteee..i'll stopping here..cha0ss.. Miss Dearie al0tt..!! Dear..i g0 kL u muz take g0od caree alritee..*muaCks* Currently Listening to : Missy Elliot ( Gossip Folks ) Currently Mood :

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