Monday,Jul 25 2005, 11:51:25 AMpraise God

just wanna share my testimonial with you guys.. let me start from fri.. me only left with $3.05 in my wallet for the rest of the weeks.. b4 i sleep.. i pray.. pray that i'll be able to get my attachment money by this week (which is last week).. the next day, i went to jo's place to help her with the class assignment thingy.. we went to ntuc to buy our lunch first.. i used my leftover money to buy a packet of biscuit which cost $2.40.. after we paid the money, i only left with 60 cents in my wallet.. den jo say that she's going to check her bank acc.. so i check with her.. and here comes the miracle.. I GOT MY ATTACHMENT MONEY!! the hospital already deposit the money into my acc.. i was like.. WOW.. Praise God.. yeah.. ask and you shall be given..

next.. on sun.. i went to my church's newcomers' tea.. i actually saw one of my sec sch junior and my sec sch teacher.. esp. my sec sch teacher.. he used to be my pe teacher and also my student council teacher in charge.. and he actually still rem my name.. he also rem my sis.. (he used to teach my sis pe too..) not only that, he also rem that he used to scold me until i cried.. ( i still can rem  he scold me 'hypocrite'..) i was quite afraid of him in my sec sch days.. being a councillor, we always kenna his scoldings and he always ask us to do 'push ups'.. but in church, he's totally a different person.. he's a cell group leader (i din noe abt it until yesterday..) in the church.. he become a friendly person.. he's so proud of us (total there are 4 pple from the same sec sch, all councillors and we all noe one another.. like having reunion sia.. heex..) that he go ard and introduce us to his frenz.. all of us feel so paiseh.. and he's very passionate to get all the councillors being save.. my impression on him change totally since yesterday.. suddenly, i miss my sec sch days..

btw, thanks for all the concerns.. im ok already.. dun worry.. i believed the devils are trying to use the opportunity to destroy my relationship with my frenz.. coz i pledged for my church's building fund.. that's y the devils are trying ways to destroy our my church's goal.. just like wat's happening nowadays.. a lot of pple in my cell group fall sick.. include my cell group leader.. not only that.. there are prosecutions, pple backslide etc.. but no matter how the devils are going to do, we are not going to let them success.. in fact, we will grow stronger and stronger!!!

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Friday,Jul 22 2005, 06:35:20 AMfrustrated!!!

just finish my 2081 tut.. get so damn frustrated with the class.. nobody care abt the 2034 neonatal assignment.. we just get to noe last min that we have to hand up the work on mon 9am.. and nobody even care to ask how are we going to do it.. wat the heck!! except for char, yung hwui and gen.. who still bother to discuss how are we going to do it as a class.. told izyan and jian hao abt our plan.. ask jian hao to pass the msg to the whole class.. but wat he told me.. he say he's going to MSG all the subgroup leader!!! hello.. must as well he announce to the whole class at that point of time.. den we can have our subgroup meeting since we have straight 4 hours break.. in the end.. he did pass the msg.. but he din pass it properly.. another heck care fellow!!! later i ask amanda for a meeting later.. she told me that it's for the 5 groups.. hello.. din i told jian hao that we are going to do it in 4 groups?!?!? is it a communication prob or he just think that it's not impt? i told amanda that we are going to do it in 4 grps.. and how amanda ans me.. "ask the leader".. wat the fish!!! (im sorry to scold this word.. but im damn angry with the way how jian hao pass the msg!!) it's obvious that not everyone in the class noe abt the new plan for this assignment.. it's obvious that there's communication prob... just dun understand.. is it so difficult to just announce such a short msg to the class properly? is it so difficult to speak to the whole class? since nobody is going to care abt it, since everyone (except for the few i listed above) think that it's just a non-graded assignment, wat for i still so 'desperate' to get work done? i dun mind going for extra tutorial!! now den i noe that there's a lot of heck care fellows in our class!!! hello.. we are no longer in the heck care year 1..WE ARE IN YEAR 2 LE.. (just wanna remind those out there who still have this kind of attitude!!)

im sorry if i've show attitude to my frenz.. just very stress with all the sch work.. presentations one after another.. and all the heavy demands of different modules.. ARRrggghhhh 

heck care @ 220705, 1436

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Thursday,Jul 21 2005, 11:20:56 AMstress

now in ep with char, yi wei and li jun.. they are doing their presentation for tml 2043.. they look very serious.. and i think they got a lot to say for tml.. Stress!!! dun noe why.. just now after the bio class, i just feel very stress.. maybe it's bcoz there'z a lot of things to learn for bio.. or maybe it's bcoz we got a lot of presentation lately.. friday got one 2043 presentation, still got 2035, 2079 presentation.. the demand for bio is very high.. this is the first time i feel so stress for bio (excluding during examination).. the Dr Au (this is the first time i call him Dr Au in zorpia.. heex) keep on talking some impt things while we are copying.. i was like using my hands, eyes, ears at the same time.. and also dun forget abt my poor neck.. had to look up and down while copying.. and there's a lot to copy lor.. how i wish i can copy this way  without using my neck.. that Dr Au was flashing the slides like there nobody biz.. i try to finish copy all the notes before he flash another slide, and the same time, im trying to catch wat he's talking abt.. SSSsssoooo SStttreesssss!!!

nowadays, i feel that i really slack a lot.. i haven revise my work for 1 week le.. my revision is still so far behind!!! i still haven start my e learning for a few modules.. arghhh.. seriously, i think that i muz really go library, stay there for a few hours to do revision.. i can't revise at home.. the bed is really a great temptation to me.. i going to get back my revision today.. let all the knowledge  'drown' in my brain juice.. i muz really work hard.. i muz also pull jian hao and jo to study also..

the latest update on my financial status.. hmmm.. that day, i really tot that i've got my attachment money le.. went to check.. the figures are still the same. make me happy for nothing.. well.. was living on biscuits nowaday.. just to save money.. ya lah.. partly is bcoz i've got not enuff money for the rest of the weeks le.. when char they all go eat, i can come ep to do my e learning.. also have it's advantage lah.. can save money and do revision at the same time.. and also.. thanks jo for helping me.. jo ah.. you ah.. you also got not enuff money le.. save it for your own use.. im doing fine with those money i left.. you dun have to waste your money to help me.. i noe that you are trying to help me.. but you also have 'limited' budget.. it''s for your own use.. if you really wanna help me.. then dun anyhow waste your money on me..     

and also, i found that nowadays i really become jo's 'grandma' le.. i keep on nagging at her.. asking her not to do this, not to do that.. i eally feel that i've grow older and older.. maybe being naggy is the price of turning 18 bah..

dun noe.. heck care.. 210705, 1906

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Monday,Jul 18 2005, 03:05:24 AMmy pledge..

yesterday was a meaningful day to me.. i start to pledge yesterday.. this pledge is for my church's building fund.. we have to raise $15.5 millions within 6 months.. our goal is to build a church that can accomodate all the church members in a market place.. somewhere in the central so that it's accessible for all the members.. i believe.. with God's blessing, City Harvest Church can definitely can reach goal..

well.. my monthly allowance is $300.. including my bus consession.. i can't really tell you guys how much i pledge.. i can only tell you guys that i only left with $3 plus for a day.. heex.. muz rrrreally save up.. all that i can do is just to pray.. pray that i'll be able to achieve the amt that i pledge.. by faith, by God blessing, I CAN DO IT!!!

of coz.. i have to plan on how im going to save up money.. here's my plan..

1. try not to buy any breakfast and lunch for 1 week.. if possible, extend to 40 days.. 2. if i unable to reach my first plan, im not going to buy any lunch for 40 days.. 3. not to take taxi for 40 days.. 4. no more buying of colour pens.. 5. no more buying of tidbits for 6 months.. 6. no more buying of drinks for 6 months.. 7. refrain from buying uneccessary things for 6 months.. 8. refrain from going out with frenz.. stay in sch to do revision in the weekdays.. 9. save and deposit my pledge amt in the bank and not to bring my atm card when i go out..

well.. just went to 'splash and decker' to buy sandwich.. din i suppose to save money?!?! well.. really have to survive this 6 months by faith.. above are my plans for this 6 months to save money..

after i pledge, i really feel very excited as this is my first time to pledge and I MUZ ACHIEVE IT!! however when i go home, my mother suddenly ask me if $250 is enuff for me to spend.. i said no.. den she start to lecture me.. asking me not to go out during weekends so often and blah blah blah.. i was like calculating in my mind.. if my mum going to give me only $250 a month.. $250 including my tith, bus consession and pledge.. this means that i can only spend $2 pus everyday!!!

straight after my mum lecture me, i received a call.. the person who called me is a guy name elson.. last time, i did one survey for him.. it's abt saving money in the bank, den you can earn extra money.. that guy quite cute lah.. that time when i was doing the survey, we hit off quite well.. heex.. well.. he called me to ask me whether im saving any money in my bank a not..  of coz my answer is no.. den he's like kind of chatting with me.. ask me why i din go out, ask abt my bond application (i told him that im apply for a bond when im doing the survey tat time) and stuff.. maybe he just wanna let me feel like we are frenz.. i dun noe.. maybe that's one of his strategy to attract more clients.. dun noe.. heck care..

yesterday, the whole day i've been thinking of money.. my pledge, my mum's lecture and the 'saving guy'.. dun noe.. maybe God is trying to tell me something.. but i can't figure out what He's telling me.. maybe he just want me to find out myself bah.. dun noe.. just pray bah..

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Tuesday,Jul 12 2005, 03:49:13 AMit's a special day..

3/7/2005 is a very special day to me.. not only the day is my birthday.. my church fren was baptised that day.. those photo was posted on city harvest web site.. it's was really memorable.. it's the first time i watch water baptism.. she's one of my best fren in the cell group.. here are some of the photos tat was taken that day..

the second person counting from left.. her name is weiling, Esther, the one who got baptised.. the second person counting from right is my cell group leader, sister sarah..

there are still somemore photos.. but i've to wait for my fren to send the photos to me via e mail..

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