Friday,Sep 5 2008, 02:21:05 PMVERY SAD...

NOT HAPPY TODAY...

VERY DISSAPPOINTED

VERY UPSET..

TOO MUCH PRESSURE..

I LOVE ZORPIA .. AS PPL DONT VISIT MY PRO FILE.. .. 

THIS IS THE BEST PLACE TO GIVING OUT MY PRESSURES..

As im growing up .. i got to know more of my parents.  as i know more n more... i feel more and more scared... 

i know my farther and my grandma are expecting me to much .. they dont know that they keep giving me pressure.  im only 22 , im trying to keep you guys happy so that i do not want they to know that i have failed. coz they cannot change the fact . but i dont understand why the keep pressing me to tell out the fact even they have more than 100 percent sure that i have failed. 

my grandma  force me to call her, she text my family saying that she thinks im failed

so what!! what the fuck... why i have to pass? why i have to study well ?? only for your face .. or ur only expectation. i am just a little girl who wants families support and wants families could share my sadness my happiness.. !!! but why !!! you only accept to share my happiness.. you think u r very upset about me .. yes . .. i am not feeling better than u!

i know i hav to work harder... becoz u will never ever help me in my future.. u will only give me pressure..when i get a high award.. u never encourage me .. u feel happy u feel proud of me....but  you dont share the happy with me ... u share it with other ppl who r not important at ALL!!

when i feel very lost .. i hope my family could support me  could tell me what to do is the best way ..  but u never.. u said to me .. u dont know ..u shouldnt know .. u bleim on me as u think i should not ask u about it . whom do u think will help me ?? do u think others r reliable ? 

i now face  visa problem .. i may cannot graduate... i m sad sad sad..

my father wants to have a deep conversation with me ... but he said hes very upset . . he said i have to take responsibility for my grandparents as she cried becoz of me

do u ever knw i cried becoz of her for so many times .. u dont give grandparents pressure..

grand ma gives me presssure and u  and u  uuuu 

Im not happy  not happy 

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Saturday,Apr 19 2008, 03:26:26 AM紫荆阿紫荆~

又要考试了。。要毕业了！！为什么我现在完全看不进书。。。

今天小neil回来了。。想死我了以为他回去以后不理我了，还好是我手机发回去的短信他收不到。。。

我想那个rdk的米粉了，今天礼拜五，一定有很多人在那里。。。唉。。。肯定吃不到的。。。 ...

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Thursday,Feb 21 2008, 10:23:08 PM傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂 ...

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