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xiaoqiang87's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87 Wed, 30 Dec 2009 02:02 EST Wed, 30 Dec 2009 02:02 EST Zorpia.com long time no see.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1577022 long din update my zorpia le.. now i prefer blogspot more.. haha.. blogspot is better.. i can put music.. put tag board.. more blogskins t change and stuff.. i love blogspot.. :) have to d my SDL le.. more updates in my blogspot.. :) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1577022 Thu, 17 Aug 2006 02:37 EST my bro's progress http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1313505 well.. just wanna update you guys regarding my bro's progress before i go for my lecture... <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />well..reached CGH with my sis at 8.. heex.. after visiting hours.. but i dun care..<img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> i just went in.. my bro is confirm having dengue.. his platelet count was reduced to 16000 ytd..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> had to udergo platelet transfusion ytd night.. he needs to be transfused with 2 packs of platelet.. well.. just hope that his platelet count will increase after the transfusion.. overall.. he's still quite ok.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />his whole body is flashed.. not much appetite.. but dun worry.. he still can joke with me ytd.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" />aughing out loud, jumping ard @ 1150, 120805<img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1313505 Thu, 11 Aug 2005 22:51 EST faith http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1312999 faith.. that's what i need now..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />one thing.. pple ard me.. one by one.. fall sick..<img src="../smi/15.gif" border="0" /> first is my cell grp leader.. second is wei ze.. thirdly, is hui juan.. fouthly is jo.. and now.. my bro.. really hope that it can just stop here.. luckily.. my cell grp leader and wei ze have recover le.. <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />now, hui juan is still in hospital bcoz of dengue.. luckily she still got her boyfren to pei her.. so xin fu.. so sweet.. <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" />next is jo... if you guys have seen her journal, you guys should now wat happen to her..<img src="../smi/36.gif" border="0" /> ya.. good thing is that she have already recover.. ytd, while im still in sch for the SHS celebreation<img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" />, my sis suddenly msg me.. telling me that my younger was being admitted into hospital becoz of low platelet count.. <img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/30.jpg" border="0" />he have been sick for a few days le.. went to see the doc twice.. he told the second doc on fri that he's have pain in his stomach.. den the doc said that his stomach is having flu?!?!?<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> <img src="../smi/12.gif" border="0" />and ytd he went to the polyclinic to see doc in the afternoon.. when it's my bro's turn, the doc and nurses inside are like having 'battle'.. <img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" /><img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" />coz my bro's platelet count is really very low.. normally is 50000 to 80000 (haha.. just have dr maroon's lecture just now..<img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" /> he just mention it.. that's y i can rem..<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" />), but my bro is only 29000..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> the doc have to put him on normal saline immediately.. and have to send to hospital by ambulance..<img src="../smi/30.jpg" border="0" /> my mum was requesting to send my bro there by taxi.. but the doc say that it's really very urgent, so have to go there by ambulance.. at first my mum ask the doc to send my bro to SGH.. but the doc say muz go some where that is nearer, so they send him to CGH.. haix.. well, right now he's in B1 class.. at first i heard that, i was like.. wow..<img src="../smi/34.jpg" border="0" /> 'good life' ah.. why din go C class? i mean the fee is much cheaper.. but my dad told me that foreigners have to stay in B1 class and above.. just hope that he can be discharged earlier so that my dad dun have to spend much money.. and of coz, my bro have to recover first lah.. the worse thing is that, my bro is having 'o' level eng oral this fri..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> how is he going to take? <img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" />really have to pray for him..next thing that really spoil my day is.. i just lose a job..<img src="../smi/09.gif" border="0" /> <img src="../smi/09.gif" border="0" />a job that i really want.. i can have the chance to run ard all the singapore shopping malls.. but i've lose it... i haven even start to work yet.. suppose to start work this sat de.. i keep on calling the person in charge to confirm my working hours.. and i've already confirm le lor.. den the person suddenly msg me.. telling me that they can't employ me.. coz im holding a student pass.. haix.. really make me happy for nothing.. haix.. really muz pray that i'll be able to find a job asap.. but it's really hard to look for a part time job that is willing to employ students that is holding a student pass.. haix.. but now, i've already think thru everything.. i believe that's wat God wants me to go thru bah.. after i noe that my bro is being admitted, i really feel like crying out.. <img src="../smi/09.gif" border="0" />this is the first time i realised that i actually love and cares abt my bro.. actually the relationship bet. my bro and me isn't that good for a abt two years le.. we kept having quarrels.. ytd is the first time i help him to cut his finger nails (he's having cannula at is right ante-cubital fossa.. that's why he can't cut himself.. and my mum scare that he will scatch himself and bleed, that's why i have to help him..) i believe God is helping me to draw closer to my bro.. allow me to make use of this time to noe him more and to change the relationship bet. the both of us.. next, is my job.. the working hours that i 'originally' got, will definitely affect my personal life.. the job requires me to work on sat and sun, whole day.. this also means that i can't go for my cell grp meeting and sometimes, i can't even go for my church service.. i believe God just want me to spend more time with Him.. i believe God is blessing me with another job that will not affect my time i spend with God.. just like wat jo have told me just now.. 'God will give me another job that will prosper me and not hinder me..'.. i believe God is going to give me a part time job that will not affect my studies and my commitments to Him.. <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />i believe God will give me His blessings at the right time, maybe now is still not the time yet.. <img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" />at the same time, i will still con't to look for another part time job and pray..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" />let's have some fun now..<img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />NR0424 IS THE MOST HAPPENING AND UNITED CLASS EVER IN NYP NURSING COURSE<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />see that? just wanna share with you guys abt our class performance ytd in the SHS national day cum nurses' day celebration.. our very own SHS Idol is out.. in fact, she's gonna be our future Singapore Idol.. She's IZYAN..<img src="../smi/38.gif" border="0" /> let me repeat her name just in case you guys missed that just now..she's IZYAN..<img src="../smi/49.gif" border="0" /> for those of you who dun noe abt her, better make frenz with her right now.. coz.. she's gonna be famous one day.. those of you who dun have her signature better get it now.. if nt in future, you guys have to queue up for her signature.. heex.. just joking.. but i tell you guys.. the song that is sang by her yesterday is really nice.. Nice.. NIce..<img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> NICe.. NICE..<img src="../smi/38.gif" border="0" /> 'end of me'.. that's the song that she sang ytd.. and she won the talent time.. somemore she's the first..<img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> next, the fancy dress thingy.. our class won the second runner up.. <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />GOOD JOB.. out of three awards given, our class won the two of them.. WELL DONE, NR 0424!!!<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />note.. ytd, our singapore idol wanna be cum future singapore idol, jian hao actually have the chance to be famous in SHS, but he din grab the chance.. haix.. those of you who were there ytd should noe wat happen.. as for the rest, you guys will have to ask him wat happen.. i shall not reveal much detail here...sorry for the long journal.. that's the longest journal i've even wrote.. sorry.. im not sure whether you guys will finish the whole journal or just close the file.. i dun noe.. but sorry.. just bear with me..<img src="../smi/34.jpg" border="0" />laughing out loud, jumping ard @ 1722, 110805<img src="../smi/34.jpg" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1312999 Thu, 11 Aug 2005 04:47 EST *phew* http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1305149 *phew*.. just finish my 2079 ICA..<img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" /> really must thanks God.. <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />we manage to 'produce' one presentation in less than 24 hours.. <img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" />*phew*..<img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" /> for those of you who were with me in ep ytd should noe what's happening lah.. well.. me, yung hwui and izyan were very pissed off with the lecturer ytd..<img src="../smi/32.jpg" border="0" /> haha.. but anyway, we change our entire presentation... and the comment that the lecturer give us also not bad lah..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> as for the lecturer's suggestion, she suggest that we should have more class activity.. but wat activity we can have?<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> isolate our classmate?<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> or go and make frenz with the 'outcasts'?<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> hmmm.. still can't think of any..<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> anyway.. our group did a good job..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />to all my group members.. esp yung hwui..who stay up late <img src="../smi/33.jpg" border="0" />to type out the presentation slides..<img src="../smi/25.gif" border="0" /> thank you, yung hwui.. <img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" />we all have tried our best.. and we all did a good job<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />.. all the hard work are worth it man.. jia you.. to all those who are in ep with me ytd.. hey guys.. thanks for staying back to help me look for research journal ytd.. you guys really help me a lot.. a big THANK YOU to you guys.. <img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> last but not least.. i muz really thanks God for His blessings.. He blessed my group thruout the whole presentation.. He kept me calm during the presentation.. with God's blessing, my group is able to finish the whole presentation in such a short peroid of time.. Praise God...<img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" /> the whole presentation went on smoothly.. too bad there's no cell group this week..<img src="../smi/06.gif" border="0" /> if not, im going to share this testimony with my fellow cell group members..sorry my frenz.. sorry if i had show you guys 'black' face this few days.. i was really tired this few days.. <img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" />din manage to catch much sleep this few days..<img src="../smi/33.jpg" border="0" /> the day before ytd, i only manage to sleep for 30 mins.. actually i was really tired that night.. <img src="../smi/25.gif" border="0" />but dun noe why, as i copy those bio notes from char's book, i become more amd more awake.. i expected that i'll fall asleep halfway.. heex.. well last night i really cannot tahan le.. while im looking for some impt points in the research journal, i fell asleep..<img src="../smi/25.gif" border="0" /> luckily there's no saliva on those papers.. just joking..<img src="../smi/28.jpg" border="0" /> and also, those stress, that's why i got this 'blackie' face this few days.. haix.. all of my frenz are getting so stress.. <img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" />all the ICA and stuffs.. let's just jia you lah.. <img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />God bless you guys!!<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />going crazy on 5/8/05, 1652   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1305149 Fri, 05 Aug 2005 04:08 EST praise God http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1286173 just wanna share my testimonial with you guys.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />let me start from fri.. me only left with $3.05 in my wallet for the rest of the weeks..<img src="../smi/06.gif" border="0" /> b4 i sleep.. i pray.. pray that i'll be able to get my attachment money by this week (which is last week).. the next day, i went to jo's place to help her with the class assignment thingy.. we went to ntuc to buy our lunch first.. i used my leftover money to buy a packet of biscuit which cost $2.40.. after we paid the money, i only left with 60 cents in my wallet..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> den jo say that she's going to check her bank acc.. so i check with her.. and here comes the miracle.. I GOT MY ATTACHMENT MONEY!!<img src="../smi/06.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" /> <img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /><img src="../smi/29.jpg" border="0" />the hospital already deposit the money into my acc.. i was like.. WOW.. Praise God.. <img src="../smi/23.gif" border="0" />yeah.. ask and you shall be given..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />next.. on sun.. i went to my church's newcomers' tea.. i actually saw one of my sec sch junior and my sec sch teacher..<img src="../smi/03.gif" border="0" /> esp. my sec sch teacher.. he used to be my pe teacher and also my student council teacher in charge.. and he actually still rem my name.. he also rem my sis.. (he used to teach my sis pe too..) not only that, he also rem that he used to scold me until i cried.. <img src="../smi/48.gif" border="0" />( i still can rem  he scold me 'hypocrite'..) i was quite afraid of him in my sec sch days.. being a councillor, we always kenna his scoldings and he always ask us to do 'push ups'..<img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" /> but in church, he's totally a different person.. he's a cell group leader (i din noe abt it until yesterday..) in the church.. he become a friendly person.. he's so proud of us (total there are 4 pple from the same sec sch, all councillors and we all noe one another.. like having reunion sia.. heex..) that he go ard and introduce us to his frenz.. <img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" />all of us feel so paiseh..<img src="../smi/28.jpg" border="0" /> and he's very passionate to get all the councillors being save..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> my impression on him change totally since yesterday.. suddenly, i miss my sec sch days..<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> btw, thanks for all the concerns.. im ok already.. dun worry.. i believed the devils <img src="../smi/14.gif" border="0" />are trying to use the opportunity to destroy my relationship with my frenz.. coz i pledged for my church's building fund.. that's y the devils are trying ways to destroy our my church's goal..<img src="../smi/14.gif" border="0" /> just like wat's happening nowadays.. a lot of pple in my cell group fall sick.. <img src="../smi/15.gif" border="0" />include my cell group leader.. not only that.. there are prosecutions, pple backslide etc.. but no matter how the devils are going to do, we are not going to let them success.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />in fact, we will grow stronger and stronger!!!<img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1286173 Mon, 25 Jul 2005 06:51 EST frustrated!!! http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1281203 just finish my 2081 tut.. get so damn frustrated with the class..<img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" /> nobody care abt the 2034 neonatal assignment.. we just get to noe last min that we have to hand up the work on mon 9am..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> and nobody even care to ask how are we going to do it.. wat the heck!! <img src="../smi/12.gif" border="0" />except for char, yung hwui and gen.. who still bother to discuss how are we going to do it as a class.. told izyan and jian hao abt our plan.. ask jian hao to pass the msg to the whole class.. but wat he told me.. he say he's going to MSG all the subgroup leader!!! hello.. must as well he announce to the whole class at that point of time.. den we can have our subgroup meeting since we have straight 4 hours break.. in the end.. he did pass the msg.. but he din pass it properly.. another heck care fellow!!! <img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" />later i ask amanda for a meeting later.. she told me that it's for the 5 groups..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/12.gif" border="0" /> hello.. din i told jian hao that we are going to do it in 4 groups?!?!? is it a communication prob or he just think that it's not impt?<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> i told amanda that we are going to do it in 4 grps.. and how amanda ans me.. "ask the leader".. wat the fish!!! (im sorry to scold this word.. but im damn angry with the way how jian hao pass the msg!!) it's obvious that not everyone in the class noe abt the new plan for this assignment.. it's obvious that there's communication prob... just dun understand.. is it so difficult to just announce such a short msg to the class properly? <img src="../smi/21.gif" border="0" />is it so difficult to speak to the whole class?<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> since nobody is going to care abt it, since everyone (except for the few i listed above) think that it's just a non-graded assignment, wat for i still so 'desperate' to get work done? <img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" />i dun mind going for extra tutorial!! now den i noe that there's a lot of heck care fellows in our class!!! hello.. we are no longer in the heck care year 1..WE ARE IN YEAR 2 LE.. (just wanna remind those out there who still have this kind of attitude!!)<img src="../smi/12.gif" border="0" />im sorry if i've show attitude to my frenz.. just very stress with all the sch work.. <img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" />presentations one after another.. and all the heavy demands of different modules.. ARRrggghhhh<img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" /> heck care @ 220705, 1436 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1281203 Fri, 22 Jul 2005 01:35 EST stress http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1279580 now in ep with char, yi wei and li jun.. they are doing their presentation for tml 2043.. they look very serious..<img src="../smi/03.gif" border="0" /> and i think they got a lot to say for tml..<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> Stress!!! <img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" />dun noe why.. just now after the bio class, i just feel very stress.. maybe it's bcoz there'z a lot of things to learn for bio.. or maybe it's bcoz we got a lot of presentation lately.. friday got one 2043 presentation, still got 2035, 2079 presentation..<img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" /> the demand for bio is very high.. this is the first time i feel so stress for bio (excluding during examination).. the Dr Au (this is the first time i call him Dr Au in zorpia.. heex<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" />) keep on talking some impt things while we are copying.. i was like using my hands, eyes, ears at the same time.. and also dun forget abt my poor neck.. had to look up and down while copying.. and there's a lot to copy lor.. how i wish i can copy this way <img src="../smi/24.gif" border="0" /> without using my neck.. that Dr Au was flashing the slides like there nobody biz..<img src="../smi/32.jpg" border="0" /> i try to finish copy all the notes before he flash another slide, and the same time, im trying to catch wat he's talking abt.. <img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" />SSSsssoooo SStttreesssss!!! <img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" />nowadays, i feel that i really slack a lot.. i haven revise my work for 1 week le..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> my revision is still so far behind!!! i still haven start my e learning for a few modules.. arghhh..<img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" /> seriously, i think that i muz really go library, stay there for a few hours to do revision.. <img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" />i can't revise at home.. the bed is really a great temptation to me..<img src="../smi/25.gif" border="0" /> i going to get back my revision today.. let all the knowledge  'drown' in my brain juice..<img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" /> i muz really work hard.. i muz also pull jian hao and jo to study also.. the latest update on my financial status.. hmmm.. that day, i really tot that i've got my attachment money le..<img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/29.jpg" border="0" /> went to check.. the figures are still the same.<img src="../smi/28.jpg" border="0" /> make me happy for nothing.. <img src="../smi/31.jpg" border="0" />well.. was living on biscuits nowaday.. just to save money.. ya lah.. partly is bcoz i've got not enuff money for the rest of the weeks le..<img src="../smi/10.gif" border="0" /> when char they all go eat, i can come ep to do my e learning.. also have it's advantage lah.. can save money and do revision at the same time.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />and also.. thanks jo for helping me.. jo ah.. you ah.. you also got not enuff money le.. save it for your own use.. im doing fine with those money i left.. you dun have to waste your money to help me.. i noe that you are trying to help me.. but you also have 'limited' budget.. it''s for your own use.. if you really wanna help me.. then dun anyhow waste your money on me..     and also, i found that nowadays i really become jo's 'grandma' le.. <img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" />i keep on nagging at her.. asking her not to do this, not to do that.. i eally feel that i've grow older and older..<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> maybe being naggy is the price of turning 18 bah.. <img src="../smi/40.gif" border="0" />dun noe.. heck care.. 210705, 1906 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1279580 Thu, 21 Jul 2005 06:20 EST my pledge.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1273596 yesterday was a meaningful day to me..<img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" /> i start to pledge yesterday.. this pledge is for my church's building fund.. we have to raise $15.5 millions within 6 months.. our goal is to build a church that can accomodate all the church members in a market place.. somewhere in the central so that it's accessible for all the members.. i believe.. with God's blessing, City Harvest Church can definitely can reach goal..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />well.. my monthly allowance is $300.. including my bus consession.. i can't really tell you guys how much i pledge..<img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> i can only tell you guys that i only left with $3 plus for a day.. <img src="../smi/03.gif" border="0" />heex.. muz rrrreally save up.. all that i can do is just to pray.. pray that i'll be able to achieve the amt that i pledge.. by faith, by God blessing, I CAN DO IT!!! <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />of coz.. i have to plan on how im going to save up money.. here's my plan..1. try not to buy any breakfast and lunch for 1 week.. if possible, extend to 40 days.. 2. if i unable to reach my first plan, im not going to buy any lunch for 40 days.. 3. not to take taxi for 40 days.. 4. no more buying of colour pens.. 5. no more buying of tidbits for 6 months.. 6. no more buying of drinks for 6 months.. 7. refrain from buying uneccessary things for 6 months.. 8. refrain from going out with frenz.. stay in sch to do revision in the weekdays.. 9. save and deposit my pledge amt in the bank and not to bring my atm card when i go out.. well.. just went to 'splash and decker' to buy sandwich..<img src="../smi/29.jpg" border="0" /> din i suppose to save money?!?! <img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" />well.. really have to survive this 6 months by faith.. above are my plans for this 6 months to save money.. after i pledge, i really feel very excited as this is my first time to pledge and I MUZ ACHIEVE IT!! however when i go home, my mother suddenly ask me if $250 is enuff for me to spend.. i said no.. den she start to lecture me..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> <img src="../smi/24.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/25.gif" border="0" />asking me not to go out during weekends so often and blah blah blah.. i was like calculating in my mind..<img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" /> if my mum going to give me only $250 a month.. $250 including my tith, bus consession and pledge.. this means that i can only spend $2 pus everyday!!! <img src="../smi/30.jpg" border="0" />straight after my mum lecture me, i received a call.. the person who called me is a guy name elson.. last time, i did one survey for him.. it's abt saving money in the bank, den you can earn extra money.. that guy quite cute lah.. <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" />that time when i was doing the survey, we hit off quite well.. <img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" />heex.. well.. he called me to ask me whether im saving any money in my bank a not..  of coz my answer is no.. den he's like kind of chatting with me.. ask me why i din go out, ask abt my bond application (i told him that im apply for a bond when im doing the survey tat time) and stuff.. maybe he just wanna let me feel like we are frenz.. i dun noe.. maybe that's one of his strategy to attract more clients.. <img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" />dun noe.. heck care..<img src="../smi/24.gif" border="0" />yesterday, the whole day i've been thinking of money..<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> my pledge, my mum's lecture and the 'saving guy'.. dun noe.. maybe God is trying to tell me something.. but i can't figure out what He's telling me.. <img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" />maybe he just want me to find out myself bah.. dun noe.. just pray bah..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1273596 Sun, 17 Jul 2005 22:05 EST it's a special day.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1262682 3/7/2005 is a very special day to me.. not only the day is my birthday.. my church fren was baptised that day.. those photo was posted on city harvest web site.. it's was really memorable.. it's the first time i watch water baptism.. she's one of my best fren in the cell group.. here are some of the photos tat was taken that day.. <img title="My cell group.. W84.." alt="My cell group.. W84.." src="http://www.chc.org.sg/english/images/photos/050703_water_baptism/images/002.jpg" border="0" />the second person counting from left.. her name is weiling, Esther, the one who got baptised.. the second person counting from right is my cell group leader, sister sarah..there are still somemore photos.. but i've to wait for my fren to send the photos to me via e mail.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1262682 Mon, 11 Jul 2005 22:49 EST be more confident.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1255507 went to see amanda's journal.. and i've also got somethings to say to jihan..*jihan.. you are actually very pretty, pure and kind gal.. pple may look good physically, but nobody noes wat they thinking in the inside.. you are not only beautiful physically, but you are also kind in nature.. during attachment, you have already show your kindness, sweetness on your 'grandmother' in ward 46.. you even went back to hospital with nurul to visit her on our off days.. if im you, i wouldnt have gone back.. lazy.. i may not noe your pts in ward 44, but you after we off our duty, you are still worry for your pts.. sometimes even it's already 9, but bcoz of pts, you work 'overtime' without any extra pay.. not all pple may see this special side of oyu, that's why they judge you by your look.. jihan.. dun care abt how ple look at you physically, the most impt thing is wat's inside your heart.. jo and me think that you got really very beautiful eyes.. i believe a lot of us agree.. you told me that you get to noe me better during our attachment.. me too.. not only noe you better, but also i've got the privilage to see the different jihan.. the jihan who care a lot for your pt.. be more confident, jihan. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1255507 Fri, 08 Jul 2005 01:45 EST our very own prayer meeting.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1249868 hey hey... just finish our prayer meeting just now.. christ, jo, oyster, amanda and i went.. jo ask one of her frenz to join us also.. he's very good in playing guitar.. sang a few songs from city harvest church.. it's was fun lah.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />to the pple out there.. i going to be the first one to announce this news..<img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" /> <img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" />OYSTER GOT THE GIFT OF TONGUE!!!! <img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /><img height="19" src="../smi/01.gif" width="18" border="0" /><img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" /><img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" />we prayed for him... and.. he GOT it!!! <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" />hmmm... ask and you shall be given... heex.. just hope that after he receive this gift, the desire of having God into his life will get stronger and stronger..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />next week, there will be a few more joining us.. hope that God will use us to bring revival into our family, den to NYP.. and from NYP, let's bring revival to the whole of Singapore.. and get everybody saved!! <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1249868 Wed, 06 Jul 2005 02:23 EST yawnzzzz.. sch reopen le.. http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1247566 today is the second day of sch.. dun noe why..<img src="../smi/18.gif" border="0" /> i just feel that a lot of things have change.. change for the better or worse, i dun noe...<img src="../smi/24.gif" border="0" /> a lot of things have change till i think that i couldn't follow.. im left behind there.. stunned..<img src="../smi/08.gif" border="0" /> doesn't noe wat's happening.. just hope that thru our prayer gp, we can get better.. everybody reunited again.. today is only the second day of sch.. and yet, i feel so stress.. <img src="../smi/16.gif" border="0" />there's a lot of things that i dun understand.. maybe it;s bcoz they expect a lot of things from the year 2 bah.. my frenz.. like wat i say, things have changed.. i really hope that if there's anything that's in your heart, you guys can just talk it out..<img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" /> dun hide inside your heart.. if you dun wanna talk it out in front of anyhbody, write it out.. zorpia.. letter.. anything will do.. dun forget.. we are going to be together for 3 years or even longer... wat are frenz for??<img src="../smi/01.gif" border="0" />pray.. pray.. pray.. that's wat i can do.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1247566 Tue, 05 Jul 2005 01:17 EST my 'holidays' http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1185631 long long time din update my blog le.. today i esp. came back to sch to hand in my clinical diary with jian hao and chris.. finished my isp, today just started on my vtp.. hmmm.. dun noe whether is it good or bad... good thing is, i got money to take.. bad thing is.. i have to work with wei xing for 4 weeks in the same ward..today, quite a lot of unlucky things happen since i wake up.. first, i woke up late in the morning.. second thing, after i finish bathing, i drop my ear rings into the TOILET BOWL... third thing, while i was in the taxi, i realised that i din bring my admin card with me.. next, when me and wei xing went into the ward, we realised that today only two of us first day.. in the beginning, i tot that all the first day pple went to meet the lecturer or we went into the wrong ward or we went to work at the wrong time.. lata when the sis told us that we are the only two, den i was like.. wat the heck.. maybe that is just the beginning of my 'bad luck'.. 'bad luck' for working with wei xing.. well.. nothing really happen in the past one month plus.. broke up with my boyfren a few weeks ago.. my frenz noe abt the reason for break up.. and i dun want to repeat again.. i say until i very sian le.. send my scholarship application 3 weeks ago.. but still din get a reply from nhg and cgh.. really muz pray hard for me to get the bond.. went to city harvest church yesterday.. my fren ask me to go de.. it's wonderful.. the pple there are very friendly.. and the service is very lively..thinking of making that as my home church.. somemore i got frenz over there.. can join their cell group.. participate in more church activities.. heex.. think i have to go le.. the person in charge of e plaza is pushing the chairs le.. see you guys again.. bye bye.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1185631 Mon, 30 May 2005 07:35 EST well... just finish my 1034 paper.. 2 words... http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1120305 well... just finish my 1034 paper.. 2 words to describe the paper.. IT'S SUCKS!!!<img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" /> or maybe it's becoz i din really prepare much for the paper..<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" /> let me just talk abt those papers that we already finish.. 1028 paper quite ok lah.. think that it's quite easy.. 1032, those mcqs ok.. but is the saqs..<img src="../smi/27.jpg" border="0" /> the paper starts at 1230.. but i only got the saq format on 1100+.. tried to study.. but nothing goes into my mind.. maybe that's the consequences of sleeping during lectures bah..<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" /> heex.. this one still not really scare.. coz i still got mcqs to help me.. BUT.. 1034 paper.. im already prepared to take supp paper le..<img src="../smi/09.gif" border="0" /> my mind is really blank when i go in.. i only spend ard 1 hour plus to finish the paper.. fast rite? expected to take 2 hours to finish.. but the paper is just too 'easy'..<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" /> 'easy' until i finish it very fast.. for the mcqs.. im trying my best to 'guess' the ans.. now.. i can just pray that all my guessing are correct (the chances are very slim..).. really have not much confidence to pass the paper..<img src="../smi/06.gif" border="0" /> heex.. who ask me not to study.. anyway, so happy today.. coz my pri sch fren cum find me.. she's going to enroll into nyp biz sch.. so today bring her walk walk ard the sch.. actually not really walk lah.. coz me and her sit at the fj and chat for ard two hours..<img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> heex.. suppose to study for 1029, but dun noe why am i there.. heex.. anyway, jannah, jo and oyster also not studying.. oyster and jannah typing their journal and jo still doing her elective project.. heex.. had to finish typing le.. coz my pri sch fren is sitting beside me.. staring at me..<img src="../smi/30.jpg" border="0" /> just hope that tml's paper will be an easy one.. heex.. hey, you guys out there.. good luck for your last paper.. jia you.. <img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />140405.. 1418.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1120305 Wed, 13 Apr 2005 21:26 EST just finish our 1028 exam paper[IMAGE]..... http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1115410 just finish our 1028 exam paper<img src="../smi/17.gif" border="0" />.. suppose to study now, but dun noe why im here in the com lab..<img src="../smi/04.gif" border="0" />was changing the blogskin for my blogspot.. you guys can go check it out..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" /> <a href="http://yuening.blogspot.com/">http://yuening.blogspot.com</a> well.. just wanna ask you guys a question.. would you like to choose to have a relationship with lots of quarrels or would you like to have that person as a mutual fren, who share everything with you..  which one would you guys choose.. can give me some suggestions?<img src="../smi/19.gif" border="0" /> a mutual fren or your boyfren? <img src="../smi/22.gif" border="0" />good luck to my classmates for tml's paper (1032)..<img src="../smi/05.gif" border="0" />110405.. 1928.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/xiaoqiang87/journal/1115410 Mon, 11 Apr 2005 06:27 EST