http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust Wed, 11 Nov 2009 16:31 EST Wed, 11 Nov 2009 16:31 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1938807 so, today was nice, even though i was doing colonoscopy's lol.. earlier today it was so damn foggy you couldnt see more than 3 feet in front of your car, and at 70 mph.. well thats interesting.. *everything's fine* *OMG CAR* *whew everything's fine* *TREE!!!!* *ok everything's fine*... kinda 2 hours of that.. lol but now its all nice and sunny, a wonderful fall day.. (my favorite season!) hehe.. almost done with externship as well.. wish me luck! haha :P Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1938807 Wed, 28 Oct 2009 13:10 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1938314 well im coming to the end of my schooling.. it feels good to be honest.. next is landing a nice job.. i hope it goes smoothly.. earlier in the month, and the last few months.. i've been very stressed.. but lately i've addopted a new attitude.. stress dosent really help anything.. so now im going back to my usual "non-stress" lifestyle.. exactly what i had before my externships began.. :) i've also learned to enjoy the little things.. you just have to love the little things in life you know?.. makes everything seem so much better.. :D anywho, all for now, going to start writing in this again.. came to my attention that people may actually read this stuff :O hehe.. so starting it up again cheers :) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1938314 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 12:51 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1924339 So got back from a huge spinal case at the hospital.. its really fun to do surgeries.. i'm just happy after all the schooling it really is something i like.. things are going well also, had some interest from a couple surgeons now.. so seems getting hired won't be hard at all! :P anywho, bit of an update really.. haha.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1924339 Thu, 20 Aug 2009 18:34 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1916932 How are things everyone?... i've not been on as much as i used too.. hope everyone is surviving out there in the wasteland :P Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1916932 Tue, 14 Jul 2009 18:35 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1908895 <a href="http://my.barackobama.com/page/content/standwithsotomayor/" target=_blank><img src="http://www.barackobama.com/images/sotomayor/sotomayor1.jpg" width="150" height="200" title="I stand with Judge Sotomayor" /></a> I hope she gets the position. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1908895 Thu, 04 Jun 2009 13:15 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1902160 I swear even since i was little.. i was always so interested in old things.. old cars, old houses, old movies.. 1920's 1930's.. and even now i find myself listening to late 20's early 30's music.. and i feel like i was there.. i feel like i was seriously there.. like i can almost recall things.. but that makes no sense yea?.. i wasnt alive then.. maybe i can do it because of the movies, and music.. the weirdest thing is i have a certain smell that triggers it as well.. makes me almost recall a 1930's chicago.. with the 2 cylinder chevy's and essex sedans putting down the road.. smoke in the air.. i swear i feel like i was there.. i cant understand it.. i feel its driving me to own an old car though.. i find myself spending a lot of time looking at late 20's early 30's cars on ebay and over the net.. anyway.. just thought i'd mention it.. baby i hope you dont mind me blowing around 6 grand someday on a nice old car for us to ride around in hehe.. <3 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1902160 Tue, 05 May 2009 01:44 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1899624 Most of the time it was probably real bad being stuck down in a dungeon. But some days, when there was a bad storm outside, you'd look out your little window and think, "Boy, I'm glad I'm not out in that." Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1899624 Fri, 24 Apr 2009 22:09 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1898507 Is there anything more beautiful than a beautiful, beautiful flamingo, flying across in front of a beautiful sunset? And he's carrying a beautiful rose in his beak, and also he's carrying a very beautiful painting with his feet. And also, you're drunk. - jack handey Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1898507 Mon, 20 Apr 2009 00:14 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1897190 Sometimes I think you have to march right in and demand your rights, even if you don't know what your rights are, or who the person is you're talking to. Then on the way out, slam the door. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1897190 Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:01 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1888599 It's so sunny today.. finally some nice weather.. Me and gizzy (the cat) have been outside all day.. listening to birds and such.. really is nice.. yay for spring, its on the way :D Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1888599 Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1888128 Well, I still have nothing new to add really. &nbsp;Im waiting on my school to call me in for Externship so I can go and work at a hospital as a Surgical Technologist. &nbsp;So while im waiting... all im doing is being anxious.. waiting for that phone call :P Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1888128 Fri, 13 Mar 2009 18:21 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1875459 Wow.. zorpia has really changed.. its so.. commercialized.. celebrities on the cover talking about songs and stuff.. when I joined it was a small click of people who became friends instantly.. I suppose change is good though.. so i'll try to get back into the swing of things.. I met my g/f and love of my life on this website.. it just looks nothing like what i remembered though.. hmm.. oh well Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1875459 Sat, 24 Jan 2009 13:52 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1767431 Its horribly cold today.. and i miss amaryllis.. she has to work hard today.. poor thing :( Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1767431 Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:26 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1767088 I am with amaryllis now, and i feel like i've waited a lifetime for it.. she is amazing.. i've never felt happier in my life, and i know we are meant to be together FOREVER! hehe, and honestly, i just feel like all the good karma i've ever had in life has been given back to me in the form of a true soulmate known as amaryllis.. she is amazing.. and im just paralized with love.. its wonderful hehe :) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1767088 Sun, 20 Jan 2008 19:56 EST http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1604166 I have a growing problem.. but i can not fix it.. because its not in my power.. the decisions are held by someone else.. so all i can do.. is try my ass off to move forward.. to move on.. to forget what i can not forget.. to ignore what i can not ignore.. i have to try.. i have to put out the effort.. because im getting to a point where i dont think anything is worth it anymore.. i cant help her.. not when she calls and asks for relationship advice.. how the hell can i give advice?.. wasnt i the one that &quot;ruined&quot; us?.. why would ugh.. why would i want to say anything except &quot;DUMP HER GO OUT WITH ME AGAIN.&quot; but it will not happen, 1, i will not say that. 2, if i did say that, it would make a fight. 3, she is happier with her than she was with me. so thats that.. i'd say &quot;the end&quot; but i bet you money the next 40 fucking journals i write will still be about her lol! woo, im pathetic ;) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vaiolust/journal/1604166 Tue, 24 Oct 2006 22:11 EST