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Friday,Aug 12 2005, 03:51:04 AMmy bro's progress

well.. just wanna update you guys regarding my bro's progress before i go for my lecture... well..reached CGH with my sis at 8.. heex.. after visiting hours.. but i dun care.. i just went in.. my bro is confirm having dengue.. his platelet count was reduced to 16000 ytd.. had to udergo platelet transfusion ytd night.. he needs to be transfused with 2 packs of platelet.. well.. just hope that his platelet count will increase after the transfusion.. overall.. he's still quite ok.. his whole body is flashed.. not much appetite.. but dun worry.. he still can joke with me ytd..

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Thursday,Aug 11 2005, 09:47:48 AMfaith

faith.. that's what i need now..

one thing.. pple ard me.. one by one.. fall sick.. first is my cell grp leader.. second is wei ze.. thirdly, is hui juan.. fouthly is jo.. and now.. my bro.. really hope that it can just stop here.. luckily.. my cell grp leader and wei ze have recover le.. now, hui juan is still in hospital bcoz of dengue.. luckily she still got her boyfren to pei her.. so xin fu.. so sweet.. next is jo... if you guys have seen her journal, you guys should now wat happen to her.. ya.. good thing is that she have already recover.. ytd, while im still in sch for the SHS celebreation, my sis suddenly msg me.. telling me that my younger was being admitted into hospital becoz of low platelet count.. he have been sick for a few days le.. went to see the doc twice.. he told the second doc on fri that he's have pain in his stomach.. den the doc said that his stomach is having flu?!?!? and ytd he went to the polyclinic to see doc in the afternoon.. when it's my bro's turn, the doc and nurses inside are like having 'battle'.. coz my bro's platelet count is really very low.. normally is 50000 to 80000 (haha.. just have dr maroon's lecture just now.. he just mention it.. that's y i can rem..), but my bro is only 29000.. the doc have to put him on normal saline immediately.. and have to send to hospital by ambulance.. my mum was requesting to send my bro there by taxi.. but the doc say that it's really very urgent, so have to go there by ambulance.. at first my mum ask the doc to send my bro to SGH.. but the doc say muz go some where that is nearer, so they send him to CGH.. haix.. well, right now he's in B1 class.. at first i heard that, i was like.. wow.. 'good life' ah.. why din go C class? i mean the fee is much cheaper.. but my dad told me that foreigners have to stay in B1 class and above.. just hope that he can be discharged earlier so that my dad dun have to spend much money.. and of coz, my bro have to recover first lah.. the worse thing is that, my bro is having 'o' level eng oral this fri.. how is he going to take? really have to pray for him..

next thing that really spoil my day is.. i just lose a job.. a job that i really want.. i can have the chance to run ard all the singapore shopping malls.. but i've lose it... i haven even start to work yet.. suppose to start work this sat de.. i keep on calling the person in charge to confirm my working hours.. and i've already confirm le lor.. den the person suddenly msg me.. telling me that they can't employ me.. coz im holding a student pass.. haix.. really make me happy for nothing.. haix.. really muz pray that i'll be able to find a job asap.. but it's really hard to look for a part time job that is willing to employ students that is holding a student pass.. haix..

but now, i've already think thru everything.. i believe that's wat God wants me to go thru bah.. after i noe that my bro is being admitted, i really feel like crying out.. this is the first time i realised that i actually love and cares abt my bro.. actually the relationship bet. my bro and me isn't that good for a abt two years le.. we kept having quarrels.. ytd is the first time i help him to cut his finger nails (he's having cannula at is right ante-cubital fossa.. that's why he can't cut himself.. and my mum scare that he will scatch himself and bleed, that's why i have to help him..) i believe God is helping me to draw closer to my bro.. allow me to make use of this time to noe him more and to change the relationship bet. the both of us.. next, is my job.. the working hours that i 'originally' got, will definitely affect my personal life.. the job requires me to work on sat and sun, whole day.. this also means that i can't go for my cell grp meeting and sometimes, i can't even go for my church service.. i believe God just want me to spend more time with Him.. i believe God is blessing me with another job that will not affect my time i spend with God.. just like wat jo have told me just now.. 'God will give me another job that will prosper me and not hinder me..'.. i believe God is going to give me a part time job that will not affect my studies and my commitments to Him.. i believe God will give me His blessings at the right time, maybe now is still not the time yet.. at the same time, i will still con't to look for another part time job and pray..

let's have some fun now..

NR0424 IS THE MOST HAPPENING AND UNITED CLASS EVER IN NYP NURSING COURSE

see that? just wanna share with you guys abt our class performance ytd in the SHS national day cum nurses' day celebration.. our very own SHS Idol is out.. in fact, she's gonna be our future Singapore Idol.. She's IZYAN.. let me repeat her name just in case you guys missed that just now..she's IZYAN.. for those of you who dun noe abt her, better make frenz with her right now.. coz.. she's gonna be famous one day.. those of you who dun have her signature better get it now.. if nt in future, you guys have to queue up for her signature.. heex.. just joking.. but i tell you guys.. the song that is sang by her yesterday is really nice.. Nice.. NIce.. NICe.. NICE.. 'end of me'.. that's the song that she sang ytd.. and she won the talent time.. somemore she's the first.. next, the fancy dress thingy.. our class won the second runner up.. GOOD JOB.. out of three awards given, our class won the two of them.. WELL DONE, NR 0424!!!

note.. ytd, our singapore idol wanna be cum future singapore idol, jian hao actually have the chance to be famous in SHS, but he din grab the chance.. haix.. those of you who were there ytd should noe wat happen.. as for the rest, you guys will have to ask him wat happen.. i shall not reveal much detail here...

sorry for the long journal.. that's the longest journal i've even wrote.. sorry.. im not sure whether you guys will finish the whole journal or just close the file.. i dun noe.. but sorry.. just bear with me..

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Friday,Aug 5 2005, 09:08:44 AM*phew*

*phew*.. just finish my 2079 ICA.. really must thanks God.. we manage to 'produce' one presentation in less than 24 hours.. *phew*.. for those of you who were with me in ep ytd should noe what's happening lah.. well.. me, yung hwui and izyan were very pissed off with the lecturer ytd.. haha.. but anyway, we change our entire presentation... and the comment that the lecturer give us also not bad lah.. as for the lecturer's suggestion, she suggest that we should have more class activity.. but wat activity we can have? isolate our classmate? or go and make frenz with the 'outcasts'? hmmm.. still can't think of any.. anyway.. our group did a good job..

to all my group members.. esp yung hwui..who stay up late to type out the presentation slides.. thank you, yung hwui.. we all have tried our best.. and we all did a good job.. all the hard work are worth it man.. jia you..

to all those who are in ep with me ytd.. hey guys.. thanks for staying back to help me look for research journal ytd.. you guys really help me a lot.. a big THANK YOU to you guys..  

last but not least.. i muz really thanks God for His blessings.. He blessed my group thruout the whole presentation.. He kept me calm during the presentation.. with God's blessing, my group is able to finish the whole presentation in such a short peroid of time.. Praise God... the whole presentation went on smoothly.. too bad there's no cell group this week.. if not, im going to share this testimony with my fellow cell group members..

sorry my frenz.. sorry if i had show you guys 'black' face this few days.. i was really tired this few days.. din manage to catch much sleep this few days.. the day before ytd, i only manage to sleep for 30 mins.. actually i was really tired that night.. but dun noe why, as i copy those bio notes from char's book, i become more amd more awake.. i expected that i'll fall asleep halfway.. heex.. well last night i really cannot tahan le.. while im looking for some impt points in the research journal, i fell asleep.. luckily there's no saliva on those papers.. just joking.. and also, those stress, that's why i got this 'blackie' face this few days.. haix.. all of my frenz are getting so stress.. all the ICA and stuffs.. let's just jia you lah.. God bless you guys!!

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