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yenleng's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng Mon, 04 Jan 2010 20:22 EST Mon, 04 Jan 2010 20:22 EST Zorpia.com Hey pple...i dunno how many of u are still... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/343132 Hey pple...i dunno how many of u are still reading my blog over here... haven't been updating my blog here cos i couldn't really get into the webbie somtimes...so u can catch me at another blog k? <A href="http://xception.blogspot.com">http://xception.blogspot.com</A>..... drop me a msg there when you're free! =) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/343132 Sat, 05 Jun 2004 13:05 EST I think i shld write my blog now since i can... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/332985 I think i shld write my blog now since i can log in....in case 5 mins later, the server is down again. I feel so weird. Seems like no one else can log on to zorpia anymore. I can't see the updated journals by huiling and my shifu has been complaining that he's getting irritated with the server. I think he's gonna move his blog somewhere else... Seng told me she went shopping the whole day with her sis and earned for herself a bag! How i wished i had older siblings who are financially independent. Maybe i shld wish for myself to find a sugar daddy instead, haha. Hmmm, how many times have we been wishing for this, all my single ger frens, haha. Soon soon, don't worry. My brother got his first letter regarding the ever honourable national service....he seems so happy for the whole day. I thot he was so weird, to be happy over going to NS. But i think i know why. That means he's gonna stop studying, stop doing something that he hated ever since K1. I knew this long ago. Ever since when i was in pri 3 and him in pri 1. I think all his teachers rem me, cos i'm always being asked to see them...and i've heard all sorts of things they say bout him. "He talks too much...he simply can't make it, he's just not cut out for study...he's hopeless" I was too young then. Too young that i actually allow them to say all these things to me. Who were they to say someone's hopeless? Yes, he hates studying and he's lazy but that doesn't mean he's hopeless. Frens and relatives asked us wad he's doing and we say he's in ite...there's nthg to avoid, nthg to be ashamed of. At least, he always seems happier than i do. He's never complained about tests and exams. I've never seen him stayin up late to study. Never. I envy sometimes. No need to study and always make it thru to the next level, haha. He has his goals too...although it may not be very ambitious, but whenever he talks bout it, he looks so happy. He just wanna sell ice-cream and ba gua...really. Initially, i laughed at him, but i realised that his ideas may sound simple but they aren't easy. At least he knows what he wants. Alright, my shifu is going to have his first driving lesson tmr and he sounded so excited over msn. And he went to sleep so early... i mean compared to other nights. I hope he doesn't suan the instructor too much, not everyone has my patience. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/332985 Sun, 30 May 2004 11:29 EST Stayed at home the whole day. Woke up late,... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/332461 Stayed at home the whole day. Woke up late, watched tv, had lunch at 3pm and decided to skip dinner. Nothing new. Marcus asked me to write my blog earlier on but i asked him to go sleep. Becos i know that by the time i start writing, he'll be in his dreams...and so will be piggy andreas. Talked to quite a number of pple online today. It can be quite tiring at times. Using different moods for different pple. Giving advices in one window, crapping in another, suanning in another and tellin your problems in another. Hmmm, but i guess that's just part of our lives huh, wearing different masks in front of different pple. I feel bad. Sorry that you are always listening to my problems. Maybe it's time you ask me to stop. It seems like i'm always on the receiving end of our friendship. I'm so not used to it? I know it's been more than once that you said it's ok. I'll be here, to listen, whenever. I'm kinda upset for the both of us. For 2 sadists who no longer believed in "forever". I guess we've grown up. Too grown up that pple don't see the things we do. I wished i believe in forever and make you a believer too, but i can't. I wished someone can grant me a new heart. The one i'm having is running out of space, soon. I wished i had a better filter in my brain, to filter away all the unnecessary impurities. I wished none of you will ever see me fall. Nope, not yet, it's too early for a rest. So, i won't fall. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/332461 Sat, 29 May 2004 15:33 EST Tsk tsk...i just realised another function... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/331404 Tsk tsk...i just realised another function of my blog..yating sms me today and commented that my blog is kinda "entertaining" with me ALWAYS praising myself..WHICH ENTRY did i praise myself huh? It's so tough u noe, even a blog can be criticized till like tt, hahaha...oh yah...na and huiling! My frens said the cookies were yummy, heh..although i know it's nthg too surprising, hahaha..erm..yating, is this wad u say about me being bhb? hahaha. =) Wasn't able to write my journal yesterday. Was camping over at my fren's place. *wink* one of the best "camps" i ever had BECOS i slept well thru the night, heh. As usual, winnie was suanned by all of us and she introduced her bf to us too....to me and ix! Well, she kept sayin that her bf, jason is so good and everything...ya ya..wadever la. As long as he can withstand your crap, he IS good...as usual, ix was crapping his way thru to the extent that we kinda got cant be bothered with him...hmmm, was surprised that it was just the few of us, i mean, we were never really close, except for me and winnie...haha. Was pretty fun except for the time when i was almost "electrocuted" which i thot was so silly...*roll eyes* Caught christine red-handed..i mean holding hands with her bf and thot she looked so xing fu, with the glow on her face...so qiao! Well well, who's next? Just finished readin na's blog... SENG! am so happie that u've made ur choice! I know life hasn't been really good to u, making u feel so high up at one moment and making you fall at the next. But things happen, and they will continue to hit us, one after another. You've made thru this one and u'll do so for the future ones too. I am sure. I cant promise you that it's the best choice u've made, but i want you to know that no matter what, we will always be here for you... And na is pissed. Wad can i say? She has said everything i wanted to. Friendship is vulnerable, isn't it. Can u imagine someone u've known for close to 8 yrs to call your hp, and den realised she has dialled the wrong number and hang up as though nthg's happened? Not even a simple "how have u been?" OH well, it was SIMPLE enuf..."oh, it's u? sorry, bye..." I thot my reaction would be much greater..but it wasn't. Shld we blame it on those "rumours"? Rumours that hinted to us more than once that we probably shld not disturb ur life which seems to be so much more interesting without us? Are they rumours or are they really describing you? How is it possible for anyone of us to know? You think it's easy to meet up with you, seeing you pullin a long face, and contemplating if we shld ask u wad's wrong? It's not easy. If you think u are the only one feeling uneasy with our presence, if you think you are oredi absent from our conversations, then u are so wrong. Maybe i don't understand. Maybe i am being too unreasonable. Maybe it's really hard for you to explain. Maybe things aren't that bad after all. Maybe i shldn't impose my expectations upon you. Maybe u've given up on us, maybe i've given up. Bought a new diary today..yes, i do keep one. The old one which i've been using since sec one ran out of space, finally. This new one looks good, simple and sweet. I hope it's an exception to the saying "never judge a book by its cover". Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/331404 Fri, 28 May 2004 15:17 EST Hmmm, kinda early to write my blog. I'll... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/317763 Hmmm, kinda early to write my blog. I'll usually write it JUST before going to bed...stayed at home the whole day, slept thru' most of it. It's the medicine. I think it's working quite well, i feel alrite already. Yesterday, over at huiling's place...we looked thru quite abit of fotos. Brought back so many memories...3 of us were trying to recall the facts, guess we are all old. Life used to be so simple and fun. We studied tgt, played tgt, WAIT for recess time tgt...ha, recess time, how long have we not use such this term? All of us know, even if u are now able to return to the old school, to the same classroom, to the same canteen and toilet, things are still different. We've learnt to see things in different perspectives and i guess we all learnt too well...too well tt it made us forget how nice a simple life can be. We are pissed off when pple are mean to us, we feel threatened when that ger(guy)beside you starts talking to ur crush, we get angry when no one's listenin to us..and guess wad, we even feel afraid when pple are genuinely nice to us..alrite, maybe it's not WE...maybe it's just ME. Sometimes, i reflect and i admire myself. Alrite, dont puke..YET. Frens come to me, tellin me how upset they are, how disappointed they are with their lives and frens. I can always give them the right "advice", u noe..saying the right things at the right time...once, one of my frens said "i wonder where are the angels when we need them" i replied almost immediately "cos they are with pple who needs them more than us!" Woah, i am so amazed by my own answer. Seems like i am totally free of worries and everything. Well, i always feel that we shld be positive..Pessimism is contagious. If you can say sthg that makes someone feels better, why not? Telling him/her your problems is just gonna add on to the disappointment he already has towards life. Moreover, sumtimes, u will realise that your so-called problems are really nothing as compared to pple who are more unfortunate than you. We pple just love to complain, don't we? Maybe one day, all my frens would have nothing but good news for me. One day. Looking forward to that day. I feel honoured. Am very glad that there are pple willin to tell me about themselves, about things that they probably would never tell anyone else. U pple shld just pray and hope that i dun get drunk one day or sthg..i wouldn't want to start a "secretS-tellin" session or anything like that. Am looking forward to mtg SOME of my frens tmr, although i really have no idea wad we will be doing...i hope it would be good...budden again, with my cookies, of cos it would be good... just that someone cannot keep his promise of showing off his culinary skills..well no BIG deal huh, i mean not everyone can keep to their promises yah....=) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/317763 Wed, 26 May 2004 11:51 EST Hey!!! Been quite an interesting day today... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/313746 Hey!!! Been quite an interesting day today...with the RIGHT company, doing the RIGHT things, hahaha..hmmm, where shall i start..went k-ge at chinatown today...am SO honoured u noe, na actually gave her "virginity" of going to ktv to me and huiling!! How touched..*roll eyes* hahaha... Guess wad na, you are going to have another FIRST time tmr with ur frens...have fun clubbing! (Rem to bring the cookies along!)   We made cookies at huiling's place after the horrible singing with our sore throats..well, had to call up my frens to ask for the ingredients cos we WERE beginners...maybe i wasn't thinking properly, cos i actually called up my shifu to ask?? Erm...i think i noe why...he has been telling me how good his curry chicken is so i TOT he's some potential chef or sthg...BUT! Wasted at least 10 cents on him...Luckily, i have yating! She was practically laughing away when i popped the qn...wads so funny ger?? U mean only u can make cookies that might cause diarrhoea? The chocolate chips cookies weren't as bad as i thot they would be...they are edible..trust me... ALRITE, maybe when u're hungry...we did SO many and we ended up trying SO hard to distribute the mountain of cookies among the 3 of us..i think we ate less than 10 ourselves...BUT, they're really edible! I dunno if my mum was being supportive, but she ate 3 just now, haha! So, who else has the honour to taste our precious cookies..i think i noe...i'll be mtg SOME frens on thurs evening, am SURE they will be so glad to taste our cookies, na and hl...haha. Shall we get them to pay? i mean, not everyone has the chance to eat our cookies mah...Had fun today! They say the more the merrier...but i say 3 is probably much better than 5 huh? HAHAHA...!! I think i'm 90% recovered...no idea if it's becos of the extremely bitter medicine though..i think i shld just bang my head against the wall. I couldn't help but kept eating the chips at ktv just now, even with my sore throat...and "chao da" cookies after tt somemore...erm, i do hope the medicine is magical enuf...and many thanx to huiling for the strepsils... Actually, i've quite abit to say tonight..wanted to be abit more philosophical to show my shifu tt he's not the only one who can do it...WAIT, i dun mean he's succeeded though..FAR from it...nvm, i'll do it tmr..ha, tmr shall be my REST day...hmmm, when isn't my rest day in the first place....  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/313746 Tue, 25 May 2004 13:52 EST I'm feeling drowsy...think i'm gonna sleep... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/307557 I'm feeling drowsy...think i'm gonna sleep REAL soon. Is it psychological effect or what, i think the medicine shld be better labelled as sleeping syrup. I only had it like half an hour ago, and here i am, feeling as if i am going to close my eyes the next minute. Met yanling for movie today at toa payoh...she said the place is for aunties like ME...well, nvm, everyone is gonna be an auntie SOMEDAY...the theatre wasn't even half occupied...well, nthg too surprising la, how many pple are actually as SLOW as yanling to watch it only now...i still think troy is really good despite having watched it twice...that crazy ger wanted to tear down the poster in the notice board and got so crazy over brad pitt...and i am not referring to u, teddy.... Yeah! It's our first ktv session tmr --- na, huiling and i really hope seng can make it too...we've been saying it for mths...since last year right?? Let's make it a cheap and good one, haha... Can't really think now, the medicine is really really power...i wasn't even walkin straight..not exaggerating okie..i hope it works. PLS...tell me i will wake up on time to meet na and hl tmr... guess this is the first time i finish my blog earlier den my shifu...=) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/307557 Mon, 24 May 2004 11:18 EST Okay, i didnt know pple actually read my... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/303568 Okay, i didnt know pple actually read my blog SO i guess i better be careful with wad i say here...today, one of my silly frens msg me in msn and said something like that.. "so, how's your flu?...didn't know we are supposed to ask in order to be classified as your gd frens.." argh...THAT WASN'T WAD I MEANT!! quote from my brother "stop reading so much into wad i say"...well, i mean i was really touched BUT it doesn't mean that the rest who didn't sms me aren't my good frens...words are such nuisance sometimes.. Stayed at home for the whole day...and i was SO lucky..caught daniel chan and zhang zhi lin on a show on channel 8...although this isn't the first time i am watching the show, i still feel sooo excited!!! hahaha...okie, maybe it's like wad wanzi said "nobody ask you out, just say so lah..." wad a smart gal...lucky gal la, found urself a kao shan... Meeting yanling tmr to watch troy for the second time...she must really thank me..she's like the SLOWEST among all my frens...everyone has watched it except HER. And imagine i gotta spend close to 3 hrs in the cinema with her? ALONE...with all her crap and laughter, ONLY i can tahan her...forgive me if i go crazy after tmr..hahaha! Getting medicine from my shifu tmr, he made it sound as if it's the best flu medicine on earth..i'm gonna try it for sure...wanted to say "in order to prove him wrong"..but i guess there's no reason for me to curse myself...really appreciate his concern (though i somehow think he has some ulterior motives behind his kind acts...haha) and his prayers for me and the irritating flu bug...since u've been nice...i shall disclose ur name to my other frens here...my shifu is called JUNMING who identifies himself with the nickname pf...so in case something bad happens after taking his medicine, you pple will know who to look for....=) OOPZ...did i just cursed myself??  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/303568 Sun, 23 May 2004 13:15 EST *cough cough* my gosh, my flu isn't getting... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/298451 *cough cough* my gosh, my flu isn't getting any better...went to the exhibition at expo with huiling today..i mean, yesterday...hahaha. Haiz, i just dun understand the mentality of some aunties u noe...they were able to queue up so orderly initially, BUT when they got closer and closer to the exhibition, their "elbow skills" will show!! so sick! wads wrong with them, can just be more patient and wait slowly mah...enw, u waited for so long oredi! OH, by the way..i didnt go there to see dead bodies ok..maybe it was my fault for sayin that they are the remains of holy man..they have a proper name for it..."Sacred Buddha Tooth Relic" SEE, i learnt something!! Queued for so long...i really think we are super patient. Saw so many ornaments and pendants, all quite nice. Hmmm, no money...so i just bought this jade pendant? and some vegetarian food for my aunt...there was this huge prayer wheel..before i went in, i was like "oh no, oh no, wad wish wad wish??" ha...i've got too many to choose from...huiling and i bought this erm...floating lamp? We went one round about the pond then placed it on the water, supposed to make A wish also, haha..and i wrote my name on this other lamp which was supposed to symbolise peace and happiness for the world...den we were so curious to why there were so many queues inside the halls..so we literally TRACED back to the start of the queue and ended up joining in almost all the queues in the hall...hahaha!! Oh gosh, i've got so much to say!! I really think you ppl shld go there and see for yourselves. Seriously, i feel so blessed and contented after the whole thing. So glad that i went! =) I wanna thank all my frens today! I don't mean ALL...so touched! 2 of my frens sms me today just to ask me about my flu...haha. Hmmm, i guess these little actions mean alot to me. erm, i don't know..do you measure friendship by the length of time u know each other? I guess not..i've frens whom i've known since primary but i don't even know what they are doing now...and one of the fellows who sms me today? I only started to tok to him erm....bout 2 weeks ago? Better late than never huh? Thank you so much...wondering if u're the person i'm toking bout? Yup, it's you! The rest who're reading must be like " huh, wad are u tokin bout" but, who cares haha...glad to have so many frens ard me, always dere, always true! I am happy, happy with wad i have...=) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/298451 Sat, 22 May 2004 13:10 EST ARGH...i've got flu....its one of the most... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/292999 ARGH...i've got flu....its one of the most terrible feelings u can have...kept sniffing and sniffing the whole day! Met wanzi, ivan, yating, sijia and yanling today...at Pacific Coffee Cafe or sthg...erm, the red sofas at city link la..well, ivan ordered this super ex drink which he thot was lousy...$6.80 right? haha...and he said my drink tasted like cough syrup? NO WAD...sat there for almost 4 hrs? woah...so longgg ok...went HANS for dinner, super full after that...i THINK i can skip my 3 meals tmr...if only i can..haha! Going to expo tmr...to see the "ser li zi"---remains of the holy man...erm, i noe some of you will be like "huh? so disgusting.." aiyah, am sure it's not la, i mean i think "ser li zi" are only found in pple who are kind and good during their lifetime wad...and i am mtg huiling at 9am tmr? SUPER early..i hope i can wake up..and no, i am not gonna blame u shifu, cos i am chatting to my other frens too!!     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/292999 Fri, 21 May 2004 11:34 EST It's my brother's 16th bday!!! No grand... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/289037 It's my brother's 16th bday!!! No grand celebration...just ordered pizza and ate hungrily after waiting for THEIR "30 minutes later"...u noe wad, i think it's their strategy to make you wait...so that after waiting for so long, u THINK the pizza tastes so nice(when it's actually nothing)and you will order from them again...16th bday...so young! gosh...4 yrs is ALOT of difference... Talked to na in msn just now. Really understand the dilemna she's going thru'...It's quite sickening, having to make decisions for yourself...for your LIFE. You just feel like throwin a 10-cent coin to decide, but you know you can't, cos it's simply too important a decision. I hope she dreamt of a decision! Got myself a new nick after talkin to her...i am THE Master from now on!! She can still stick to her feng-shui master though, haha! Read yating's blog today. Many names went thru my mind when i was reading it. Yah, things changed and they are still changing. We dread changes huh? Years ago, when my fren came up to me and said "You've changed.." I was like " OH NO, really? how have i changed?" I disliked that remark. Today, the same remark, my answer will be "Haha, really? Isn't that good?" I hope i've changed..to someone who's more patient, understanding and mature. I am trying, really.      Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/289037 Thu, 20 May 2004 14:17 EST Woah...hahaha, didnt know my shimu is so eng... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/282627 Woah...hahaha, didnt know my shimu is so eng to read my blog EVERYDAY....haiyoh, at least u can be entertained ONCE per day huh! I know how it feels like to be with BORING pple..sumtimes..suanner=bore...get wad i mean? I'm at na's place!!! with huiling...came to cook spagetti...i hope my mum dun get to see my blog...cos i dun do housework at home..heh, nothing too surprising yah? WE ATE SO MUCH!!! spagetti with sausages, meatballs and one BIG can of mushrooms...ha! And for "side dishes", we had fishcakes, "onion rings", sweet, honeydew...so scaryyyy! And i bought this "piglet" slippers for my cousin...maybe i shld write down her name in case pple think that her name is called "my cousin"....she's ke xin...! Nice name huh...like mine lor.. Did i forget to mention our bbq yesterday? Wanted to write the blog tgt with shifu so that we can copy and paste...i mean lazy pple like him, of cos he needs someone who's better in grammar and stuff right? Too bad la, i was just too tired to do anything...except for bbq-ing nuggets and eating.. Hmmm, it wasn't too bad...erm, but yl kept tokin to me and she's the cause of the first batch of "chao ta" chicken wings...and that dengqi kept scolding me for it. BUT guess wad! It's still FAR better than the UNCOOKED chicken wings by QL...hahaha...who's the dumb one! And yl and me got the whole bed to ourselves although i thot it wasn't very clean..and poor ql and ivan gotta sleep on the floor....do i still have to specify where did the 2 couples slept? Hmmm, 2 couples in a room? Hope it wasn't too SQUEEZY... Oh, got back results yesterday...we all went to check our results ONE BY ONE at ivan's place...it was so stressful ok...but so grateful that it's over and guess all of us are relieved!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/282627 Wed, 19 May 2004 08:54 EST BBQ tmr! at ivan's place...hmmm, all the... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/274922 BBQ tmr! at ivan's place...hmmm, all the food and drinks...HAHAHAHA...erm...but who's gonna do the bbq-ing?? For SURE, my shifu and shimu wouldn't be...cos they will be BUSY pa-tuoing and will just make a VIP arrival at 6PM when food is ready?? I REALLY think it's retribution...few mths back, or rather, few WEEKS back...i was happily suanning one of my frens...and she ALWAYS go speechless, NO defence at all! TODAY...she's SO lucky, or shall i say..UNlucky..to find for herself this KING of suanners!! Need i say? My "shifu"....woah...it's SICK! i've never...NEVER felt so "shi bai" before? My blood pressure would rise even only when's it's chatting ONLINE...and he's the FIRST that can make me go speechless, thinking hard of wad to say next so that i WONT "zi tou luo wang"...i can't think of anyone who has ever killed so many of my brain cells...he can teach you how to play online pool, predicting soccer results and JUST when u think he's BECOMING nice...*BOOM* there he goes...AGAIN!! WZ! i really hope he doesn't treat you this way..but tell you wad...u can laugh happily now cos now u have this fellow to help you take revenge on US....but let me WARN you, dun let me catch you WITHOUT him ard...you know what i mean...But hey, i'm not admitting defeat here...still a longgggg way to go! *wink wink* ALrite, time to sleep after complaining....must restore my brain cells first....they have a HIGH chance of being completely out of place tmr..=) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/274922 Mon, 17 May 2004 13:50 EST Haha....been at home the whole day..like wad... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/270229 Haha....been at home the whole day..like wad na said "it's a blessing to stay at home.." was online for so long that my mum had to come in and tell me dinner is ready... went to set up this quiz tgt with cl and ivan and apparently, i took the most time and came up with a killer quiz...which i think till now, no one scored above 50..is it that difficult? by the way, i gotta thank my shifu for helping me come up with some fatal questions..hahaha...and erm..yah, thanx for being nice to me by sayin that u are not born to suan me...   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/270229 Sun, 16 May 2004 13:02 EST Hmmm, am so tired today! Slept at 2am last... http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/265265 Hmmm, am so tired today! Slept at 2am last night and woke up at 8am...6 hrs of sleep sounds wonderful when it's exam time...but during hols..erm..."can we have 16".....ya ya...i am a pig... Teddy went back indo today...bet his housemate cum close GER fren cum companion for mid-night movies will miss him. Will she? hahaha... one thing for sure...he WILL miss her! House-visiting today was not as bad as what we thot it would be. Although nothing seems to improve YET...really hope everything works out well...for everyone.     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/yenleng/journal/265265 Sat, 15 May 2004 12:48 EST