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Sunday,Jul 27 2003, 03:49:00 AMdaMn dulAn wiF my motHer sia.. de tiNks shE...

daMn dulAn wiF my motHer sia.. de tiNks shE saE daMn insuLtin n veRi de loOk dOwn on mi lo.. kAoz.. onLi noE hOw 2 saE mi deN duNo how 2 saE hEr oWn son lo.. hE deN iS de 1 hu aLwAys uSe de cOm 4 vEri veRi de loNg n machiAm lyk nobody buSineSs de.. n hE reAl rude de gO oUt no neEd saE de n hSe lyk hotEl liddAt de.. wAn cUm baCk wAt tiMe deN wAt tiMe.. de cOm lyk iS hiS uSe nOn-stOp de.. deN shE gO saE mi til machiAm lyk i tt tiMe vEri loOse de gal lo.. wheRe god motHer liddAt saE de daUgHter de sia.. duN feEl lyk wRitiN wAt shE saE lo.. deN loOk dOwn on mi til saE i kaNot maKe it 2 sEc 4 de.. n saE i nv stUdi at alL bUy boOks 4 wAt.. i god lo.. juz tt no hw aSk mi dO wAt sia.. deN heR sOn beSt lehz.. nv evEn toUch til de nv saE hiM at alL.. kAoz.. daMn biAsed sia.. duNo y i haF suCh a motHer lo.. if i weRe 2 rUn awAe fRm hoMe 1 of thEse daEs deN iS sHe fOrCe mi de ba.. ntz my fAult de lo..

Saturday,Jul 26 2003, 01:57:00 PMheEz.. sO hAppi sia.. hE cUm tOk 2 mi lo.....

heEz.. sO hAppi sia.. hE cUm tOk 2 mi lo.. bUt lyk aBt fEw sentEnces nia ba.. nvm la cOz at leAst hE gOd tOk 2 mi kaN leR.. mi vEri de hAppi leR.. fiNalLy kaN updatE mi weBby de piCs leR.. gOin 2 put alL de nEw piCs in latEr ba.. wAn 2 aSk hiM tiNks de lo bUt i duN daRe.. haiz.. realLi wOndEr hu iS hE wAitiN nOw lo..

Saturday,Jul 26 2003, 05:51:00 AMhmMm.. yeSt cUm baCk deN nO tiMe 2 bLog n i...

hmMm.. yeSt cUm baCk deN nO tiMe 2 bLog n i daMn tiRed lo.. haF gUidEs in de morNin deN i gEt enRol lo.. heEz.. plAy gaMes lo n iS bOrin de la bUt quite fUn too ba.. deN siNg sOngs n maKe uS lyk so stUpid sia.. realLi fEel lyk kilLin tt alicia sia.. sHe hOr.. haiz.. nOw ntz PL leR deN tiNk iS tt hayati be lo.. yiKes.. finiSh leR deN cUm hoMe strAight cOz goiN oUt wiF sAmaNtHa wAt.. shE calL mi gO heR chUrch wiF hEr lo.. meEt heR deN pEi heR gO hEr cHurCh deRe lo.. deY haVin 'fEar faCtOr' lo.. hmMm.. quite fUn la.. deN mi haF 2 driNk de vEri de spiCy de soUp lo.. luCky iS mi n ntz sAmaNthA lo.. cOz i driNk kAn la but shE suRe kaNot de.. aftEr tt wE go TM cOz haF 2 heLp fayE colLeCt heR hp lo.. deN wE gO maKan n shE aSk heR fatHer 2 cUm cOz shE wAn bUy cd lo.. deN latEr gO hoMe..

Friday,Jul 25 2003, 03:54:00 PMduRin matHs 2daE hOr suddEnly sUm1 de hp...

duRin matHs 2daE hOr suddEnly sUm1 de hp riNg lo deN iS swEn de la.. cHer stOp leSson n do spOt cheCk but nv chEck til lo.. deN hE saE gOin to telL discipLiNe mAstEr n cUm cHeck la sO wE alL lyk tRy keEp heRe n deRe lo.. hmMm.. mi n fayE kEep at de bRa deRe.. =x ntz 1 nia heLp ppLe keEp toO la.. bUt luCky in de eNd nv chEck lo.. hEng sia.. haha.. engliSh chEr calL uS ritE cOmpo wAt deN i choOse n ritE aBt 'tHe saddeSt dAy in my liFe' de lo.. haiz.. iS aBt wAt happEn betwEen mi n hiM de ba.. aftEr skoOl i pEi fayE gO hoMe taKe hEr de receipt lo cOz shE goin 2 taKe hEr foNe baCk fRm nokia caRe wAt.. bUt hOr.. cUm baCk heRe taKe de foNe de pErsOn saE ntz reAdy yEt.. kAoz.. eugEne cUm pEi uS oSo wAt n hE wAn watCh 2 faSt 2 furiOus sO wE pei hiM watCh lo.. niCe la n de cArs sO veRi de coOl sia.. tiNkin tt if mi n hiM stilL 2getHer n hE suRe wilL wAn watCh de n wilL luRve it de lo.. hE suRe luRve alL de cArs de lo.. cUm hoMe aftEr tt lo..

realLi vEri de ntz hAppi 2daE ba.. reaCh skOol quite eaRli sO go 2 klaSs tt tiMe sAmaNtHa sOkpiNg n fayE stilL insidE deRe la.. deN deY tOkin aBt wAt drEaMs deY had n blAhx3 n i juz sit deRe liStEn ba.. dUn feEl lyk tOkin lo n vEri de sAd la.. haiz.. cRy mysElf 2 sLep yeSt nitE cOz of hiS mSn niCk lo.. sObz.. fayE aSk mi tO dUn waSte mi tiMe wAit 4 hiM lo.. n saE it's ntz wortH it la.. bUt haiz.. i realLi kaNot 4gEt hiM de la.. nvm nO mattEr wAt i stilL wilL wAit de ba cOz of wAt adAm kHoo saE tt wE muz haF beliEf deN tiNks tt wE waN wilL be oUrs 1daE de lo.. haha.. ratHer stUpid ba bUt realLi hOpe it's trUe n realLi wilL hAppEn de..

Thursday,Jul 24 2003, 08:05:00 AMritE aBt de cOmpo 4 eNgliSh 'tHe sAddEst dAy...

ritE aBt de cOmpo 4 eNgliSh 'tHe sAddEst dAy in my liFe' lo.. hmMm.. ritE aBt hE breAk up wiF mi n aBt i loSt mi de cloSe sistEr hu i iS refErin 2 aS sAmaNtHa la.. onLi fAye n seReNe noE hu i tOkin aBt ba.. realLi vEri veRi de sAd lo.. in matHs shE keNa scoLded by cHer 2daE wAt n haF 2 ritE liNes lo sO i giF hEr foOlscap papEr lo.. deN i tiNk leR lyk i vEri de stUpid sia cOz tt tiMe i neEd graph pAper n i dUn haF wAt n 2 tiNk tt i so stUpid aS 2 tiNk tt sHe wilL taKe 4 mi lo.. haiz.. deN 2daE i heLp hEr keEp heR hp wAt cOz scaRed haF spOt cheCk lo.. telL heR heLp hEr keEp leR n iS keEp at mi de brA deRe la deN shE telL mi wAt gO loCker nOw n pUt but duN haF toO lo.. i saE nO neEd sHe lyk y?? n u juz gO loCker pUt nOw la.. haiz.. heArd leR sad sia n duNo y i stilL wilL gO caRe so muCh aBt heR n heLp hEr 2 tiS extEnd sia.. stUpid mi.. hatE myseLf lotSa.. fiNalLy sHe mSg mi sia.. loNg tiMe wE realLi nO tOk leR n vEri glad tt shE stilL lyk haF a littLe of de cOnceRn 4 mi ba..