Wednesday,Mar 31 2004, 11:11:00 AMHAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! today is april.1,2004

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
today is april.1,2004 which means its APRIL FOOLS DAY!!! so... cno niloko nyo.... hahaha... walal lang... kanina nagstart ung SRP(Summer Remidial Program) kainis kasi eh... final mark ko sa math D pero ngayon... i'll do my best to raise that grade up... buti nga binigyan pa ako ng chance ng ateneo para ayusin ung grade ko na yon... so, i'll do my best to pass this 1 month long school year of math lessons. pero halfday lang ung SRP so i go home at aroung 12:00nn. kanina sabi ng mom ko... commute nalang daw ako pauwi... marunong naman ako magtaxi... jeep ndi pa... pero ung kaibigan ko, c gamo, nagoffer ng ride so, sumabay nalang ako... tapos un... nakauwi ako dito... sorry kung ndi maayos tong entry ko ha... kanina nag orientation kami tapos start na ng lessons... tapos sabi samin every end of the sub-lesson may quiz. tapos more or less every two days may long tests. tapos 1 week per term. so it means... cram! cram.. cram... tapos un... himala.. ngaun lang ako nagpost ng mahabang entry... so un... nagdodownload ako ng songs ngaun tapos walalang... i posted nga pala my poems in my tabulas contents page tignan nyo nalang...� so ayun... halos lahat ng kaklase ko sa SRP kaklase ko din nung first year... hehehe... in short.. halos lahat ng nasa SRP sa math taga 1-J...� cge i'll inform you nalang next time... byeee...�
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Tuesday,Mar 30 2004, 01:40:00 AMwala lang.... ulit.... eto ako... walalang...

wala lang.... ulit....
eto ako... walalang... ang boring ng summer talaga.. as in BORING...

ito triny ko lang... nakita ko sa site ni hase tapos triny ko lang...

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un... tapos.... walalang...�
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Sunday,Mar 28 2004, 05:10:00 PMpoetry... my own...� ei out of boredom... i'l

poetry... my own...�
ei out of boredom... i'll just post my poetries here...� SBD

Broken Heart

It's hard to let go of someone
Someone whom you loved before
Before you chose to love another
Another woman just like her


It's hard to leave her side
Her side where you hide
You hide from your fears
Your fears that let all fall like your tears


You are by her side
By her side where you are secured
Secured from any danger
Danger built from anger


You tell her you love her
Your love for her is true
For her it's just a joke
A joke which make you choke


She laughs at you
You who are so dumb to say
To say I love you to her
To her which made you tear


You suddenly feel calm
But also felt nervous
You wish that she would tell
Those lines that you are wishing to hear


But sadly she turned away
And stared to part
With this she left a letter
In this letter she wrote:


"I'm sorry I didn't tell you
that I found the one I love
for he was true to me
and cared for me as much


I wish that we could be friends
Although we are apart
I wish you would forgive me
Because I don't want to break your heart".





Falling For A Friend

You are always there when I needed you
You are always there when I feel so blue
You are always there when I need comfort
You are always there when I need a friend


I thought we would be just friends
But as day goes by I felt different
I saw you in another view
That I can never live without you


My heart calls you everyday
I can't eat and sleep day after day
This feeling I feel for you
A feeling I never felt before


I think of you everyday
In the morning till the sky becomes dark
I longed for you in many ways
I craved for you many times before


I can't hide it anymore
I need to tell you now
"I Love You" please understand
"I love you from the bottom of my heart"


I was shocked to here the lines you said
"I love you too..." is this for real?
You said it's true that you love me too
I'm so glad you felt the same way I do


I'm so glad I told you
This feeling I feel for you
I never expected this before
That I am falling for a friend




Nasaan ka

Ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin
Upang ika'y aking maangkin
Sa paghihirap at pasakit
Ika'y laging naiisip


Sa aking pagtulog bawat gabi
Ika'y naaalala sa malaanghel mong bisig
Ang 'yong mga matang tila bata kung makatingin
Ay aking nakikita sa tuwing ika'y naaalala


Nabaon na sa aking puso
Mga ala-alang iyong iniwan
Mga tawa't luha
Mga ngiti at iyak


Ika'y hindi malilimutan kahit kailan
Sapagkat ikaw lang ang kaisaisang minahal
Ikaw ang kaunaunahang sinta
At ikaw ang kahulihulihang iibigin


Sa'yong paglisan ako'y napaisip
Kung ano ang aking nagawa upang ika'y lumisan
Ang tanong na ito ay gumugulo sa aking isipan
Hindi alam ang gagawin upang ika'y maangkin


Sino ba naman ako upang umasa
Umasa na ako'y iyong mamahalin
Mamahalin hanggang sa katapusan
Sa katapusan ng aking buhay


Nang aking hingahin ang aking huling hininga
Nakita ba kita sa aking tabi
Sa aking tabi kung saan ikaw ay dapat nanatili
Kung sa gayon dapat ako'y masigla parin


Ikaw ang babaeng tumulong sa akin
Tumulong sa akin upang mabuhay ng normal
Mabuhay ng normal sa iyong piling
Sa iyong piling kung saan ako'y nabuhay.




Not A Dream

I once met you in a group
A club, a party, a gathering
I can't take my eyes off you
I felt different when I look at you


I think I'm falling in love with you
But I'm scared to tell you this feeling
I don't want to hear if you reject me
So I'll keep it till I'm ready to


One gathering, night or day
I saw you there pretty as always
I thought of telling my feelings to you
...Then I saw you approach


I looked at your face
So nice and cute
You told me something...
... I didn't hear


"I like you..." what? Is this true?
You...you...Like me too
I can't keep it anymore
Now I know that you feel it too


"I like you too..." I told you...
... You smiled at me and said:
"When I first saw you...
I already liked you..."


I thought it was just a dream
I pinched myself hard then,
Ouch! This is real...
I'm so happy now that I know...


I like you...
You like me...
We like each other so...
Do you think there's an "US"?




Romantic's Suicide
Four years i courted you
Now I ask you this
"Can you be mine?"
"NO!" goosebumps took over


"NO!" the most dreaded word
My worst nightmare
My love why is this?
You found a better one than me


Problems piled up
Nothing to do but wish to die
I close my eyes
I got a knife


I pointed it at my heart
Stabbed myself to death..
Blood dropped..
blood gushed out..


Time stops
Everything goes black
Moans, groans and cries i hear
"Goodbye my love!"




Sa Huling Oras

Kay lamig ng simoy ng hangin
At aking naaalala ang pagsasama natin
Sa tawa at iyak, lungkot at saya
Ikay kasakasama kahit san man magpunta


Nang aking aamining ika'y aking mahal
Ika'y dahandahang lumisan sa aking pagmamahal
Bakit kay sakit ng iyong paglisan
Tila ako'y binaril sa aking munting puso


Napagisipan kong magpakamatay
Para matapos na ang aking buhay
Para ako'y wala nang mahalin pa
Dahil ika'y minamahal pa


Sa huling lagok ng aking hininga
Aking dinarasal na sana'y ikay magpakita
Sana'y masabi ko sayo ang aking nararamdaman
Na ako'y masaya kung ika'y may iba nang minamahal


Sana'y mahalin mo siya ng lubos
At huwag siyang paglaruan ng lubos
Siya na sana ang iyong napiling mahalin
Para ikaw at ako'y lumigaya na sa tingin


Nais kong makita ang iyong mukha
Mukha na kay ganda tila isang santa
Nais kong mahaplos ang iyong mga kamay
Para ako'y masayang mamamatay


Sa aking libing nais kong makita ka
Masaya't hindi umiiyak dahil saking pagkawala
Sapagkat ngayong kapiling ko na
Ang ating tagapaglikha


Aking tatanungin kung maaari ba
Ako'y maging iyong anghel
Sapagkat ayokong ikaw ay makitang malungkot
At nais kong makapiling ka pa ng matagal


...so ayan kung gusto nyo pa makabasa ng iba ko pang poems... pls visit evolution-rests.alone.at... thnx and please feel free to add some comments...�
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Friday,Mar 26 2004, 11:24:00 AMwala lang....� ei there... wat a super hot...

wala lang....�
ei there... wat a super hot summer day... been doin nothin actually... sleep, breathe, eat, breathe, take a dump, brethe, take a piss, breathe, read a book, breathe... actually that's all we do.... so boring... but cool enough... hehehe... aircon...�

and please visit my home page evolution-rests

anyway... not much to say... just read and comments please...�

Why?

Is there a reason why you left?
Please tell me now that I'm ready for death
To lose you was the hardest thing for me
You are the one I loved from eternity


Why don't you tell me the reason why
I'm begging you to please tell me why
If you don't love me anymore
I can't do anything anymore


I know that from the start
I never really owned your heart
I saw you sitting there with him
I felt this urge to curse him


But something else was hindering me
I remembered you are there
I ran back home thinking what to do
I thought of killing myself will do


I looked for something to drink
And drank it up upon a sink
I got a knife and slashed my pulse
For I don't want to be saved anymore


Before I made that suicide
There was a letter I wrote
When you came home
You saw me there by the letter I wrote


You are shocked to see me
Lying on the floor with a knife
You saw the letter and got it
You opened it and softly read it


"at my funeral please don't cry,
just tell me the reason why,
you tricked me into believing
that you loved me from the beginning"


So here I am sitting
I am right here waiting
For that answer to my question
"why, what's the reason?"

-Leopoldo Ricardo N. Ba�ares III
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Thursday,Mar 25 2004, 04:59:00 PMwhat a boring summer...[IMAGE] nothing to do.

what a boring summer... nothing to do... sit down, watch tv, surf the net... etc... so boring.. wanna play badminton but i have no one to play with... so bored as in... just what joey and ziggy(http://www.xanga.com/Ziggy_me ) said SBD... wanna know what that means.. ask joey ang zig... hehehe...�

badminton's a fad this summer really... many courts have been built up... just like kris aquino said: "parang mga kabuteng nagsusulputan..."... wahehehe... parang nga talagang kabute... tapos ung mga ware houses din ginagawa nilang courts... grabe n talaga ang badminton... i think this will be the fad the whole year... hehehe... except for Ragnarok haha...�

ok.... gtg... byeeeeeeeee...�

below is a poem i wrote.. like a tribute to teachers...�

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