http://www.zorpia.com/vicozzio Sun, 27 Jul 2008 00:49 EDT Sun, 27 Jul 2008 00:49 EDT Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/vicozzio/journal/1750268 <font size="3" face="arial,helvetica,sans-serif">Dark... Cold... Desolate...<br />I look to my right... empty!<br />I look to my left... nothing!<br />How very small I am, in this darkness...<br />How very meaningless my life was...<br /><br />I drop myself to the ground,<br />gazing to the most far places deep in the darkness,<br />I feel nothing...<br />I don't have any power to  live my life...<br />I've lost hope...<br /><br />I close my eyes,<br />and imagine how beautiful ray of light was...<br />and imagine how warm to be in the shower of sunshine...<br />and imagine how lively life was...<br />and in those imagine... I'm afraid to open my eyes<br />I don't want to loose this feeling anymore,<br />It's really hard to live alone in this world...<br /><br />Should I close my eyes forever?<br />Should I just disappear from this world?<br />No one will notice, If I'm gone, right?<br /><br />I hate my life, I wanna die...<br /><br />BUT, there's such a warm feeling approach me...<br />I open my eyes slowly,<br />I see a glimpse of hope...<br />I see a ray of light!<br /><br />I stand up quickly, and run toward that light!<br />I run... and run... and run...<br />when I reach that light, I see a beautiful creature<br />standing in that light... so fine...<br />It gives me the most precious thing, I've longing for...<br />A friendly smile and a warm look!<br /><br />When I look into those eyes,<br />my heart filled with overjoy!<br />Thank you God, for creating this beautiful creature...<br />This creature is my light of hope!</font> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/vicozzio/journal/1750268 Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:27 EDT