The world is changing and life is expanding. Sometimes I say to myself that my life is worthless. A person comes and goes from me because I’m not mature enough to handle my complicated heart. Many people left and said that I’m stupid. Stupid in something I didn’t want and they asked me to do. I’m searching for what is right for me, however, others cannot realize it. There are some things I see in people, which I like the most. Not the expensive person but the one who has a humble heart. While I’m growing up, I inherit many things in life. Some are heavy and some are easy to carry out in life. So what should I do with them? People will not realize how helpful I am, nowadays, but they will realize them when God will take away my daily breath. Sometimes life is blind. You cannot be recognized by whatever you accomplished in life when you’re still alive but when you’ll die people will keep on recalling all the accomplishments you did. As a result of your great accomplishments, your enemies will repentance late because you’re gone. There are many things I envy in life that even myself is not worthy of them. Because of my unworthy, many people don’t like me. Due to those who dislike me, I ended up losing hope almost everyday. I have many responsibilities, however, I cannot completed them ones at the same time. I need more time to complete them. Just like life; I need more time to solve the mistakes I made in life. People will say that I satisfied about everything I had but they’re wrong. We all are made of flesh so we all will walk through the land, which is called life. Life is hard and life is meaningful. Hardship, challenged, and discourage are all part of life. When I was a little I thought that life will still remain the same until I grow up but then I realize that it was not. Finally, I grown up and learn many things about the world and myself also. I've had these two Cherrishful and blissfull ganzta's (IceBrEaKerz and Da JganZtaz),and all my brothers and sisters became the only dangz dat ever rilly matters to me in this world. In conclusion, I owe myself to my parents because most of the time I used to disobey them. Until then, I’m trying to focus on what to do in order to satisfy what my 2 grandma & my dadz told me to do.