Saturday,Jun 20 2009, 05:01:55 PMIt had been a long time...

  It had been a long time that i never post any journal again....can i said it that it had been a year...yes, it really had been a year...

  Many things had occur in my life recently, and what i can describe is horrible...or unlucky...i thk so...

  Firstly is, my exam. This session of exam, i really dun hv confident tht i will pass the exam, cuz i had left 16 marks blank!!! What a shit!!! It really time consuming and i do not manage my time nicely.

  Secondly, is my job place. I dun really hv a nice relationship wit my boss now. Everythg tht i feel now is so unhappy. The feel tht i had before study leave had been disappear. I feel so far apart from them and i dun hv any motivation to do my job again. I thk i will resign and start all over again.

 Now i am so blur wit my direction. I dun really know what i had to do, what should i do, and what i want. I feel so tired and exausted. I really feel like taking a long break, but now, money consuming. And yet i am 23 years old alrdy, next year going to be 24, if i just do nothg, mean i waste my time and i dun really earn anythg....

  Now, i am in Kedah, Yin Shien hse. The reason we come here is becuz his sister is going to married, and we follow to try the wedding dishes. Anyway, now i can feel stress. His mother say her wishes is to see his big sister get married and Yin Shien get married. Others just let it be. Due to he is the elder son, that is why i thk his parents will put high hope on him, and his wedding should be grant...can say hv to spend much lo...but dunno, still got some thinking is quite conservative, tht is why a marrige is not easy also.

  So far, i still be able to maintain a good relationship with their parents. That is still not a problem for me. But my problem will be, do Yin Shien really suitable to me, does he really my Mr Right??? Some thinking should be quite understanding, cuz almost all the gals would be same, but he seem like dun understand at all. Anyhow, we also keep on argueing. Sometimes it is touching also ...just can say sweet and bitter when u r in a relationship...

  Life had been so confusing and so unpredictable....what i feel now is i want to change my life, i want to hv a better life....how do i manage? how do i hv to replan my thg? My studies, my career , my relationships, my family and so on....what should i do now???

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Wednesday,Jun 18 2008, 06:56:15 PMThanks...

Headache, type so much, thn can't proceed to post, hv to type all over again...siez...

Actually just wanna say that now thn got time to post journal is becuz after exam, the next day i had been in Sri Petaling, staying in my bf sis house this is due that my bf parents came to KL. This let me think of bee kee that last time she also face this situation, how nervours she is la...haha...now, i am same as her...luckily, my bf parents are friendly and nice, and they really treat me very good, i am glad that we can get along together.

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Wednesday,Jun 11 2008, 05:56:43 PMAt last i had finish my exam...

At last, today finish my exam already...haha....feel so relief, hope can pass all!!!

After exam really relief and feel so happy...go for movies with friends, than yam cha lo. Chit chat...haha...very long also never meet all of them already. Than we discuss about job, money, cost of living and so on lo...really feel that it is still a very huge gap in between to achieve such a success. Really lots of things have to be done.

Haiz...happy moment being affected by my dear...today also dun know what happen to him. Call, i got call, ask him how's his day ...

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