Dark... Cold... Desolate...
I look to my right... empty!
I look to my left... nothing!
How very small I am, in this darkness...
How very meaningless my life was...

I drop myself to the ground,
gazing to the most far places deep in the darkness,
I feel nothing...
I don't have any power to  live my life...
I've lost hope...

I close my eyes,
and imagine how beautiful ray of light was...
and imagine how warm to be in the shower of sunshine...
and imagine how lively life was...
and in those imagine... I'm afraid to open my eyes
I don't want to loose this feeling anymore,
It's really hard to live alone in this world...

Should I close my eyes forever?
Should I just disappear from this world?
No one will notice, If I'm gone, right?

I hate my life, I wanna die...

BUT, there's such a warm feeling approach me...
I open my eyes slowly,
I see a glimpse of hope...
I see a ray of light!

I stand up quickly, and run toward that light!
I run... and run... and run...
when I reach that light, I see a beautiful creature
standing in that light... so fine...
It gives me the most precious thing, I've longing for...
A friendly smile and a warm look!

When I look into those eyes,
my heart filled with overjoy!
Thank you God, for creating this beautiful creature...
This creature is my light of hope!