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New Transgender Social network

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 05:33 EST

I have created a new social network, similar to MYSPACE, HI5.com and FRIENDSTER, called 'TRANNYSPACE'

http://trannyspace.ning.com/

It is a great website, where you can CHAT in the CHATROOM, make friends, find love or romance, create your own page, blogs, CHATROOM, upload your personal videos and make a new FRIENDSNETWORK, you can also create your own transgender-related group there... Join this community, and invite all your friends and ask your friends to invite THEIR friends aswell so we will be a GREAT transgender community!

PLEASE COME AND VISIT 'TRANNYSPACE'

http://trannyspace.ning.com/

A little bit about myself right here!

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 16:00 EST

A personal video

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 16:08 EST

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A wonderful night out!!!

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:46 EST

We just had a wonderful night out yesterday wowwwwwwwww

Fed up with men!!

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 23:58 EST

I am really fed up with men... i dont know what to do anymore if someone contacts me or replies to my profile or blogs. They are all just a bunch of perverts who love to chat hot with you for a moment and after that you go on to the next one...

Now what to do and whom to trust or not???

Aren;t there any serious guys around in this world who want to love me really????

This is the woman inside me!!!

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 18:03 EST

This is the woman inside, brought to the outside!!!As the regular visitors of my page know, i am a PRE-op transsexual, still going through transition. I am a woman at heart, born in the body of a man. Without makeup i look somehow feminine, but i need to wear makeup to look more like a woman. Some people ask me why i wear makeup to cover my face, but if you are not transsexual you will never understand this. It's not a matter of feeling ashamed of your face, its bringing your TRUE FACE OUTSIDE!!! Inside this body, that was meant to be MAN, i feel a woman soul. I need to bring this soul to the surface in the looks of a woman! At the moment i live as a woman almost everyday and i applied for sexe change surgery at my logal gender clinic, however, i dont look like this when i wake up in the morning. Don't expect a diva when i wake up next to you in your bed, i need to make a big effort to look like this, to look like the woman i feel i am inside.This means i have to shave my face, cuz i was originally born male ofcourse and i didnt have any money to get rid of my facial hair through lasertreatment. In a while i will start taking hormones wich will reduca my bodyhair a bit and also i need to shave less then i have to do now, but... it doesnt remove the facial hair totally, it only reduces it and softens is. Its hard to be transsexual. Men see us as sexual fetishes only, not as women who want to be loved and feel safe in the arms of a man. The worst of all is that they want just the 'end product', not the person i am now who is fighting herself to the end of the process of becoming a woman! They dont want to see a man in the morning who applies makeup to become a woman, this saddens me sometimes.I am a very sensitive soul and my great wish is to find me a man who loves me for who i am and not for what i am, not one of those terrible men who are searching the internet to find one tranny after another or who hop from ass to ass! i need a genuine love and for years i am searching the internet to find myself a sweet and nice man with his heart at the good spot, to love me so deeply and to forfill my girlsdreams! This sounds like a desperate attempt to find me a man, well, i am almost 36 now and never i found a man who wanted more from me then just some hot moment, most of them are still afraid to be stigmatised as homosexual if they will start a relationship with a transsexual or transgendered woman... who the fuck cares??? What is the problem... transsexuals suffer a great deal and are very proud to be the women they are, why arent there any guys who have the same guts as we do? Why are they all sissies? Why isnt there any guy who dares to stand up for 'us' openly and who feels no shame to be 'friends' or 'lover' of a transsexual woman???Anyway, i am going too far now, i just wanted to inform the visitors of my page that the way you see me now, is not the way i wake up in the morning... i AM feminine yes, in all ways, and i have a female voice, but beware, i still need to shave myself and i need to apply a lot of makeup to look like a woman. Well i look feminine already by nature, but somehow 'androgenous'. I wear makeup to accent my female parts and to protect myself on the streets also, because if i dont wear any makeup people will see me as something strange that looks like between male and female.. and i wanna look like female only!!!Hope you will all understand my story better now!Love,ZohraP.S.: For my dutch visitors who wanna know more about me, go to www.zohratranssexueel.com to read more about me and the person i am!!!

I am NOT a freak!

Mon, 22 May 2006 06:05 EST

Transsexual...Curiosity or rarity?

Some people think that we, the transsexuals, are coming from another planet. They think that we are so different from them, that our blood is purple and that we eat rats to stay alive. Sometimes there are such ignorant people adding to my messenger, asking me: 'And when you cum, do you cum the same as a woman does?' Well, to let you all know: 'I was born male, and i still have this terrible cock-thing between my legs, basically and originally i am MALE so all works exactly the same. Only i DRESS as and look like a woman, ok?' There is nothing different. The BIG difference between ME as a transsexual AND A NORMAL MAN is that my HEART and my SOUL are FEMALE, so i have to DRESS and LOOK like a woman for as much as i can. I am still at the beginning of my so called 'transition'. This means i still have to shave my face and my body to be as smooth as i can, ofcourse the day after there are again some tiny spots of hairs growing back, this is what depressing me a lot, especially when i met a great guy last night and he wakes up next to me, seeing my with a beard shadow and a moustache.

Yep, sorry, this is the burden of every transsexual, we have to go through this. Most of the time i wanna sleep alone, because i dont want any guy waking up next to mee, seeing my with my beard coming through again. I am NOT a TV (transvestite) i am a TRANSSEXUAL, the difference between a TV and a TS (transsexual) is that a TV always stays a man at heart. They have no real feminine feelings whatsoever, they just love to dress as a woman for fun or for some sexual fetish. The difference between me and a TV is that i am a woman at heart, and women hate to have beards and moustaches and bodyhair.

Ofcourse i understand that this all might sound a bit ridiculous to my readers, how can a man be a woman? Yes, well you tell me? I have no fucking clue, the problem is that i FEEL like a woman and i have feminine looks, even without makeup, i just cant help it. Ask GOD to tell you why he created me this way? Actually i dont neet any fucking explanation or scientific research, i am just the way i am and i accept myself this way, i am ZOHRA, he Queen of my own Universe and there is no one else but me who desides who i am, not some scientist, not some religious leader, not some religion or science...

I am a NORMAL person, i am NOT A FREAK!!

Love you all...

Zohra

PLEASE DONT ADD ME WITHOUT MAILING ME FIRST!!!

Mon, 08 May 2006 05:42 EST

PLEASE DONT ADD ME WITHOUT MAILING ME FIRST!!!

I have a lot of visitors at my page here and there are also so many adding me to their MSN messenger list, without sending me an email before adding me! I really wonder WHY you want to add me in your list, because, there is most of the time NO quality in the chats i have with people who added me. All they can talk about is: 'do you have cam, wanna cam2cam sex?'To these men i say:'FUCK YOU ALL!!!' I get sick and tired of perverted guys who want sex talk all the time. What the hell do they axpect from me, to be wet, juice, honry and fruity all day long, ready to 'serve' just anyone who passes by? Keep in mind, you perverted FREAK:'YO ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO ASK ME THIS QUESTION!!! BEFORE YOU ADDED, THERE WERE hundreds before asking me the SAME HORNY QUESTIONS!!! Don;t you agree that i at least can get sick and tired of all this? God damn it! I DONT WANT ANY MORE ADDINGS WITHOUT NOTICING ME FIRST, clearly with your intentions. If its about SEX i will remove you immediately! OK???

I am NOT into maried men and trannychasers!!

Tue, 02 May 2006 07:48 EST

Please, married men, KEEP OUT!!!

Since i registered myself here i get contacted by lots and lots and lots of married men. Somehow they feel kinda attracted to me and i have the feeling they are into some 'experimenting' while these so called 'good guys' are married! Well guys, let me tell you this: 'Keep your dicks in your pants and leave me the hell alone' . As you can see (WHEN YOU TAKE TIME TO ACTUALLY READ MY PROFILE)', i am LOOKING for a man for myself. I am not looking for married men who want just some sexual adventures or so called 'muslim men who can married a second wife'. First of all: 'I AM NUMBER ONE' in the relationship, i will NEVER be a second wife...Second: 'I AM NOT MUSLIM SO I DON'T AGREE WITH CULTURAL RULES OF BEING ABLE TO HAVE SECOND, THIRD and FOURTH WIVES or a compleet HAREEM!!!' i will NEVER EVER share my man with other women, so please leave me alone ok?

I am only into 1 on 1 relationships with loyalty and true love and romance. I don't want a man who hops from ass to ass and from cunt to cunt andalso NO TRANNY CHASERS, these are the ones i hate the most, because they wanna conquer one tranny after another...

I am a woman and i deserve respect and love, no respectless assholes who fuck around!!!

You may think that i am a cruel bitch, the way i am writing here... that is not true. I am an extremely sensitive person who wants nothing but love, but if you get approached by hot and horny men all day long, you get fed up and sick and tired of them. I am NOT heartles and I am NOT cruel or cold, but this is just what comes out of my bad experiences...

Yours truly,

Zohra

Why i am NOT into CAM2CAM chat!

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 13:18 EST

Why i am NOT into CAM2CAM chats...

People ask me for C2C chat all the time and wonder what the hell a transsexual looks like when she is naked and always i have to tell them 'NO'. I Don't have a cam and even if i HAD one i wouldn't do C2C with you... the main reason for this is that i am, as you all know, a PRE-OP transsexual woman. PRE-OP means 'BEFORE THE OPERATION'. I am changing my sexe from male to female. I am in the beginning of the process so this means i still have a beard- and moustache growth. I still have to shave my face before i am able to apply make-up on my face. When i don't shave i can not apply my makeup.

Anyway, as all men amongst the visitors know, shaving is very painful and after shaving a few days the skin gets very sensitive, so sometimes i have to skip a day or two before i am able to shave again and i guess you don't like to see a woman with a beard and moustache, right? I am TOO shy to show myself on NON-shaving days because this is just TOO embarrassing for me! Except when you have very kinky sexual phantasies (LOL!!!). Anyway... for those of you visitors who are visiting my homepage here frequently or now and then and think that i am a REAL woman, please keep in mind that transsexuals are different, They have to go a long way before they are the woman they feel they are inside. So please BE satisfied with my photo's wich are taken on a 'shaving day' and see the person who i am at this moment ok?

Love you all!

Zohra

Been around the world!!

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 17:21 EST

Looking for love,

i've been around the world...

searching under every stone

but still haven't found...

Looking here,

Looking there...

but WHERE

is the love of my life?

Quickly,

there is no time to waste...

I'm not an ordinary 'woman', i know

but also i know, my heart is full of love

and for HIM, who is willing to accept this love

i wanna promise HEAVEN!

Do you really think that i am impressed?

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 07:13 EST

Do you really expect me to be impressed???

I dont like it when men approach me sexually in the first place.

If you try to contact me, let me warn you that i don't like it when men start talking about sex immediately. I am a lady and i expect to be treated like a lady and not like some third rank tramp. If you want to be my friend, then start a friendly talk and don;t start about your dicksize immediately because it won't impresse me, in fact, it would turn me off. I am looking for someone who is interested in me for my person, not for my sex.

If you know how to touch my soul, then you are more then welcome...

Zohra